1 00:00:08,870 --> 00:00:06,950 i'm sorry 2 00:00:11,270 --> 00:00:08,880 but i don't want to be an emperor i 3 00:00:12,629 --> 00:00:11,280 don't want to rule or conquer anyone 4 00:00:15,190 --> 00:00:12,639 i should like to help everyone if 5 00:00:17,349 --> 00:00:15,200 possible we all want to help one another 6 00:00:18,790 --> 00:00:17,359 human beings are like that we want to 7 00:00:20,310 --> 00:00:18,800 live by each other's happiness not by 8 00:00:21,910 --> 00:00:20,320 each other's misery 9 00:00:23,990 --> 00:00:21,920 we don't want to hate and despise one 10 00:00:26,150 --> 00:00:24,000 another in this world there's room for 11 00:00:28,550 --> 00:00:26,160 everyone and the good earth is rich 12 00:00:31,109 --> 00:00:28,560 and can provide for everyone the way of 13 00:00:34,150 --> 00:00:31,119 life can be free and beautiful 14 00:00:36,150 --> 00:00:34,160 but we have lost the way greed has 15 00:00:39,750 --> 00:00:36,160 poisoned men's souls 16 00:00:41,830 --> 00:00:39,760 so if you are materialistically focused 17 00:00:44,869 --> 00:00:41,840 and you're disconnected 18 00:00:47,270 --> 00:00:44,879 from the spiritual compassionate part 19 00:00:47,990 --> 00:00:47,280 we can all see that and point at that 20 00:00:51,110 --> 00:00:48,000 and go 21 00:00:55,270 --> 00:00:51,120 oh how terrible but when we see 22 00:00:58,389 --> 00:00:55,280 the atheist heather berg usc 23 00:01:01,750 --> 00:00:58,399 disconnect we're unable to do 24 00:01:04,310 --> 00:01:01,760 the same and say well your compassion 25 00:01:07,590 --> 00:01:04,320 is disconnected from the deeper 26 00:01:09,510 --> 00:01:07,600 spiritual reality 27 00:01:10,950 --> 00:01:09,520 cries out for universal brotherhood for 28 00:01:12,789 --> 00:01:10,960 the unity of us all 29 00:01:14,149 --> 00:01:12,799 even now my voice is reaching millions 30 00:01:16,070 --> 00:01:14,159 throughout the world 31 00:01:17,429 --> 00:01:16,080 millions of despairing men women and 32 00:01:19,350 --> 00:01:17,439 little children 33 00:01:22,950 --> 00:01:19,360 victims of a system that makes men 34 00:01:25,990 --> 00:01:22,960 torture and imprison innocent people 35 00:01:27,350 --> 00:01:26,000 ask ourselves consistently am i evil 36 00:01:28,789 --> 00:01:27,360 it's not it's almost like the opposite 37 00:01:31,030 --> 00:01:28,799 of if you can ask yourself if you're 38 00:01:33,109 --> 00:01:31,040 crazy then you're not crazy 39 00:01:34,069 --> 00:01:33,119 if you can ask yourself if you're evil 40 00:01:35,910 --> 00:01:34,079 then you actually 41 00:01:37,350 --> 00:01:35,920 do have the potential to become evil 42 00:01:38,469 --> 00:01:37,360 because if you never ask 43 00:01:40,469 --> 00:01:38,479 then you're just in this way of 44 00:01:41,749 --> 00:01:40,479 compulsive sleepwalking forces like 45 00:01:43,350 --> 00:01:41,759 everybody else and 46 00:01:45,670 --> 00:01:43,360 you know nothing you do is really evil 47 00:01:47,270 --> 00:01:45,680 but also nothing you do is really good 48 00:01:48,950 --> 00:01:47,280 like you're not really acting out of 49 00:01:50,069 --> 00:01:48,960 intention at all so you're not really 50 00:01:52,630 --> 00:01:50,079 able to extend 51 00:01:54,310 --> 00:01:52,640 love and compassion for real in an 52 00:01:55,190 --> 00:01:54,320 intentional purposeful and meaningful 53 00:01:57,590 --> 00:01:55,200 way to people 54 00:01:59,270 --> 00:01:57,600 and that is the gift of the possibility 55 00:01:59,990 --> 00:01:59,280 of evil to us that's the gift of free 56 00:02:02,870 --> 00:02:00,000 will to us 57 00:02:03,350 --> 00:02:02,880 is that the separation the ability to do 58 00:02:05,990 --> 00:02:03,360 evil 59 00:02:07,429 --> 00:02:06,000 means that if we look at that we ask 60 00:02:09,190 --> 00:02:07,439 ourselves that then we can do good in 61 00:02:10,790 --> 00:02:09,200 the world 62 00:02:12,949 --> 00:02:10,800 i have an interview coming up in a 63 00:02:14,869 --> 00:02:12,959 minute with conor habib 64 00:02:16,150 --> 00:02:14,879 and you just heard both of us talking 65 00:02:19,670 --> 00:02:16,160 over the very great 66 00:02:20,150 --> 00:02:19,680 and famous charlie chaplin clip from the 67 00:02:23,030 --> 00:02:20,160 great 68 00:02:25,750 --> 00:02:23,040 dictator and while i almost feel like we 69 00:02:28,470 --> 00:02:25,760 can't possibly do justice to 70 00:02:30,550 --> 00:02:28,480 a clip like that i did want to set the 71 00:02:31,589 --> 00:02:30,560 stage for a discussion that i feel like 72 00:02:34,390 --> 00:02:31,599 has been going 73 00:02:35,509 --> 00:02:34,400 on in the background here on skeptico 74 00:02:37,910 --> 00:02:35,519 for a while 75 00:02:39,750 --> 00:02:37,920 and that is the link or maybe better 76 00:02:43,270 --> 00:02:39,760 said the disconnect 77 00:02:45,670 --> 00:02:43,280 between spirituality and 78 00:02:47,110 --> 00:02:45,680 progressive social thinking i mean when 79 00:02:50,550 --> 00:02:47,120 you listen to charlie chaplin 80 00:02:54,150 --> 00:02:50,560 who the heck disagrees with any of that 81 00:02:57,190 --> 00:02:54,160 but at the same time does anything 82 00:02:58,470 --> 00:02:57,200 charlie chaplin is saying there does any 83 00:03:02,229 --> 00:02:58,480 of that make any sense 84 00:03:03,589 --> 00:03:02,239 if there isn't a larger spiritual 85 00:03:05,430 --> 00:03:03,599 reality 86 00:03:07,509 --> 00:03:05,440 so in this interview we talk about that 87 00:03:08,949 --> 00:03:07,519 it takes us a little while to get there 88 00:03:11,509 --> 00:03:08,959 there's a lot of other things that 89 00:03:13,430 --> 00:03:11,519 connor and i talk about it was a great 90 00:03:15,270 --> 00:03:13,440 chat a really interesting chat and i 91 00:03:17,190 --> 00:03:15,280 appreciate having the opportunity to 92 00:03:18,949 --> 00:03:17,200 talk to connor since i've known him for 93 00:03:22,149 --> 00:03:18,959 quite some time and he's never been 94 00:03:24,789 --> 00:03:22,159 on skeptico hey one other note 95 00:03:25,750 --> 00:03:24,799 i do so appreciate everyone connecting 96 00:03:28,149 --> 00:03:25,760 with me 97 00:03:29,750 --> 00:03:28,159 it's been awesome if you haven't heard i 98 00:03:30,470 --> 00:03:29,760 guess i'm putting out the word there 99 00:03:33,670 --> 00:03:30,480 that 100 00:03:36,149 --> 00:03:33,680 i'm here and i'd love to hear from you 101 00:03:37,350 --> 00:03:36,159 and while i'm at it i guess i'd also put 102 00:03:39,750 --> 00:03:37,360 out the word that 103 00:03:41,589 --> 00:03:39,760 let your friends know about skeptico i 104 00:03:42,710 --> 00:03:41,599 know many of you have but they probably 105 00:03:45,990 --> 00:03:42,720 forgot 106 00:03:49,589 --> 00:03:46,000 i'd love to grow this community only 107 00:03:51,830 --> 00:03:49,599 as much as it's supposed to grow so 108 00:03:53,030 --> 00:03:51,840 as i just said that i take that back 109 00:03:55,910 --> 00:03:53,040 don't tell 110 00:03:57,509 --> 00:03:55,920 anyone about skeptico that isn't 111 00:03:59,750 --> 00:03:57,519 supposed to know about it 112 00:04:01,750 --> 00:03:59,760 but if you know someone who is supposed 113 00:04:04,229 --> 00:04:01,760 to know about it who's supposed to come 114 00:04:07,670 --> 00:04:04,239 in here and join our dialogue 115 00:04:18,610 --> 00:04:07,680 please let them know okay 116 00:04:18,620 --> 00:04:23,510 [Music] 117 00:04:26,550 --> 00:04:25,350 today we welcome connor habib to 118 00:04:30,310 --> 00:04:26,560 skeptico 119 00:04:33,110 --> 00:04:30,320 connor is an author lecturer and host of 120 00:04:33,909 --> 00:04:33,120 against everyone with connor habib which 121 00:04:36,790 --> 00:04:33,919 you will find 122 00:04:38,870 --> 00:04:36,800 on youtube and also he has a download of 123 00:04:40,790 --> 00:04:38,880 it in podcast form so 124 00:04:41,990 --> 00:04:40,800 connor welcome to skeptico thanks for 125 00:04:44,150 --> 00:04:42,000 joining me 126 00:04:45,510 --> 00:04:44,160 thanks alex um i should correct you and 127 00:04:48,469 --> 00:04:45,520 you should start over because 128 00:04:49,909 --> 00:04:48,479 it's mostly a podcast now you can only 129 00:04:52,310 --> 00:04:49,919 get the youtube if you 130 00:04:54,230 --> 00:04:52,320 are a patreon patron i just changed that 131 00:04:56,390 --> 00:04:54,240 like a week ago 132 00:04:58,469 --> 00:04:56,400 do you want to start and start that over 133 00:05:00,469 --> 00:04:58,479 again no i'm not gonna 134 00:05:02,230 --> 00:05:00,479 because it's how you sucker people in 135 00:05:04,070 --> 00:05:02,240 i've gone 136 00:05:05,510 --> 00:05:04,080 you have the ten minutes there and then 137 00:05:07,590 --> 00:05:05,520 you say hey oh 138 00:05:09,110 --> 00:05:07,600 yeah okay good all right damn it i 139 00:05:10,870 --> 00:05:09,120 should have i shouldn't have stopped you 140 00:05:12,310 --> 00:05:10,880 you know what you're doing you're better 141 00:05:14,150 --> 00:05:12,320 at that part than i am all right 142 00:05:15,590 --> 00:05:14,160 i know man we can talk a little bit 143 00:05:18,070 --> 00:05:15,600 about that it's it's uh 144 00:05:20,150 --> 00:05:18,080 you get some really good guests on there 145 00:05:21,670 --> 00:05:20,160 and it's pretty amazing and i was on 146 00:05:23,350 --> 00:05:21,680 there you were so nice to have me on 147 00:05:24,150 --> 00:05:23,360 there and i really enjoyed it i think we 148 00:05:27,510 --> 00:05:24,160 had a 149 00:05:31,189 --> 00:05:27,520 great conversation you are really 150 00:05:33,590 --> 00:05:31,199 quite good at asking these questions and 151 00:05:35,990 --> 00:05:33,600 bringing these dialogues in places where 152 00:05:37,749 --> 00:05:36,000 a lot of people don't go and that's why 153 00:05:39,350 --> 00:05:37,759 i was so excited to have you on but i 154 00:05:42,070 --> 00:05:39,360 had to say you know 155 00:05:44,469 --> 00:05:42,080 when we set this up i could have sworn 156 00:05:46,629 --> 00:05:44,479 that you had been on skeptica before 157 00:05:48,390 --> 00:05:46,639 because we've known each other for a 158 00:05:49,590 --> 00:05:48,400 long time and we've had all these great 159 00:05:51,590 --> 00:05:49,600 conversations 160 00:05:52,710 --> 00:05:51,600 and then i checked and you hadn't and i 161 00:05:54,629 --> 00:05:52,720 felt like 162 00:05:56,550 --> 00:05:54,639 wow what am i doing how come i haven't 163 00:05:58,710 --> 00:05:56,560 come on before 164 00:05:59,749 --> 00:05:58,720 yeah well i'm glad you noticed that 165 00:06:01,830 --> 00:05:59,759 discrepancy 166 00:06:03,270 --> 00:06:01,840 because i've been listening to show i 167 00:06:04,550 --> 00:06:03,280 mean i probably listen almost every 168 00:06:07,110 --> 00:06:04,560 episode at this point which 169 00:06:08,790 --> 00:06:07,120 by now is a lot and i've been listening 170 00:06:11,749 --> 00:06:08,800 to it for years and years and 171 00:06:13,270 --> 00:06:11,759 our first conversation was you know when 172 00:06:15,029 --> 00:06:13,280 i had this sort of 173 00:06:16,790 --> 00:06:15,039 you know failed attempt to start a 174 00:06:18,390 --> 00:06:16,800 podcast years ago 175 00:06:20,230 --> 00:06:18,400 and i was a big skeptical fan i 176 00:06:21,830 --> 00:06:20,240 interviewed you and we just talked about 177 00:06:22,870 --> 00:06:21,840 we talked about science we talked a lot 178 00:06:24,469 --> 00:06:22,880 about 179 00:06:26,550 --> 00:06:24,479 richard dawkins it seems things have 180 00:06:29,749 --> 00:06:26,560 come a long way since 181 00:06:31,350 --> 00:06:29,759 the content of that conversation and 182 00:06:33,270 --> 00:06:31,360 it seems like our concerns are not the 183 00:06:34,710 --> 00:06:33,280 same well i mean we still are concerned 184 00:06:35,270 --> 00:06:34,720 about that but we've kind of moved past 185 00:06:38,309 --> 00:06:35,280 those 186 00:06:39,830 --> 00:06:38,319 that kind of focus you know isn't that i 187 00:06:41,189 --> 00:06:39,840 mean i do have to look back every now 188 00:06:43,029 --> 00:06:41,199 and then and say 189 00:06:44,870 --> 00:06:43,039 wow you know maybe we all have 190 00:06:47,350 --> 00:06:44,880 collectively 191 00:06:48,230 --> 00:06:47,360 accomplished something in terms of 192 00:06:50,230 --> 00:06:48,240 moving the ball 193 00:06:52,309 --> 00:06:50,240 forward a little bit in that you know it 194 00:06:55,909 --> 00:06:52,319 just came up again today when uh 195 00:06:58,950 --> 00:06:55,919 and not today but recently someone 196 00:07:02,390 --> 00:06:58,960 sent me a link to bernardo castro 197 00:07:05,110 --> 00:07:02,400 a friend of the show a great writer and 198 00:07:05,830 --> 00:07:05,120 he was kind of railing against some 199 00:07:08,550 --> 00:07:05,840 skeptics 200 00:07:09,589 --> 00:07:08,560 and it just didn't uh bernardo was 201 00:07:11,510 --> 00:07:09,599 totally in the right 202 00:07:13,749 --> 00:07:11,520 and it was just irresponsible what had 203 00:07:14,150 --> 00:07:13,759 been done but you know it didn't have 204 00:07:17,270 --> 00:07:14,160 this 205 00:07:19,830 --> 00:07:17,280 quite the same teeth to it on either 206 00:07:22,309 --> 00:07:19,840 side i mean it was just so clearly that 207 00:07:23,350 --> 00:07:22,319 obvious that the skeptics had no place 208 00:07:25,189 --> 00:07:23,360 to stand 209 00:07:26,469 --> 00:07:25,199 they weren't getting any traction with 210 00:07:33,189 --> 00:07:26,479 their 211 00:07:35,430 --> 00:07:33,199 throne and uh it it just 212 00:07:36,629 --> 00:07:35,440 did feel like wow that that thing is 213 00:07:39,029 --> 00:07:36,639 over 214 00:07:39,749 --> 00:07:39,039 yeah i mean i you know sometimes i 215 00:07:42,390 --> 00:07:39,759 wonder if 216 00:07:43,990 --> 00:07:42,400 is it over or are we just not paying 217 00:07:45,670 --> 00:07:44,000 attention to it but it certainly is 218 00:07:47,909 --> 00:07:45,680 not looming as large in the cultural 219 00:07:49,110 --> 00:07:47,919 conversation in an urgent way anymore 220 00:07:52,469 --> 00:07:49,120 that is for sure 221 00:07:55,110 --> 00:07:52,479 and i don't know exactly why i mean 222 00:07:56,869 --> 00:07:55,120 well i do know why for some reasons but 223 00:07:58,790 --> 00:07:56,879 i don't know the total reason why and 224 00:08:00,309 --> 00:07:58,800 that'd be interesting to sort of 225 00:08:02,230 --> 00:08:00,319 think about because i think people still 226 00:08:06,710 --> 00:08:02,240 do have 227 00:08:10,070 --> 00:08:06,720 majorly dismissive attitudes towards 228 00:08:13,029 --> 00:08:10,080 spirituality and the paranormal 229 00:08:13,430 --> 00:08:13,039 and the occult and consciousness that's 230 00:08:16,150 --> 00:08:13,440 not 231 00:08:17,189 --> 00:08:16,160 locked into the brain or created by the 232 00:08:19,589 --> 00:08:17,199 brain and all that i think 233 00:08:21,110 --> 00:08:19,599 a lot of people are very still 234 00:08:24,869 --> 00:08:21,120 dismissive of that but it's 235 00:08:25,990 --> 00:08:24,879 not like the urgency of that concern has 236 00:08:27,909 --> 00:08:26,000 sort of subsided 237 00:08:29,589 --> 00:08:27,919 in some way and there's been a little 238 00:08:31,670 --> 00:08:29,599 more wiggle room i would say 239 00:08:32,870 --> 00:08:31,680 for sure to talk about these things now 240 00:08:36,070 --> 00:08:32,880 maybe not 241 00:08:38,630 --> 00:08:36,080 quite as much in a university setting or 242 00:08:40,389 --> 00:08:38,640 um you know if you went to some sort of 243 00:08:43,990 --> 00:08:40,399 progressive political 244 00:08:47,110 --> 00:08:44,000 play but i still like i do think like 245 00:08:49,190 --> 00:08:47,120 something shifted and you you definitely 246 00:08:52,310 --> 00:08:49,200 you definitely assisted that i mean 247 00:08:53,910 --> 00:08:52,320 honestly i'm not just saying this to 248 00:08:56,470 --> 00:08:53,920 to praise you at the start of your 249 00:08:58,470 --> 00:08:56,480 episode um before we get into it but 250 00:08:59,509 --> 00:08:58,480 it's like giving your boss a drink 251 00:09:02,070 --> 00:08:59,519 before the meeting 252 00:09:03,990 --> 00:09:02,080 but i do think that like you know having 253 00:09:07,430 --> 00:09:04,000 such an intense 254 00:09:09,350 --> 00:09:07,440 document of how near-death experiences 255 00:09:10,470 --> 00:09:09,360 do and do not work that's just available 256 00:09:12,550 --> 00:09:10,480 to the public and 257 00:09:13,670 --> 00:09:12,560 it's a great service even though you've 258 00:09:15,910 --> 00:09:13,680 moved beyond that 259 00:09:17,350 --> 00:09:15,920 um on the content of this show i think 260 00:09:18,790 --> 00:09:17,360 just having that document is really 261 00:09:19,590 --> 00:09:18,800 important because you just point people 262 00:09:21,990 --> 00:09:19,600 to it now 263 00:09:23,110 --> 00:09:22,000 you know well that's that's nice of you 264 00:09:25,190 --> 00:09:23,120 to say and 265 00:09:26,310 --> 00:09:25,200 i i appreciate it i'd circle back to 266 00:09:28,310 --> 00:09:26,320 what you said 267 00:09:29,829 --> 00:09:28,320 earlier about you know what the 268 00:09:30,310 --> 00:09:29,839 difference is because i think it's kind 269 00:09:35,190 --> 00:09:30,320 of a 270 00:09:36,389 --> 00:09:35,200 digression conversation to have here 271 00:09:37,430 --> 00:09:36,399 before we get into the meat of what 272 00:09:40,470 --> 00:09:37,440 we're going to talk about 273 00:09:44,310 --> 00:09:40,480 with you and i but the way that 274 00:09:46,710 --> 00:09:44,320 i think i noticed the shift has occurred 275 00:09:47,829 --> 00:09:46,720 is those people have kind of switched 276 00:09:51,269 --> 00:09:47,839 places 277 00:09:54,550 --> 00:09:51,279 with us in a little bit in that there's 278 00:09:56,389 --> 00:09:54,560 almost a little bit of uh reluctance or 279 00:09:59,829 --> 00:09:56,399 trepidation on their part 280 00:10:02,949 --> 00:09:59,839 to speak of you know that 281 00:10:05,430 --> 00:10:02,959 uh kind of well i just i'm proud to be 282 00:10:06,550 --> 00:10:05,440 an atheist biological robot meaningless 283 00:10:07,990 --> 00:10:06,560 universe person 284 00:10:10,389 --> 00:10:08,000 you know they're kind of like looking 285 00:10:11,750 --> 00:10:10,399 around like can i really say this or am 286 00:10:14,230 --> 00:10:11,760 i going to be 287 00:10:16,470 --> 00:10:14,240 the one who looks like i'm the odd 288 00:10:18,790 --> 00:10:16,480 person out i think that's 289 00:10:19,590 --> 00:10:18,800 really what i notice is that there's a 290 00:10:23,350 --> 00:10:19,600 different 291 00:10:24,710 --> 00:10:23,360 tone to where they say how they say it 292 00:10:26,550 --> 00:10:24,720 that's interesting i'll have to think 293 00:10:29,829 --> 00:10:26,560 about that more for sure because 294 00:10:31,590 --> 00:10:29,839 i i think that people are i think you're 295 00:10:34,310 --> 00:10:31,600 right like they're not forthcoming 296 00:10:34,630 --> 00:10:34,320 in saying it like that like it's not we 297 00:10:36,150 --> 00:10:34,640 don't 298 00:10:37,829 --> 00:10:36,160 live in this like daniel dennett 299 00:10:41,350 --> 00:10:37,839 playground anymore 300 00:10:42,630 --> 00:10:41,360 but i do think when when others bring up 301 00:10:45,430 --> 00:10:42,640 spirituality 302 00:10:45,990 --> 00:10:45,440 or that the mind is not equal brain 303 00:10:48,550 --> 00:10:46,000 they're still 304 00:10:49,829 --> 00:10:48,560 pretty quickly quick to be vocal about 305 00:10:51,509 --> 00:10:49,839 dismissing it 306 00:10:52,790 --> 00:10:51,519 so they might not volunteer it but 307 00:10:53,350 --> 00:10:52,800 they're still right there to shut you 308 00:10:55,269 --> 00:10:53,360 down 309 00:10:57,269 --> 00:10:55,279 you bring it up which is a different 310 00:10:59,509 --> 00:10:57,279 problem i think you know 311 00:11:01,030 --> 00:10:59,519 well in a way that kind of leads into 312 00:11:01,910 --> 00:11:01,040 the first thing i want to talk to you 313 00:11:04,550 --> 00:11:01,920 about because 314 00:11:06,150 --> 00:11:04,560 we just spoke a couple weeks ago and i 315 00:11:09,509 --> 00:11:06,160 was really excited to hear 316 00:11:12,790 --> 00:11:09,519 about this new journey that you're 317 00:11:16,150 --> 00:11:12,800 launching into in terms of getting a phd 318 00:11:18,870 --> 00:11:16,160 in a very very interesting 319 00:11:19,509 --> 00:11:18,880 thesis area that is so right up your 320 00:11:21,750 --> 00:11:19,519 alley 321 00:11:22,710 --> 00:11:21,760 and i have to say before this talk you 322 00:11:24,150 --> 00:11:22,720 had to kind of 323 00:11:25,910 --> 00:11:24,160 make sure that i wasn't going to release 324 00:11:29,430 --> 00:11:25,920 this beforehand because this is like 325 00:11:31,910 --> 00:11:29,440 breaking news 326 00:11:32,790 --> 00:11:31,920 and they're kind of herbivored out there 327 00:11:35,030 --> 00:11:32,800 so 328 00:11:35,829 --> 00:11:35,040 before we even get into that and talk 329 00:11:39,110 --> 00:11:35,839 about 330 00:11:40,870 --> 00:11:39,120 your soon to be phd thesis 331 00:11:42,870 --> 00:11:40,880 and the new venture that you're getting 332 00:11:45,990 --> 00:11:42,880 into let me back 333 00:11:50,389 --> 00:11:46,000 up tell folks a little bit about 334 00:11:53,590 --> 00:11:50,399 who is connor habib yeah okay 335 00:11:54,870 --> 00:11:53,600 so um gosh there's uh there's a lot 336 00:11:55,670 --> 00:11:54,880 there because i feel like i've lived a 337 00:11:59,350 --> 00:11:55,680 lot of different 338 00:11:59,990 --> 00:11:59,360 lives um some of them uh clumsier than 339 00:12:03,030 --> 00:12:00,000 others 340 00:12:04,710 --> 00:12:03,040 but i fee so uh yeah so i host this 341 00:12:06,629 --> 00:12:04,720 podcast against everyone conor b that's 342 00:12:08,870 --> 00:12:06,639 my main thing right now and that came 343 00:12:12,230 --> 00:12:08,880 out of wanting to have 344 00:12:14,629 --> 00:12:12,240 um serious discussions 345 00:12:16,949 --> 00:12:14,639 about complex spiritual and 346 00:12:18,870 --> 00:12:16,959 philosophical and political ideas 347 00:12:20,389 --> 00:12:18,880 because those are often shut down when 348 00:12:21,910 --> 00:12:20,399 they start getting deep 349 00:12:23,350 --> 00:12:21,920 it's like you talk about on your show 350 00:12:24,790 --> 00:12:23,360 where you say well there's the level one 351 00:12:27,110 --> 00:12:24,800 discussion the level two discussion 352 00:12:29,190 --> 00:12:27,120 level three the level three almost never 353 00:12:30,389 --> 00:12:29,200 happens because people get like stuck in 354 00:12:31,990 --> 00:12:30,399 the level one and 355 00:12:33,590 --> 00:12:32,000 i always wanted to have those level 356 00:12:35,590 --> 00:12:33,600 three discussions but i wanna share them 357 00:12:37,509 --> 00:12:35,600 with people in like an engaging 358 00:12:39,590 --> 00:12:37,519 way that was accessible so it wasn't 359 00:12:41,030 --> 00:12:39,600 also like just keeping people out 360 00:12:42,629 --> 00:12:41,040 and it was inspiring them to have their 361 00:12:43,269 --> 00:12:42,639 own conversations because i hate small 362 00:12:45,509 --> 00:12:43,279 talk 363 00:12:46,790 --> 00:12:45,519 it drives me crazy i mean obviously i 364 00:12:49,030 --> 00:12:46,800 can do it and i do it 365 00:12:51,190 --> 00:12:49,040 a little bit here and there but i want 366 00:12:52,389 --> 00:12:51,200 to get into the meat of things you know 367 00:12:55,430 --> 00:12:52,399 and so 368 00:12:57,190 --> 00:12:55,440 um so that's you know 369 00:12:59,269 --> 00:12:57,200 that's my sort of main focus right now 370 00:13:00,949 --> 00:12:59,279 is having this show which i have 371 00:13:02,470 --> 00:13:00,959 journal i mean some of the i guess the 372 00:13:04,870 --> 00:13:02,480 shared guest really would be 373 00:13:05,990 --> 00:13:04,880 you and gordon white have both been on 374 00:13:07,509 --> 00:13:06,000 the show 375 00:13:08,870 --> 00:13:07,519 um and i haven't had really a lot of 376 00:13:09,750 --> 00:13:08,880 scientists yet but i have political 377 00:13:12,470 --> 00:13:09,760 journalists 378 00:13:13,350 --> 00:13:12,480 writers artists comedians musicians all 379 00:13:16,949 --> 00:13:13,360 that and 380 00:13:20,310 --> 00:13:16,959 i think um so for for me it's about 381 00:13:23,110 --> 00:13:20,320 exploring ideas now that came out of 382 00:13:23,590 --> 00:13:23,120 uh like that was my that's my most 383 00:13:26,629 --> 00:13:23,600 recent 384 00:13:29,990 --> 00:13:26,639 venture that's emerging out of having 385 00:13:32,150 --> 00:13:30,000 been a sex workers rights advocate 386 00:13:34,150 --> 00:13:32,160 and activist for 10 years and also 387 00:13:37,190 --> 00:13:34,160 having been a porn performer for 388 00:13:38,230 --> 00:13:37,200 almost 10 years and all those things 389 00:13:42,470 --> 00:13:38,240 sort of 390 00:13:44,790 --> 00:13:42,480 mesh together for me because um 391 00:13:47,110 --> 00:13:44,800 i i've done this thing my whole life 392 00:13:48,470 --> 00:13:47,120 where i've tried to be an outsider to 393 00:13:50,790 --> 00:13:48,480 the community that 394 00:13:52,069 --> 00:13:50,800 i entered into in a way because i think 395 00:13:54,870 --> 00:13:52,079 it's useful so 396 00:13:55,590 --> 00:13:54,880 you know i went to school for grad 397 00:13:58,629 --> 00:13:55,600 school 398 00:13:59,829 --> 00:13:58,639 for um creative writing and i was also 399 00:14:01,430 --> 00:13:59,839 studying the sciences so i was in the 400 00:14:01,990 --> 00:14:01,440 humanities by studying organismic and 401 00:14:03,590 --> 00:14:02,000 evolutionary 402 00:14:05,269 --> 00:14:03,600 biology with lynn margulies at 403 00:14:06,949 --> 00:14:05,279 university of massachusetts 404 00:14:08,710 --> 00:14:06,959 so humanities and sciences but then i 405 00:14:09,350 --> 00:14:08,720 was also a very spiritual person really 406 00:14:11,829 --> 00:14:09,360 getting 407 00:14:13,189 --> 00:14:11,839 deeply into the work of rudolf steiner 408 00:14:14,310 --> 00:14:13,199 particularly who's still sort of my 409 00:14:16,230 --> 00:14:14,320 headquarters and 410 00:14:17,829 --> 00:14:16,240 i know just came up on your mark booth 411 00:14:21,350 --> 00:14:17,839 episode quite a bit 412 00:14:23,829 --> 00:14:21,360 um and then from there um 413 00:14:24,870 --> 00:14:23,839 also then started doing porn and sex 414 00:14:26,470 --> 00:14:24,880 work so 415 00:14:27,829 --> 00:14:26,480 humanities but in the sciences in the 416 00:14:29,269 --> 00:14:27,839 sciences but in spirituality and 417 00:14:31,829 --> 00:14:29,279 spirituality but 418 00:14:34,310 --> 00:14:31,839 doing sex work and so all that sort of 419 00:14:37,509 --> 00:14:34,320 outsiderness has created a weird 420 00:14:39,110 --> 00:14:37,519 web of connection which with i think it 421 00:14:40,629 --> 00:14:39,120 can feel lonely and frustrating 422 00:14:42,790 --> 00:14:40,639 sometimes but also 423 00:14:44,310 --> 00:14:42,800 has allowed me to sort of see 424 00:14:45,430 --> 00:14:44,320 connections between things that maybe 425 00:14:48,470 --> 00:14:45,440 other people don't 426 00:14:50,230 --> 00:14:48,480 get to see sometimes or at least lets me 427 00:14:52,150 --> 00:14:50,240 sort of try out ideas 428 00:14:54,550 --> 00:14:52,160 publicly through my life that i think 429 00:14:56,389 --> 00:14:54,560 other people 430 00:14:57,750 --> 00:14:56,399 you know either haven't or haven't 431 00:15:00,949 --> 00:14:57,760 really thought of before 432 00:15:01,990 --> 00:15:00,959 and uh i mean not that i'm i feel like i 433 00:15:03,910 --> 00:15:02,000 sound like i'm 434 00:15:06,069 --> 00:15:03,920 like bragging or something but i think 435 00:15:06,870 --> 00:15:06,079 it's just true about my life it's an 436 00:15:10,389 --> 00:15:06,880 unusual 437 00:15:12,069 --> 00:15:10,399 agree 438 00:15:13,750 --> 00:15:12,079 i think you bring an interesting 439 00:15:16,389 --> 00:15:13,760 perspective on that and 440 00:15:17,750 --> 00:15:16,399 i would have to add to the part about 441 00:15:20,629 --> 00:15:17,760 the episodes you've done 442 00:15:21,509 --> 00:15:20,639 of against everyone one thing i really 443 00:15:23,509 --> 00:15:21,519 appreciate 444 00:15:25,110 --> 00:15:23,519 about what you you do and i love the way 445 00:15:27,269 --> 00:15:25,120 you said it you know it's like 446 00:15:28,629 --> 00:15:27,279 you hate small talk and i can still 447 00:15:31,350 --> 00:15:28,639 relate to that i mean 448 00:15:31,910 --> 00:15:31,360 for my whole life i was like why are 449 00:15:34,550 --> 00:15:31,920 people 450 00:15:35,269 --> 00:15:34,560 talking about such meaningless stupid 451 00:15:37,269 --> 00:15:35,279 things 452 00:15:38,550 --> 00:15:37,279 it's like remember when you were a kid 453 00:15:41,430 --> 00:15:38,560 you know and people were like 454 00:15:43,509 --> 00:15:41,440 advising you you know you never talk 455 00:15:47,670 --> 00:15:43,519 about religion or politics 456 00:15:50,470 --> 00:15:47,680 right why the [\h__\h] not isn't that a hit 457 00:15:51,269 --> 00:15:50,480 spirituality isn't that fundamentally 458 00:15:52,710 --> 00:15:51,279 like the most 459 00:15:53,990 --> 00:15:52,720 we all know that's the most important 460 00:15:56,310 --> 00:15:54,000 question however we feel about it 461 00:15:58,389 --> 00:15:56,320 whether we're atheists or whether we're 462 00:15:59,910 --> 00:15:58,399 the most orthodox fundamentalist 463 00:16:02,550 --> 00:15:59,920 whatever you know isn't that that 464 00:16:03,910 --> 00:16:02,560 and then politics or you know however 465 00:16:05,829 --> 00:16:03,920 you want to 466 00:16:08,230 --> 00:16:05,839 position that in your head in terms of 467 00:16:08,949 --> 00:16:08,240 deep state conspiracy or republican 468 00:16:11,110 --> 00:16:08,959 democrat 469 00:16:13,350 --> 00:16:11,120 it's the forces that are most present 470 00:16:14,389 --> 00:16:13,360 and pressing on you on your life you 471 00:16:16,470 --> 00:16:14,399 know like that's so 472 00:16:18,230 --> 00:16:16,480 telling that that would be the advice at 473 00:16:20,870 --> 00:16:18,240 least that i got and i'm sure 474 00:16:21,590 --> 00:16:20,880 you being a kid in pennsylvania with uh 475 00:16:23,749 --> 00:16:21,600 kind of 476 00:16:25,670 --> 00:16:23,759 an adult man like so when i went to grad 477 00:16:26,949 --> 00:16:25,680 school you know this is the place where 478 00:16:28,629 --> 00:16:26,959 it's supposed to be 479 00:16:30,150 --> 00:16:28,639 where people really go to learn and 480 00:16:33,350 --> 00:16:30,160 investigate questions about 481 00:16:36,629 --> 00:16:33,360 culture and i remember like twice i 482 00:16:39,189 --> 00:16:36,639 got sort of gasps and 483 00:16:39,829 --> 00:16:39,199 like audible gas from the other students 484 00:16:41,749 --> 00:16:39,839 in in 485 00:16:43,829 --> 00:16:41,759 class and one was when i said something 486 00:16:45,350 --> 00:16:43,839 about sex and another was when i said 487 00:16:47,269 --> 00:16:45,360 something about god 488 00:16:49,430 --> 00:16:47,279 and without going into all the details 489 00:16:50,949 --> 00:16:49,440 of that story i noticed i was like 490 00:16:52,790 --> 00:16:50,959 this is really interesting that these 491 00:16:54,870 --> 00:16:52,800 two things are off the table 492 00:16:56,949 --> 00:16:54,880 but i know that all the grad students 493 00:16:58,069 --> 00:16:56,959 for sure are thinking about sex all the 494 00:17:00,870 --> 00:16:58,079 time 495 00:17:02,470 --> 00:17:00,880 and i know and i know that also like god 496 00:17:05,029 --> 00:17:02,480 and religion has had a role in their 497 00:17:06,470 --> 00:17:05,039 lives so what's the problem here we're 498 00:17:09,829 --> 00:17:06,480 not even allowed to really 499 00:17:12,150 --> 00:17:09,839 discuss it or go into it at all and 500 00:17:14,390 --> 00:17:12,160 i think that you know what you pulled on 501 00:17:17,750 --> 00:17:14,400 too is like politics and also money 502 00:17:19,750 --> 00:17:17,760 you know these taboos like you know 503 00:17:21,350 --> 00:17:19,760 as you point out again and again like 504 00:17:23,669 --> 00:17:21,360 the taboos are constructed 505 00:17:25,110 --> 00:17:23,679 by our culture and people and 506 00:17:27,750 --> 00:17:25,120 institutions and 507 00:17:28,870 --> 00:17:27,760 forces of power in one way or another 508 00:17:32,390 --> 00:17:28,880 over time 509 00:17:35,110 --> 00:17:32,400 and so those are there for a reason 510 00:17:36,630 --> 00:17:35,120 it's not just some incidental thing like 511 00:17:39,750 --> 00:17:36,640 don't talk about politics 512 00:17:41,270 --> 00:17:39,760 what you know like don't talk about sex 513 00:17:42,950 --> 00:17:41,280 don't talk about and so that's part of 514 00:17:43,750 --> 00:17:42,960 why i want to have those conversations 515 00:17:45,669 --> 00:17:43,760 is like 516 00:17:47,590 --> 00:17:45,679 it's sort of it's sort of a counter you 517 00:17:49,029 --> 00:17:47,600 know i call the counter cultural podcast 518 00:17:51,510 --> 00:17:49,039 but it's really sort of a 519 00:17:53,270 --> 00:17:51,520 counter power podcast in some way it's 520 00:17:54,310 --> 00:17:53,280 like maybe if we talk about these things 521 00:17:56,070 --> 00:17:54,320 out loud and 522 00:17:57,830 --> 00:17:56,080 really go into them it'll inspire other 523 00:17:58,630 --> 00:17:57,840 people to do that instead of just being 524 00:18:00,150 --> 00:17:58,640 like 525 00:18:02,150 --> 00:18:00,160 oh you know i don't really think deeply 526 00:18:03,590 --> 00:18:02,160 about things or that's depressing or 527 00:18:05,909 --> 00:18:03,600 that's not polite or 528 00:18:07,590 --> 00:18:05,919 you know whatever way they use to evade 529 00:18:08,870 --> 00:18:07,600 it and keep in lockstep with the kinds 530 00:18:10,549 --> 00:18:08,880 of conversations 531 00:18:11,990 --> 00:18:10,559 people and institutions in power want us 532 00:18:15,350 --> 00:18:12,000 to be having which are about 533 00:18:15,830 --> 00:18:15,360 [\h__\h] yeah that's great and i just 534 00:18:18,870 --> 00:18:15,840 really 535 00:18:20,950 --> 00:18:18,880 the way you do tackle 536 00:18:22,630 --> 00:18:20,960 some of this stuff and you know when i 537 00:18:24,310 --> 00:18:22,640 first encountered 538 00:18:26,070 --> 00:18:24,320 you and we were just kind of talking 539 00:18:27,110 --> 00:18:26,080 like like you said you interviewed me 540 00:18:29,669 --> 00:18:27,120 about 541 00:18:30,630 --> 00:18:29,679 skeptico and it was a really interesting 542 00:18:32,150 --> 00:18:30,640 interview you were 543 00:18:34,150 --> 00:18:32,160 on your game you're talking about all 544 00:18:35,510 --> 00:18:34,160 the right stuff and then you know you 545 00:18:38,470 --> 00:18:35,520 kind of lay this whole 546 00:18:39,190 --> 00:18:38,480 hey i'm interested in you know the sex 547 00:18:42,870 --> 00:18:39,200 angle and 548 00:18:46,390 --> 00:18:42,880 by the way i'm a gay porn star 549 00:18:48,710 --> 00:18:46,400 and it's like that is so jarring 550 00:18:50,630 --> 00:18:48,720 and it was jarring to me too i can't 551 00:18:53,669 --> 00:18:50,640 like pretend it wasn't 552 00:18:55,669 --> 00:18:53,679 but what was so cool is that i got a 553 00:18:58,390 --> 00:18:55,679 chance to know you 554 00:18:59,590 --> 00:18:58,400 on this kind of intellectual level even 555 00:19:02,150 --> 00:18:59,600 if it was just a little bit 556 00:19:03,430 --> 00:19:02,160 and i was like how brave for this person 557 00:19:03,909 --> 00:19:03,440 to kind of put themselves out there and 558 00:19:05,750 --> 00:19:03,919 go 559 00:19:08,230 --> 00:19:05,760 no you know i just want to talk about 560 00:19:10,789 --> 00:19:08,240 rudolph steiner and how that relates to 561 00:19:11,990 --> 00:19:10,799 you know your ideas in terms of extended 562 00:19:14,710 --> 00:19:12,000 consciousness 563 00:19:15,510 --> 00:19:14,720 and then by the way this is also a part 564 00:19:18,630 --> 00:19:15,520 of who i 565 00:19:19,190 --> 00:19:18,640 am and i'm okay with it and i'm okay 566 00:19:21,750 --> 00:19:19,200 with 567 00:19:23,590 --> 00:19:21,760 integrating it or i'm still working on 568 00:19:23,830 --> 00:19:23,600 integrating it because we're all working 569 00:19:26,789 --> 00:19:23,840 on 570 00:19:27,430 --> 00:19:26,799 integrating all the parts of us so i've 571 00:19:30,950 --> 00:19:27,440 always 572 00:19:33,669 --> 00:19:30,960 admired the the bravery that you have 573 00:19:34,390 --> 00:19:33,679 in just kind of putting it out there and 574 00:19:37,029 --> 00:19:34,400 saying 575 00:19:38,230 --> 00:19:37,039 let's see how these things fit and i 576 00:19:42,070 --> 00:19:38,240 think it fits 577 00:19:43,909 --> 00:19:42,080 it backs up perfectly what you're saying 578 00:19:45,510 --> 00:19:43,919 and in a way with that just being kind 579 00:19:49,029 --> 00:19:45,520 of a little bit of a 580 00:19:52,789 --> 00:19:49,039 admiration society kind of thing 581 00:19:54,230 --> 00:19:52,799 it kind of leads into this phd 582 00:19:56,310 --> 00:19:54,240 program that you're getting involved 583 00:19:57,430 --> 00:19:56,320 with and the thesis and i don't want to 584 00:20:00,630 --> 00:19:57,440 say thesis because you're 585 00:20:02,630 --> 00:20:00,640 not that far along but what you 586 00:20:04,310 --> 00:20:02,640 described to me i thought was so 587 00:20:07,430 --> 00:20:04,320 skeptical if you would 588 00:20:09,669 --> 00:20:07,440 you know so perfect in and so 589 00:20:10,950 --> 00:20:09,679 as soon as i heard it i was like wow how 590 00:20:12,630 --> 00:20:10,960 has no one 591 00:20:14,310 --> 00:20:12,640 done that before why hasn't anyone 592 00:20:15,430 --> 00:20:14,320 explored that which of course is the 593 00:20:18,630 --> 00:20:15,440 perfect 594 00:20:21,270 --> 00:20:18,640 you know ground for a phd so 595 00:20:22,390 --> 00:20:21,280 tell us let's relive that conversation 596 00:20:23,590 --> 00:20:22,400 we're having and tell us what you're 597 00:20:25,430 --> 00:20:23,600 thinking about 598 00:20:27,270 --> 00:20:25,440 in terms of what interests you and tell 599 00:20:30,310 --> 00:20:27,280 us about the phd program 600 00:20:32,070 --> 00:20:30,320 in general because i want to help you 601 00:20:34,470 --> 00:20:32,080 you know make that happen and i hope 602 00:20:34,870 --> 00:20:34,480 other skeptical listeners can get behind 603 00:20:37,110 --> 00:20:34,880 your 604 00:20:38,549 --> 00:20:37,120 patreon thing and help you make that 605 00:20:39,830 --> 00:20:38,559 happen because it's research that needs 606 00:20:43,110 --> 00:20:39,840 to happen 607 00:20:44,149 --> 00:20:43,120 yeah thank you so um okay so the very 608 00:20:47,590 --> 00:20:44,159 short version of it 609 00:20:48,710 --> 00:20:47,600 is that i'm gonna get a i'm getting a 610 00:20:51,430 --> 00:20:48,720 phd 611 00:20:52,070 --> 00:20:51,440 studying for it'll be a long time 612 00:20:56,070 --> 00:20:52,080 probably 613 00:20:56,710 --> 00:20:56,080 five years or more um doing research on 614 00:20:59,029 --> 00:20:56,720 how 615 00:21:00,789 --> 00:20:59,039 people are stigmatized shamed and 616 00:21:04,390 --> 00:21:00,799 ridiculed in the media 617 00:21:04,789 --> 00:21:04,400 by their families and uh you know in 618 00:21:08,149 --> 00:21:04,799 other 619 00:21:11,669 --> 00:21:08,159 ways for having paranormal 620 00:21:13,029 --> 00:21:11,679 and occult experiences um or being 621 00:21:16,390 --> 00:21:13,039 paranormal or in cult 622 00:21:18,630 --> 00:21:16,400 investigators so um 623 00:21:20,149 --> 00:21:18,640 and one of the ways and one of the 624 00:21:22,149 --> 00:21:20,159 things that sort of like 625 00:21:23,510 --> 00:21:22,159 is strange about this is that even 626 00:21:25,190 --> 00:21:23,520 though we 627 00:21:26,950 --> 00:21:25,200 know when someone has a sustained 628 00:21:28,870 --> 00:21:26,960 paranormal experience so when i say 629 00:21:30,549 --> 00:21:28,880 sustained i mean you know when someone 630 00:21:31,590 --> 00:21:30,559 just says oh i was like thinking about 631 00:21:33,270 --> 00:21:31,600 somebody calling me 632 00:21:35,270 --> 00:21:33,280 and then they called we can talk about 633 00:21:37,909 --> 00:21:35,280 that and laugh or if someone says oh i 634 00:21:39,430 --> 00:21:37,919 saw ufo once even if that happens we can 635 00:21:40,950 --> 00:21:39,440 talk about it in sort of a 636 00:21:42,390 --> 00:21:40,960 lighthearted way but if someone has a 637 00:21:44,390 --> 00:21:42,400 sustained experience if they're 638 00:21:46,149 --> 00:21:44,400 encountering something again and again 639 00:21:47,990 --> 00:21:46,159 and they need help or they're trying to 640 00:21:49,830 --> 00:21:48,000 interpret or understand the experience 641 00:21:51,350 --> 00:21:49,840 then it enters into a whole different 642 00:21:52,789 --> 00:21:51,360 dimension so first of all that's 643 00:21:54,870 --> 00:21:52,799 interesting to me why these sort of 644 00:21:57,990 --> 00:21:54,880 levels of stigma and shaming 645 00:21:59,990 --> 00:21:58,000 happen but when the thing that's 646 00:22:02,070 --> 00:22:00,000 interesting about is that we consume 647 00:22:03,830 --> 00:22:02,080 narratives about the paranormal and the 648 00:22:06,390 --> 00:22:03,840 occult and the 649 00:22:08,149 --> 00:22:06,400 sort of strangely spiritual all the time 650 00:22:09,110 --> 00:22:08,159 they're hugely popular in the form of 651 00:22:12,149 --> 00:22:09,120 horror movies 652 00:22:13,510 --> 00:22:12,159 um and and horror narratives 653 00:22:15,350 --> 00:22:13,520 and so we flock to those even if a 654 00:22:17,510 --> 00:22:15,360 horror movie is bad 655 00:22:18,950 --> 00:22:17,520 it usually makes money because people 656 00:22:21,110 --> 00:22:18,960 are really into it 657 00:22:22,470 --> 00:22:21,120 and yet it's also critically panned 658 00:22:23,669 --> 00:22:22,480 right so this is something i noticed 659 00:22:25,750 --> 00:22:23,679 from being 660 00:22:27,830 --> 00:22:25,760 from making porn this is one of the 661 00:22:31,110 --> 00:22:27,840 associations i made which is like 662 00:22:32,950 --> 00:22:31,120 porn is wildly popular yet it is never 663 00:22:34,149 --> 00:22:32,960 i mean except you know for a brief 664 00:22:37,190 --> 00:22:34,159 moment really in 665 00:22:37,990 --> 00:22:37,200 like the 70s like considered an art an 666 00:22:39,590 --> 00:22:38,000 art form 667 00:22:41,510 --> 00:22:39,600 like really taken seriously and talked 668 00:22:43,830 --> 00:22:41,520 about in a culturally 669 00:22:44,630 --> 00:22:43,840 critical thoughtful investigative way 670 00:22:46,950 --> 00:22:44,640 whether 671 00:22:47,990 --> 00:22:46,960 you know good or bad is just sort of 672 00:22:50,789 --> 00:22:48,000 dismissed 673 00:22:51,590 --> 00:22:50,799 you know from from the get-go as an art 674 00:22:54,470 --> 00:22:51,600 form 675 00:22:55,110 --> 00:22:54,480 and porn and horror movies experience 676 00:22:56,549 --> 00:22:55,120 the same 677 00:22:58,149 --> 00:22:56,559 issue where it's just like they're 678 00:22:59,830 --> 00:22:58,159 critically panned and they're laughed at 679 00:23:01,990 --> 00:22:59,840 and yet they're wildly popular 680 00:23:03,350 --> 00:23:02,000 so to me i thought but is this some word 681 00:23:06,710 --> 00:23:03,360 symptom 682 00:23:08,230 --> 00:23:06,720 of like repression 683 00:23:09,990 --> 00:23:08,240 where like their oppression is like 684 00:23:12,070 --> 00:23:10,000 rising to the surface because we're 685 00:23:14,390 --> 00:23:12,080 keeping these experiences 686 00:23:16,070 --> 00:23:14,400 to ourselves because we know that 687 00:23:16,710 --> 00:23:16,080 there'll be repercussions if we talk 688 00:23:20,470 --> 00:23:16,720 about them 689 00:23:22,070 --> 00:23:20,480 and yet as a culture we celebrate 690 00:23:24,310 --> 00:23:22,080 fictionalized accounts of these 691 00:23:26,310 --> 00:23:24,320 experiences so 692 00:23:28,470 --> 00:23:26,320 those were sort of the two parts that 693 00:23:30,549 --> 00:23:28,480 got me interested in this 694 00:23:31,590 --> 00:23:30,559 big long-term project which will be an 695 00:23:35,110 --> 00:23:31,600 anthropological 696 00:23:37,750 --> 00:23:35,120 project on phd um in 697 00:23:38,470 --> 00:23:37,760 in ireland so that's the other part i 698 00:23:42,070 --> 00:23:38,480 wanted to be 699 00:23:44,549 --> 00:23:42,080 somewhere where um questions of 700 00:23:45,830 --> 00:23:44,559 belief and science were in a sort of 701 00:23:48,710 --> 00:23:45,840 strange 702 00:23:49,669 --> 00:23:48,720 place because of the way the religious 703 00:23:51,510 --> 00:23:49,679 landscape 704 00:23:53,110 --> 00:23:51,520 and the sort of more materialistic 705 00:23:56,470 --> 00:23:53,120 landscape are 706 00:23:59,830 --> 00:23:56,480 still evolving and unfolding there um 707 00:24:01,830 --> 00:23:59,840 so yeah i'm really i'm really excited to 708 00:24:02,549 --> 00:24:01,840 do this project i haven't started yet i 709 00:24:05,190 --> 00:24:02,559 mean i've 710 00:24:06,950 --> 00:24:05,200 obviously done some pre-research and you 711 00:24:08,549 --> 00:24:06,960 know written out my research 712 00:24:10,470 --> 00:24:08,559 project outline and all that sort of 713 00:24:12,470 --> 00:24:10,480 stuff but 714 00:24:13,669 --> 00:24:12,480 and i've had a lot of conversations 715 00:24:16,070 --> 00:24:13,679 about it with 716 00:24:17,669 --> 00:24:16,080 people uh who have had paranormal 717 00:24:19,350 --> 00:24:17,679 experiences and i've taken 718 00:24:21,190 --> 00:24:19,360 notes and also talked to some 719 00:24:23,190 --> 00:24:21,200 investigators about it and 720 00:24:25,110 --> 00:24:23,200 i can talk a little bit more if you want 721 00:24:27,029 --> 00:24:25,120 about you know one of the conversations 722 00:24:27,830 --> 00:24:27,039 i had with an investigator about it and 723 00:24:30,310 --> 00:24:27,840 where this sort of 724 00:24:31,990 --> 00:24:30,320 came from if you want to maybe we could 725 00:24:34,789 --> 00:24:32,000 get into that in a minute there's one 726 00:24:36,390 --> 00:24:34,799 other angle to it that really intrigued 727 00:24:37,750 --> 00:24:36,400 me and i want to see if we can 728 00:24:39,669 --> 00:24:37,760 have a little bit of a conversation 729 00:24:41,590 --> 00:24:39,679 about it because again 730 00:24:43,350 --> 00:24:41,600 you know you always bring the sex angle 731 00:24:45,110 --> 00:24:43,360 into this you know which is 732 00:24:46,789 --> 00:24:45,120 something that i have to say you know 733 00:24:49,590 --> 00:24:46,799 you've just made me kind of 734 00:24:50,230 --> 00:24:49,600 look there in a way that is cool because 735 00:24:52,470 --> 00:24:50,240 i wasn't 736 00:24:54,870 --> 00:24:52,480 looking there before even the last time 737 00:24:58,070 --> 00:24:54,880 we talked and you said yeah and look at 738 00:24:59,350 --> 00:24:58,080 the sexual angle as it relates to the 739 00:25:01,590 --> 00:24:59,360 paranormal 740 00:25:03,190 --> 00:25:01,600 and then you go oh [\h__\h] man what do you 741 00:25:05,990 --> 00:25:03,200 do with that what do you do with 742 00:25:06,789 --> 00:25:06,000 the demon who raped me you know right 743 00:25:09,830 --> 00:25:06,799 what do you do 744 00:25:12,549 --> 00:25:09,840 with the positive angel who had 745 00:25:13,190 --> 00:25:12,559 intercourse with me you know i mean 746 00:25:15,110 --> 00:25:13,200 suddenly 747 00:25:16,230 --> 00:25:15,120 and then you had a couple of other 748 00:25:19,350 --> 00:25:16,240 cultural 749 00:25:21,750 --> 00:25:19,360 uh touch points with that and i was like 750 00:25:22,230 --> 00:25:21,760 wow there is a lot there to pull apart 751 00:25:23,269 --> 00:25:22,240 and then 752 00:25:25,830 --> 00:25:23,279 you know the thing i've gotten 753 00:25:28,470 --> 00:25:25,840 interested in a lot lately is 754 00:25:29,190 --> 00:25:28,480 the whole et thing and some people are 755 00:25:32,630 --> 00:25:29,200 saying well 756 00:25:34,789 --> 00:25:32,640 there's an e.t spiritual transformation 757 00:25:36,549 --> 00:25:34,799 kind of connection but then there's also 758 00:25:39,269 --> 00:25:36,559 the e.t 759 00:25:40,789 --> 00:25:39,279 sex thing you know and again if you look 760 00:25:41,190 --> 00:25:40,799 at like you were saying in the porn 761 00:25:44,230 --> 00:25:41,200 thing 762 00:25:46,789 --> 00:25:44,240 or if you look at the porn literature 763 00:25:48,710 --> 00:25:46,799 you know that's a super popular topic i 764 00:25:50,710 --> 00:25:48,720 mean you write about how 765 00:25:51,990 --> 00:25:50,720 my encounter with bigfoot man those 766 00:25:54,149 --> 00:25:52,000 things go through the roof 767 00:25:55,190 --> 00:25:54,159 same with my encounters with e.t or the 768 00:25:58,390 --> 00:25:55,200 reptilian 769 00:25:59,190 --> 00:25:58,400 super popular stuff so you know what's 770 00:26:02,630 --> 00:25:59,200 going on 771 00:26:07,029 --> 00:26:02,640 there in terms of the whole spectrum of 772 00:26:08,870 --> 00:26:07,039 sex and the extended consciousness realm 773 00:26:11,990 --> 00:26:08,880 do you have any thoughts going in 774 00:26:13,350 --> 00:26:12,000 yeah so that to me is so fascinating and 775 00:26:14,310 --> 00:26:13,360 it's something i'm going to keep an eye 776 00:26:16,470 --> 00:26:14,320 out you know 777 00:26:18,630 --> 00:26:16,480 for as i begin to do the research but 778 00:26:21,990 --> 00:26:18,640 i've already sort of looked into it so 779 00:26:24,310 --> 00:26:22,000 for instance um okay so here's a really 780 00:26:27,029 --> 00:26:24,320 simple example so my friend mona 781 00:26:30,549 --> 00:26:27,039 eltahawi who is on my show 782 00:26:33,990 --> 00:26:30,559 a couple episodes back she's an egyptian 783 00:26:35,669 --> 00:26:34,000 feminist writer she's muslim and she's 784 00:26:37,350 --> 00:26:35,679 like really into sexual liberation and 785 00:26:38,789 --> 00:26:37,360 she brought up when i told her what i 786 00:26:39,590 --> 00:26:38,799 was gonna do she's like oh well there 787 00:26:41,430 --> 00:26:39,600 are these 788 00:26:43,190 --> 00:26:41,440 you know women muslim women will 789 00:26:45,510 --> 00:26:43,200 sometimes say that they've been 790 00:26:47,830 --> 00:26:45,520 captured or possessed by a gin or 791 00:26:49,110 --> 00:26:47,840 they've had sex with a gin like a genie 792 00:26:51,110 --> 00:26:49,120 and so therefore they can't have sex 793 00:26:52,950 --> 00:26:51,120 with their husbands anymore and we both 794 00:26:54,310 --> 00:26:52,960 kind of laughed for a second 795 00:26:56,149 --> 00:26:54,320 and then i said well isn't it so 796 00:26:58,789 --> 00:26:56,159 interesting that we laughed and we just 797 00:27:00,630 --> 00:26:58,799 automatically assumed that like what was 798 00:27:02,390 --> 00:27:00,640 happening there was a way to sort of 799 00:27:05,430 --> 00:27:02,400 escape the power that's in the 800 00:27:05,990 --> 00:27:05,440 home you know like maybe for some people 801 00:27:07,669 --> 00:27:06,000 it is but 802 00:27:09,590 --> 00:27:07,679 like why should we immediately 803 00:27:12,390 --> 00:27:09,600 disbelieve the person or 804 00:27:13,350 --> 00:27:12,400 you know account after account after 805 00:27:15,990 --> 00:27:13,360 account 806 00:27:17,029 --> 00:27:16,000 of people that have had sexual 807 00:27:19,990 --> 00:27:17,039 encounters with 808 00:27:21,029 --> 00:27:20,000 or been either consensual or 809 00:27:23,350 --> 00:27:21,039 non-consensual 810 00:27:24,230 --> 00:27:23,360 with you know supernatural entities with 811 00:27:27,110 --> 00:27:24,240 ghosts 812 00:27:27,669 --> 00:27:27,120 with demons or you know how if you want 813 00:27:30,230 --> 00:27:27,679 to 814 00:27:30,950 --> 00:27:30,240 make it not so supernatural or whatever 815 00:27:33,909 --> 00:27:30,960 you could say 816 00:27:35,669 --> 00:27:33,919 you know with aliens um although i know 817 00:27:37,830 --> 00:27:35,679 they have a supernatural aspect 818 00:27:39,190 --> 00:27:37,840 but so when you get into accounts where 819 00:27:41,029 --> 00:27:39,200 people say that they've been raped by a 820 00:27:41,350 --> 00:27:41,039 supernatural entity how do you handle 821 00:27:44,310 --> 00:27:41,360 that 822 00:27:46,470 --> 00:27:44,320 in the sort of uh believe the victims 823 00:27:47,430 --> 00:27:46,480 metoo narrative is an interesting 824 00:27:48,870 --> 00:27:47,440 question to me 825 00:27:50,950 --> 00:27:48,880 this is the idea is that you believe the 826 00:27:53,909 --> 00:27:50,960 victims you know when they say 827 00:27:55,510 --> 00:27:53,919 hey i have i've been raped and you know 828 00:27:57,350 --> 00:27:55,520 maybe you don't have the 829 00:27:58,789 --> 00:27:57,360 all the evidence in place but it's 830 00:28:02,630 --> 00:27:58,799 important to believe me 831 00:28:03,029 --> 00:28:02,640 because a whole history of silence 832 00:28:05,430 --> 00:28:03,039 around 833 00:28:06,710 --> 00:28:05,440 assault victims has existed before this 834 00:28:07,830 --> 00:28:06,720 what do you do with the people where the 835 00:28:09,350 --> 00:28:07,840 assaulter isn't 836 00:28:10,870 --> 00:28:09,360 present and you don't believe that the 837 00:28:12,630 --> 00:28:10,880 assaulter exists 838 00:28:14,070 --> 00:28:12,640 this is a really interesting question to 839 00:28:16,470 --> 00:28:14,080 me and it's not and 840 00:28:18,070 --> 00:28:16,480 it's funny because even to bring that up 841 00:28:19,669 --> 00:28:18,080 people think that you're demeaning 842 00:28:21,430 --> 00:28:19,679 rape or sexual assault by bringing these 843 00:28:24,710 --> 00:28:21,440 other accounts in but 844 00:28:27,830 --> 00:28:24,720 to me that's that tangle of questions 845 00:28:28,310 --> 00:28:27,840 is so has so much that i can tell us you 846 00:28:34,950 --> 00:28:28,320 know 847 00:28:36,950 --> 00:28:34,960 this woman ida kradock who 848 00:28:40,070 --> 00:28:36,960 around the time of the world's fair here 849 00:28:42,549 --> 00:28:40,080 in the us she was teaching women how to 850 00:28:44,470 --> 00:28:42,559 experience sexual pleasure and she was 851 00:28:45,190 --> 00:28:44,480 hounded to death by anthony comstock the 852 00:28:48,710 --> 00:28:45,200 guy who 853 00:28:50,630 --> 00:28:48,720 uh who ran the society 854 00:28:51,750 --> 00:28:50,640 was a society against vice or whatever 855 00:28:54,870 --> 00:28:51,760 the guy who was just 856 00:28:56,870 --> 00:28:54,880 you know like making sure that nobody 857 00:28:57,990 --> 00:28:56,880 was sending any information about sex or 858 00:28:59,909 --> 00:28:58,000 pregnancy or anything 859 00:29:01,029 --> 00:28:59,919 in the mail because that's that and you 860 00:29:02,389 --> 00:29:01,039 would arrest you see 861 00:29:04,230 --> 00:29:02,399 she was hounded to death by him 862 00:29:06,310 --> 00:29:04,240 literally she she killed herself because 863 00:29:08,310 --> 00:29:06,320 she was hounded so frequently by him 864 00:29:09,669 --> 00:29:08,320 and she said she was married to an angel 865 00:29:11,110 --> 00:29:09,679 and that she had had all these sexual 866 00:29:13,669 --> 00:29:11,120 encounters with an angel and 867 00:29:15,029 --> 00:29:13,679 people like to dismiss that and say oh 868 00:29:15,830 --> 00:29:15,039 well she was just doing that so she 869 00:29:18,389 --> 00:29:15,840 could stay 870 00:29:19,990 --> 00:29:18,399 single and blah blah well maybe so but 871 00:29:21,350 --> 00:29:20,000 that's not the language that she used 872 00:29:24,230 --> 00:29:21,360 she used language of saying 873 00:29:25,669 --> 00:29:24,240 no i'm married to an angel i have this 874 00:29:27,190 --> 00:29:25,679 whole sexual love 875 00:29:29,269 --> 00:29:27,200 emotional relationship with this 876 00:29:31,190 --> 00:29:29,279 spiritual being and so 877 00:29:32,310 --> 00:29:31,200 and then of course you know nuns are 878 00:29:35,350 --> 00:29:32,320 married to christ 879 00:29:36,789 --> 00:29:35,360 so you have like this whole connection 880 00:29:39,269 --> 00:29:36,799 of supernatural 881 00:29:40,789 --> 00:29:39,279 paranormal spiritual and also 882 00:29:44,070 --> 00:29:40,799 extraterrestrial 883 00:29:45,510 --> 00:29:44,080 events that are in the sexual realm that 884 00:29:48,230 --> 00:29:45,520 people don't think of 885 00:29:48,549 --> 00:29:48,240 so i'm not the reason why i'm not going 886 00:29:51,909 --> 00:29:48,559 there 887 00:29:53,350 --> 00:29:51,919 first with my investigation is because 888 00:29:55,110 --> 00:29:53,360 that's something that needs to unfold 889 00:29:56,389 --> 00:29:55,120 and open up people feel 890 00:29:58,470 --> 00:29:56,399 vulnerable about supernatural 891 00:30:00,789 --> 00:29:58,480 experiences and paranormal experiences 892 00:30:01,909 --> 00:30:00,799 and investigations they feel vulnerable 893 00:30:05,430 --> 00:30:01,919 about their sexual 894 00:30:07,830 --> 00:30:05,440 you know uh encounters and so you know i 895 00:30:08,870 --> 00:30:07,840 can't depend on that all just like 896 00:30:11,190 --> 00:30:08,880 showing up for me 897 00:30:12,789 --> 00:30:11,200 just because i meet some strangers and 898 00:30:13,669 --> 00:30:12,799 say hey have you ever had sex with a 899 00:30:16,950 --> 00:30:13,679 ghost you know 900 00:30:19,190 --> 00:30:16,960 you can't do that so i gotta sort of 901 00:30:21,269 --> 00:30:19,200 figure out is this gonna unfold 902 00:30:22,070 --> 00:30:21,279 naturally and all that but that is a 903 00:30:23,909 --> 00:30:22,080 real concern 904 00:30:25,350 --> 00:30:23,919 for me and is something i'll investigate 905 00:30:27,669 --> 00:30:25,360 in literature even if 906 00:30:29,830 --> 00:30:27,679 you know people aren't necessarily 907 00:30:31,590 --> 00:30:29,840 willing to talk about it you know 908 00:30:33,750 --> 00:30:31,600 great yeah i'm interested to see how 909 00:30:35,350 --> 00:30:33,760 that unfolds because 910 00:30:37,110 --> 00:30:35,360 i think if you've already put that 911 00:30:40,470 --> 00:30:37,120 intention out there 912 00:30:44,630 --> 00:30:40,480 to me it just seems like fertile ground 913 00:30:48,470 --> 00:30:44,640 in in so many ways and it is so 914 00:30:51,590 --> 00:30:48,480 so interesting and so um unexplored 915 00:30:54,310 --> 00:30:51,600 taboo you know stigmatized 916 00:30:56,230 --> 00:30:54,320 on top of stigma you know the stigma of 917 00:30:57,190 --> 00:30:56,240 paranormal and then the added stigma of 918 00:30:59,830 --> 00:30:57,200 the sexual so 919 00:31:00,710 --> 00:30:59,840 it's a very very interesting stuff so 920 00:31:02,950 --> 00:31:00,720 tell people 921 00:31:04,310 --> 00:31:02,960 more maybe about the particulars you're 922 00:31:07,509 --> 00:31:04,320 going to need a little bit of help 923 00:31:10,710 --> 00:31:07,519 getting to ireland to do this thing it's 924 00:31:12,870 --> 00:31:10,720 quite an undertaking but you're often 925 00:31:15,269 --> 00:31:12,880 you're often doing it right yeah yeah 926 00:31:19,110 --> 00:31:15,279 i'm often doing it so i'm starting it 927 00:31:22,149 --> 00:31:19,120 uh in 2019 we're recording in 2018 i'm 928 00:31:22,710 --> 00:31:22,159 starting in 2019 and uh you know i mean 929 00:31:25,750 --> 00:31:22,720 the 930 00:31:27,509 --> 00:31:25,760 courses 931 00:31:28,950 --> 00:31:27,519 um and then i start doing the 932 00:31:31,029 --> 00:31:28,960 ethnographic work 933 00:31:31,990 --> 00:31:31,039 um the field work and that sort of stuff 934 00:31:35,269 --> 00:31:32,000 and that is 935 00:31:37,029 --> 00:31:35,279 uh that's me um all that 936 00:31:39,269 --> 00:31:37,039 yes all that i need help with so please 937 00:31:41,029 --> 00:31:39,279 support me on my patreon 938 00:31:43,350 --> 00:31:41,039 if you like this conversation you like 939 00:31:44,549 --> 00:31:43,360 my show i have a page is patreon.com 940 00:31:46,389 --> 00:31:44,559 forward slash conor b 941 00:31:47,990 --> 00:31:46,399 then you get all kinds of cool stuff 942 00:31:49,190 --> 00:31:48,000 just for sort of contributing to the 943 00:31:51,190 --> 00:31:49,200 mission there of 944 00:31:53,350 --> 00:31:51,200 having these deep discussions and 945 00:31:56,389 --> 00:31:53,360 conversations in accessible language 946 00:32:00,310 --> 00:31:56,399 but um yeah i mean i i think 947 00:32:03,110 --> 00:32:00,320 that that work that begins um 948 00:32:03,669 --> 00:32:03,120 that work that begins this coming year 949 00:32:05,909 --> 00:32:03,679 yeah it's a 950 00:32:08,630 --> 00:32:05,919 it's a it's a long project and it 951 00:32:10,230 --> 00:32:08,640 requires a lot a lot of work i mean 952 00:32:12,389 --> 00:32:10,240 that's how anthropology goes 953 00:32:14,310 --> 00:32:12,399 because you don't know if you're going 954 00:32:15,110 --> 00:32:14,320 to be able to secure all the contacts 955 00:32:17,669 --> 00:32:15,120 that you want it 956 00:32:18,149 --> 00:32:17,679 it moves and shifts because it's the 957 00:32:20,230 --> 00:32:18,159 only 958 00:32:21,590 --> 00:32:20,240 academic discipline first of all the 959 00:32:23,269 --> 00:32:21,600 only only academic disciplines that 960 00:32:25,430 --> 00:32:23,279 takes the occult and the spiritual 961 00:32:26,630 --> 00:32:25,440 seriously i mean really seriously on its 962 00:32:27,990 --> 00:32:26,640 own terms 963 00:32:30,630 --> 00:32:28,000 when it's at its best and it doesn't 964 00:32:33,110 --> 00:32:30,640 always do that but the other thing is 965 00:32:34,870 --> 00:32:33,120 it's a it's a discipline based on 966 00:32:36,950 --> 00:32:34,880 friendship 967 00:32:38,630 --> 00:32:36,960 you try you become friends with people 968 00:32:40,870 --> 00:32:38,640 really you become friends with people 969 00:32:43,029 --> 00:32:40,880 you don't just fake it you know and some 970 00:32:44,549 --> 00:32:43,039 some anthropologists are bad friends 971 00:32:46,470 --> 00:32:44,559 but you become friends with people so 972 00:32:48,230 --> 00:32:46,480 you can learn about the relationships in 973 00:32:49,750 --> 00:32:48,240 yourself and the things that unfold in 974 00:32:52,950 --> 00:32:49,760 those relationships and 975 00:32:54,389 --> 00:32:52,960 listening and talking and so 976 00:32:56,070 --> 00:32:54,399 you don't become friends with i mean 977 00:32:57,430 --> 00:32:56,080 some people become friends instantly 978 00:32:59,430 --> 00:32:57,440 but you don't become friends with people 979 00:33:01,590 --> 00:32:59,440 instantly so it's a it's 980 00:33:03,190 --> 00:33:01,600 uh it's going to be a long work that i 981 00:33:05,750 --> 00:33:03,200 definitely need 982 00:33:07,750 --> 00:33:05,760 some assistance with this is this is i 983 00:33:09,350 --> 00:33:07,760 think really interesting stuff and i 984 00:33:12,230 --> 00:33:09,360 think there's a lot of people will 985 00:33:13,029 --> 00:33:12,240 share my interest in saying wow that's 986 00:33:15,110 --> 00:33:13,039 really 987 00:33:17,110 --> 00:33:15,120 something that's going to bear fruit and 988 00:33:20,070 --> 00:33:17,120 we want to keep an eye on it but 989 00:33:21,029 --> 00:33:20,080 i have an opportunity here as a gay arab 990 00:33:25,029 --> 00:33:21,039 porn star 991 00:33:29,269 --> 00:33:25,039 like you have kind of a neoliberal 992 00:33:32,710 --> 00:33:29,279 ghetto pass that i can't resist 993 00:33:36,310 --> 00:33:32,720 taking advantage of and 994 00:33:39,590 --> 00:33:36,320 engaging in maybe a conversation on the 995 00:33:40,630 --> 00:33:39,600 uh on politics and about some of the 996 00:33:42,470 --> 00:33:40,640 cultural 997 00:33:43,990 --> 00:33:42,480 things that are going on that are really 998 00:33:45,590 --> 00:33:44,000 completely different 999 00:33:47,190 --> 00:33:45,600 than what we're just talking about with 1000 00:33:49,909 --> 00:33:47,200 regard to your phd 1001 00:33:50,630 --> 00:33:49,919 and in a lot of ways don't hit directly 1002 00:33:53,269 --> 00:33:50,640 with 1003 00:33:54,630 --> 00:33:53,279 your against everyone podcast but in a 1004 00:33:57,750 --> 00:33:54,640 way kind of do 1005 00:34:00,549 --> 00:33:57,760 as well and that's because 1006 00:34:02,630 --> 00:34:00,559 there is this unbelievable divide right 1007 00:34:04,070 --> 00:34:02,640 now and i think a lot of people are 1008 00:34:06,070 --> 00:34:04,080 kind of talking about it from the 1009 00:34:08,069 --> 00:34:06,080 outside and pointing at it and going 1010 00:34:10,230 --> 00:34:08,079 wow what's with with this you know it's 1011 00:34:12,869 --> 00:34:10,240 impossible to have public discourse and 1012 00:34:14,230 --> 00:34:12,879 you know this group seems to be totally 1013 00:34:15,909 --> 00:34:14,240 off in some 1014 00:34:18,069 --> 00:34:15,919 la la land and there's no getting 1015 00:34:18,869 --> 00:34:18,079 together and so i thought we might pull 1016 00:34:21,030 --> 00:34:18,879 that apart 1017 00:34:23,589 --> 00:34:21,040 and it's interesting because when we 1018 00:34:25,030 --> 00:34:23,599 started to have that conversation 1019 00:34:27,270 --> 00:34:25,040 one of the things that you said that 1020 00:34:30,470 --> 00:34:27,280 again i really loved i mean it's so 1021 00:34:33,109 --> 00:34:30,480 connor in a perfect kind of way in that 1022 00:34:34,069 --> 00:34:33,119 you said well going into it alex both 1023 00:34:36,550 --> 00:34:34,079 you and i realize 1024 00:34:38,230 --> 00:34:36,560 that it's kind of all [\h__\h] anyway 1025 00:34:40,629 --> 00:34:38,240 because we're playing a consensus 1026 00:34:42,710 --> 00:34:40,639 reality game and we understand that in 1027 00:34:44,389 --> 00:34:42,720 some way we don't fully understand 1028 00:34:46,230 --> 00:34:44,399 consciousness is fundamental and we're 1029 00:34:48,869 --> 00:34:46,240 creating this reality and 1030 00:34:50,470 --> 00:34:48,879 all this other stuff is kind of a game 1031 00:34:52,230 --> 00:34:50,480 outside of the game 1032 00:34:53,750 --> 00:34:52,240 okay so yeah so so what that's a good 1033 00:34:54,710 --> 00:34:53,760 way to set it because foundationally 1034 00:34:58,870 --> 00:34:54,720 you're saying that we 1035 00:35:02,790 --> 00:34:58,880 actually were on the same page 1036 00:35:05,589 --> 00:35:02,800 so now we can get into the particulars 1037 00:35:06,470 --> 00:35:05,599 yeah and fundamentally on the same page 1038 00:35:07,829 --> 00:35:06,480 and really 1039 00:35:09,349 --> 00:35:07,839 you know and i don't want to kind of 1040 00:35:10,150 --> 00:35:09,359 drive that point into the ground but 1041 00:35:12,150 --> 00:35:10,160 it's like 1042 00:35:13,430 --> 00:35:12,160 you really got to be grounded in that i 1043 00:35:15,030 --> 00:35:13,440 mean i think you really have to be 1044 00:35:18,230 --> 00:35:15,040 grounded you know you're a 1045 00:35:18,630 --> 00:35:18,240 rudolph steinian you know and i'm not so 1046 00:35:21,109 --> 00:35:18,640 much 1047 00:35:22,230 --> 00:35:21,119 but i sure appreciate where you're 1048 00:35:25,750 --> 00:35:22,240 coming from in that 1049 00:35:27,910 --> 00:35:25,760 in terms of that being your foundation 1050 00:35:29,990 --> 00:35:27,920 that being your base and spirituality 1051 00:35:32,950 --> 00:35:30,000 being your foundation in base and you 1052 00:35:35,030 --> 00:35:32,960 know who am i why am i here being the 1053 00:35:36,470 --> 00:35:35,040 fundamental questions you have to get 1054 00:35:38,710 --> 00:35:36,480 back to so you're not going to get 1055 00:35:40,470 --> 00:35:38,720 pulled too far with any kind of 1056 00:35:42,069 --> 00:35:40,480 political [\h__\h] because at the end of 1057 00:35:43,670 --> 00:35:42,079 the day it's all political [\h__\h] and 1058 00:35:45,990 --> 00:35:43,680 we will never know 1059 00:35:47,829 --> 00:35:46,000 we're not ruling the world and we're not 1060 00:35:49,589 --> 00:35:47,839 have all the answers to 1061 00:35:52,310 --> 00:35:49,599 how all this stuff is supposed to happen 1062 00:35:55,270 --> 00:35:52,320 so there's a humility that i think 1063 00:35:57,030 --> 00:35:55,280 you can enter that conversation with and 1064 00:35:59,190 --> 00:35:57,040 hopefully i can too 1065 00:36:00,470 --> 00:35:59,200 right yeah i mean in some ways so it's 1066 00:36:02,230 --> 00:36:00,480 good that you're setting the stage this 1067 00:36:04,150 --> 00:36:02,240 way because really at the 1068 00:36:06,069 --> 00:36:04,160 sort of bottom of all my politics is 1069 00:36:07,270 --> 00:36:06,079 like you know you really 1070 00:36:09,510 --> 00:36:07,280 we really need to ask ourselves a 1071 00:36:11,670 --> 00:36:09,520 question of what it means to be human 1072 00:36:13,430 --> 00:36:11,680 what it means to be a human being and 1073 00:36:14,510 --> 00:36:13,440 what exactly is happening here you have 1074 00:36:16,390 --> 00:36:14,520 to ask yourself 1075 00:36:18,069 --> 00:36:16,400 phenomenological questions questions 1076 00:36:21,670 --> 00:36:18,079 about the experience 1077 00:36:24,790 --> 00:36:21,680 of being and then your 1078 00:36:25,990 --> 00:36:24,800 your uh and then your politics can stem 1079 00:36:29,430 --> 00:36:26,000 and grow out of there 1080 00:36:31,109 --> 00:36:29,440 right but the thing is like 1081 00:36:33,430 --> 00:36:31,119 part of my experience of being human is 1082 00:36:34,390 --> 00:36:33,440 that i i become unmoored from that 1083 00:36:37,430 --> 00:36:34,400 sometimes 1084 00:36:38,069 --> 00:36:37,440 you know and so it's like yes i i try to 1085 00:36:40,710 --> 00:36:38,079 make that 1086 00:36:42,150 --> 00:36:40,720 happen but where i fail where i can't 1087 00:36:44,150 --> 00:36:42,160 see those connections or i just haven't 1088 00:36:45,990 --> 00:36:44,160 done the work yet or i don't have time 1089 00:36:47,750 --> 00:36:46,000 i try to have some sort of ethical 1090 00:36:51,270 --> 00:36:47,760 cohesion or sort of 1091 00:36:54,470 --> 00:36:51,280 philosophical like uh 1092 00:36:56,390 --> 00:36:54,480 like some sort of like uh intelligent 1093 00:36:57,990 --> 00:36:56,400 intelligent philosophy around things 1094 00:37:00,310 --> 00:36:58,000 where the gaps are 1095 00:37:02,550 --> 00:37:00,320 or just say i don't know like i don't 1096 00:37:06,310 --> 00:37:02,560 know but yeah 1097 00:37:09,589 --> 00:37:06,320 great so with that let me jump into it 1098 00:37:10,710 --> 00:37:09,599 from one angle which is you know as you 1099 00:37:13,510 --> 00:37:10,720 described in 1100 00:37:15,510 --> 00:37:13,520 if people get to know your work you 1101 00:37:18,470 --> 00:37:15,520 don't mind playing the role of the 1102 00:37:23,190 --> 00:37:21,270 and that's cool because i am right there 1103 00:37:25,670 --> 00:37:23,200 with you man i'm kind of you know 1104 00:37:27,270 --> 00:37:25,680 you don't say yeah why science is wrong 1105 00:37:30,950 --> 00:37:27,280 about almost everything you know 1106 00:37:32,550 --> 00:37:30,960 what do you mean but 1107 00:37:33,910 --> 00:37:32,560 there's there's something good about 1108 00:37:35,430 --> 00:37:33,920 that there's something about that that i 1109 00:37:37,190 --> 00:37:35,440 certainly respect 1110 00:37:38,630 --> 00:37:37,200 so i guess i'm going to kind of push you 1111 00:37:42,550 --> 00:37:38,640 a little bit and 1112 00:37:44,069 --> 00:37:42,560 ask how much of some of these stances 1113 00:37:46,390 --> 00:37:44,079 that you're taking 1114 00:37:47,750 --> 00:37:46,400 is you being a provocateur and as 1115 00:37:51,109 --> 00:37:47,760 opposed to you 1116 00:37:54,710 --> 00:37:51,119 kind of trying to uh dive deep 1117 00:37:55,589 --> 00:37:54,720 into the underlying realities be they 1118 00:37:58,630 --> 00:37:55,599 political 1119 00:37:59,510 --> 00:37:58,640 or conspiratorial or however we want to 1120 00:38:03,349 --> 00:37:59,520 look at it i mean 1121 00:38:06,790 --> 00:38:03,359 you sometimes pitch a lot of this commie 1122 00:38:09,750 --> 00:38:06,800 work is wrong work is bad kind of stuff 1123 00:38:10,230 --> 00:38:09,760 money is terrible i mean come on that's 1124 00:38:13,510 --> 00:38:10,240 not 1125 00:38:14,870 --> 00:38:13,520 same time you're 1126 00:38:17,270 --> 00:38:14,880 it's like i just listened to an 1127 00:38:20,230 --> 00:38:17,280 interview or i read an interview you did 1128 00:38:21,990 --> 00:38:20,240 with what's her name heather berg yeah 1129 00:38:25,030 --> 00:38:22,000 at usc 1130 00:38:26,870 --> 00:38:25,040 i mean here's a woman who's in academia 1131 00:38:30,150 --> 00:38:26,880 at usc which is like this 1132 00:38:30,870 --> 00:38:30,160 elite private school just dripping with 1133 00:38:33,349 --> 00:38:30,880 money 1134 00:38:33,990 --> 00:38:33,359 and she's you know fighting for the 1135 00:38:37,270 --> 00:38:34,000 working 1136 00:38:37,829 --> 00:38:37,280 class sex worker you know i mean it just 1137 00:38:40,950 --> 00:38:37,839 doesn't 1138 00:38:44,150 --> 00:38:40,960 ring true on so many levels and i think 1139 00:38:45,910 --> 00:38:44,160 you ring true a little bit more because 1140 00:38:46,470 --> 00:38:45,920 there are some injustices that have been 1141 00:38:48,790 --> 00:38:46,480 done 1142 00:38:50,870 --> 00:38:48,800 but i mean let's really pull apart the 1143 00:38:51,270 --> 00:38:50,880 the money thing let's pull apart the 1144 00:38:54,310 --> 00:38:51,280 work 1145 00:38:54,630 --> 00:38:54,320 thing and i'll let you start and then 1146 00:38:59,430 --> 00:38:54,640 i'll 1147 00:39:03,589 --> 00:39:02,790 okay so um yeah i mean so what you're 1148 00:39:06,870 --> 00:39:03,599 referring to 1149 00:39:08,790 --> 00:39:06,880 so i wrote and i co-authored an article 1150 00:39:11,510 --> 00:39:08,800 i mean basically it's a conversation 1151 00:39:12,630 --> 00:39:11,520 between me and dr heather berg at usc 1152 00:39:15,990 --> 00:39:12,640 called the problem 1153 00:39:18,950 --> 00:39:16,000 with sex work is work and in it like 1154 00:39:20,470 --> 00:39:18,960 we just the main focus of that is 1155 00:39:23,510 --> 00:39:20,480 pulling apart why work 1156 00:39:26,310 --> 00:39:23,520 is why work sucks i do 1157 00:39:27,349 --> 00:39:26,320 believe that so let me walk back for a 1158 00:39:29,430 --> 00:39:27,359 second 1159 00:39:31,750 --> 00:39:29,440 a lot of the stuff i say is provocative 1160 00:39:34,710 --> 00:39:31,760 the thing that i actually do more than 1161 00:39:35,670 --> 00:39:34,720 provoke though is i agree more than i 1162 00:39:39,270 --> 00:39:35,680 agree 1163 00:39:41,670 --> 00:39:39,280 people because i 1164 00:39:43,589 --> 00:39:41,680 i don't i want to see what it's not that 1165 00:39:45,670 --> 00:39:43,599 i think that nobody should ever disagree 1166 00:39:47,109 --> 00:39:45,680 or that that doesn't give anything in 1167 00:39:47,990 --> 00:39:47,119 the world or debate doesn't give 1168 00:39:49,990 --> 00:39:48,000 anything 1169 00:39:51,510 --> 00:39:50,000 but for me it's not so valuable for me 1170 00:39:53,670 --> 00:39:51,520 i'd rather see what happens 1171 00:39:54,710 --> 00:39:53,680 on my show particularly happy to 1172 00:39:57,510 --> 00:39:54,720 disagree with you 1173 00:39:59,109 --> 00:39:57,520 here but on my show particularly when we 1174 00:40:01,109 --> 00:39:59,119 try to resonate with each other 1175 00:40:02,150 --> 00:40:01,119 and see what happens you know what can 1176 00:40:03,589 --> 00:40:02,160 emerge from 1177 00:40:05,670 --> 00:40:03,599 finding the things that we're curious 1178 00:40:07,670 --> 00:40:05,680 and interested about so i do 1179 00:40:09,270 --> 00:40:07,680 that more than i provide more than i 1180 00:40:11,670 --> 00:40:09,280 provoke on my show so a lot of stuff i 1181 00:40:14,630 --> 00:40:11,680 say that might sound provocative i do 1182 00:40:16,550 --> 00:40:14,640 believe in i do think that work is 1183 00:40:18,309 --> 00:40:16,560 nonsense i did an episode of my show 1184 00:40:19,190 --> 00:40:18,319 that was just a solo episode called work 1185 00:40:22,230 --> 00:40:19,200 and die 1186 00:40:25,430 --> 00:40:22,240 which is about how um 1187 00:40:27,270 --> 00:40:25,440 you know work work really kills 1188 00:40:28,470 --> 00:40:27,280 i've got have the statistic on the show 1189 00:40:30,150 --> 00:40:28,480 and i can't remember it right now but 1190 00:40:31,109 --> 00:40:30,160 the thousands and thousands of people 1191 00:40:33,510 --> 00:40:31,119 that 1192 00:40:34,870 --> 00:40:33,520 like going to work kills whether it's on 1193 00:40:36,069 --> 00:40:34,880 the job on the way to the job being 1194 00:40:38,069 --> 00:40:36,079 depressed 1195 00:40:39,510 --> 00:40:38,079 you know because the job stressed out 1196 00:40:41,990 --> 00:40:39,520 having health problems because the job 1197 00:40:42,630 --> 00:40:42,000 or not having a job and searching for a 1198 00:40:44,309 --> 00:40:42,640 job and 1199 00:40:45,750 --> 00:40:44,319 killing yourself because you can't find 1200 00:40:46,950 --> 00:40:45,760 one whatever like there are all these 1201 00:40:50,150 --> 00:40:46,960 statistics done by 1202 00:40:51,270 --> 00:40:50,160 different labor groups and the the idea 1203 00:40:52,950 --> 00:40:51,280 being that 1204 00:40:54,390 --> 00:40:52,960 not that we shouldn't apply ourselves 1205 00:40:56,470 --> 00:40:54,400 with effort to things that we are 1206 00:40:59,990 --> 00:40:56,480 interested in but the demand 1207 00:41:01,270 --> 00:41:00,000 from our culture uh from our government 1208 00:41:04,950 --> 00:41:01,280 that says 1209 00:41:07,430 --> 00:41:04,960 work or starve to death work or 1210 00:41:08,710 --> 00:41:07,440 you know or or watch your family die 1211 00:41:11,510 --> 00:41:08,720 because they don't have insurance 1212 00:41:12,230 --> 00:41:11,520 work or this work or that you know that 1213 00:41:15,510 --> 00:41:12,240 to me 1214 00:41:16,950 --> 00:41:15,520 is what i'm defining as work is a demand 1215 00:41:17,670 --> 00:41:16,960 that you have to do things in a certain 1216 00:41:20,550 --> 00:41:17,680 way to make 1217 00:41:22,309 --> 00:41:20,560 money which i don't i i don't think that 1218 00:41:25,190 --> 00:41:22,319 the solution to that 1219 00:41:26,870 --> 00:41:25,200 is right there for us i think that we 1220 00:41:27,670 --> 00:41:26,880 would have to take a lot of steps to get 1221 00:41:30,309 --> 00:41:27,680 there 1222 00:41:31,829 --> 00:41:30,319 but my ultimate goal would be that we 1223 00:41:34,150 --> 00:41:31,839 don't need to have 1224 00:41:36,390 --> 00:41:34,160 jobs anymore that we can start to 1225 00:41:39,430 --> 00:41:36,400 reorganize our culture in a way that 1226 00:41:41,430 --> 00:41:39,440 is friendly to actually not having the 1227 00:41:44,150 --> 00:41:41,440 same kind of economic system that 1228 00:41:44,710 --> 00:41:44,160 makes those demands yeah that's fine 1229 00:41:48,069 --> 00:41:44,720 it's just 1230 00:41:48,790 --> 00:41:48,079 completely out of touch with reality no 1231 00:41:51,430 --> 00:41:48,800 okay 1232 00:41:51,990 --> 00:41:51,440 couldn't resist let me let me take that 1233 00:41:53,990 --> 00:41:52,000 back 1234 00:41:55,750 --> 00:41:54,000 but let me try and break it down i guess 1235 00:41:56,230 --> 00:41:55,760 my problem with that is it does seem to 1236 00:41:59,510 --> 00:41:56,240 stand 1237 00:42:02,550 --> 00:41:59,520 in contrast with the fact that 1238 00:42:03,670 --> 00:42:02,560 the phony baloney lifestyle that we've 1239 00:42:07,829 --> 00:42:03,680 created 1240 00:42:11,190 --> 00:42:07,839 in the west which is the most prosperous 1241 00:42:11,750 --> 00:42:11,200 life in recorded history has allowed 1242 00:42:14,470 --> 00:42:11,760 people 1243 00:42:15,430 --> 00:42:14,480 greater flexibility and greater freedom 1244 00:42:18,630 --> 00:42:15,440 from the 1245 00:42:20,550 --> 00:42:18,640 work or starve reality than 1246 00:42:22,870 --> 00:42:20,560 at any time in history you know i like 1247 00:42:24,390 --> 00:42:22,880 all these goofy reality tv shows 1248 00:42:26,630 --> 00:42:24,400 and i i wanted watching all these 1249 00:42:28,950 --> 00:42:26,640 survivor shows a lot of times you know 1250 00:42:30,390 --> 00:42:28,960 but if you watch like alone which was i 1251 00:42:32,710 --> 00:42:30,400 i love that show because it 1252 00:42:34,470 --> 00:42:32,720 encompassed both the need that we have 1253 00:42:36,150 --> 00:42:34,480 really to be in a community 1254 00:42:37,910 --> 00:42:36,160 and that when we're put alone and made 1255 00:42:40,470 --> 00:42:37,920 to survive on our own 1256 00:42:42,390 --> 00:42:40,480 it's not just the survival lack of food 1257 00:42:44,390 --> 00:42:42,400 that gets us but it's the lack of 1258 00:42:45,670 --> 00:42:44,400 being with other people and how we need 1259 00:42:48,150 --> 00:42:45,680 that but 1260 00:42:49,910 --> 00:42:48,160 i digress slightly because what the show 1261 00:42:53,030 --> 00:42:49,920 ultimately reveals is that 1262 00:42:56,309 --> 00:42:53,040 work or starve is the reality that 1263 00:42:59,750 --> 00:42:56,319 most people have faced throughout time 1264 00:43:01,190 --> 00:42:59,760 and also the reality that most people on 1265 00:43:04,230 --> 00:43:01,200 this planet 1266 00:43:06,309 --> 00:43:04,240 face right now so they're just i 1267 00:43:07,589 --> 00:43:06,319 i don't want to get too provocative but 1268 00:43:10,309 --> 00:43:07,599 just to hear you 1269 00:43:12,870 --> 00:43:10,319 kind of talk when heather talk about you 1270 00:43:14,790 --> 00:43:12,880 know how we shouldn't work and 1271 00:43:17,109 --> 00:43:14,800 work shouldn't it there is a workers 1272 00:43:17,910 --> 00:43:17,119 dive star of reality that's always been 1273 00:43:19,910 --> 00:43:17,920 in place 1274 00:43:21,030 --> 00:43:19,920 aren't you jumping a little bit far 1275 00:43:24,309 --> 00:43:21,040 ahead of the game it's 1276 00:43:26,309 --> 00:43:24,319 easier now to avoid the work or starve 1277 00:43:29,510 --> 00:43:26,319 reality than ever before move to 1278 00:43:30,710 --> 00:43:29,520 portland get a dog 1279 00:43:32,870 --> 00:43:30,720 walk the streets and they'll give you 1280 00:43:33,349 --> 00:43:32,880 another 400 a month just to have a dog i 1281 00:43:36,630 --> 00:43:33,359 mean 1282 00:43:37,190 --> 00:43:36,640 there you go it's it's not hard yeah so 1283 00:43:39,990 --> 00:43:37,200 it's not 1284 00:43:41,349 --> 00:43:40,000 so so a few things one is that when i 1285 00:43:46,470 --> 00:43:41,359 say 1286 00:43:47,910 --> 00:43:46,480 certain indigenous cultures that didn't 1287 00:43:49,670 --> 00:43:47,920 have the same economic structure where 1288 00:43:50,950 --> 00:43:49,680 it's like okay but if you don't go and 1289 00:43:53,270 --> 00:43:50,960 hunt and gather 1290 00:43:53,990 --> 00:43:53,280 you know or do you know minimal 1291 00:43:56,390 --> 00:43:54,000 agriculture 1292 00:43:57,750 --> 00:43:56,400 like you'll die because you'll starve 1293 00:44:00,950 --> 00:43:57,760 what i'm talking about 1294 00:44:04,550 --> 00:44:00,960 is a system that's set up by an 1295 00:44:07,510 --> 00:44:04,560 outside human constructed force 1296 00:44:09,510 --> 00:44:07,520 that's saying you know if you don't if 1297 00:44:12,150 --> 00:44:09,520 you don't engage in a wage 1298 00:44:13,829 --> 00:44:12,160 and labor relationship in a specific way 1299 00:44:15,990 --> 00:44:13,839 you're in a lot of trouble 1300 00:44:17,349 --> 00:44:16,000 right so like even just thinking about 1301 00:44:20,790 --> 00:44:17,359 how hard it's been 1302 00:44:23,510 --> 00:44:20,800 for me to get to where i am so i 1303 00:44:24,550 --> 00:44:23,520 i mean great i have a patreon i spend a 1304 00:44:27,430 --> 00:44:24,560 lot of time my day 1305 00:44:28,230 --> 00:44:27,440 reading and writing and that's awesome 1306 00:44:31,750 --> 00:44:28,240 and yet 1307 00:44:32,630 --> 00:44:31,760 like i've had a lot of time in my life 1308 00:44:35,109 --> 00:44:32,640 where it was like 1309 00:44:36,550 --> 00:44:35,119 am i going to make rent am i going to do 1310 00:44:39,589 --> 00:44:36,560 this am i going to 1311 00:44:40,309 --> 00:44:39,599 be able to eat next what grow up that's 1312 00:44:42,630 --> 00:44:40,319 the world 1313 00:44:43,829 --> 00:44:42,640 it's competitive it's a highly 1314 00:44:45,990 --> 00:44:43,839 competitive 1315 00:44:48,309 --> 00:44:46,000 environment the fact that we've removed 1316 00:44:50,150 --> 00:44:48,319 that lower that lowest layer of 1317 00:44:51,430 --> 00:44:50,160 competitiveness i don't know if that's 1318 00:44:53,750 --> 00:44:51,440 good or bad and we can have an 1319 00:44:54,870 --> 00:44:53,760 argument about that but you've never had 1320 00:44:58,470 --> 00:44:54,880 to endure 1321 00:44:59,829 --> 00:44:58,480 that kind of work or starve reality that 1322 00:45:02,230 --> 00:44:59,839 so many people face 1323 00:45:04,309 --> 00:45:02,240 i'm not saying boohoo poor me i'm saying 1324 00:45:05,990 --> 00:45:04,319 i want that to i want that to be easier 1325 00:45:08,069 --> 00:45:06,000 for everybody else so like 1326 00:45:09,349 --> 00:45:08,079 i don't mind taking that on obviously if 1327 00:45:10,950 --> 00:45:09,359 i didn't i wouldn't do it 1328 00:45:12,390 --> 00:45:10,960 but i want everybody else to have an 1329 00:45:14,150 --> 00:45:12,400 easier time with it so 1330 00:45:15,910 --> 00:45:14,160 while i agree with you that some of the 1331 00:45:17,990 --> 00:45:15,920 things that have developed in our 1332 00:45:20,470 --> 00:45:18,000 culture are beneficial to giving 1333 00:45:21,910 --> 00:45:20,480 us more time more space more creativity 1334 00:45:23,349 --> 00:45:21,920 i just want to be better 1335 00:45:25,349 --> 00:45:23,359 i just want it to be better than this 1336 00:45:26,950 --> 00:45:25,359 even for everybody so it's not a 1337 00:45:29,190 --> 00:45:26,960 question for me 1338 00:45:31,190 --> 00:45:29,200 because i'm not i would not identify 1339 00:45:32,390 --> 00:45:31,200 myself as like a socialist or a marxist 1340 00:45:34,230 --> 00:45:32,400 whereas heather would 1341 00:45:36,150 --> 00:45:34,240 and i think heather's really brilliant 1342 00:45:38,390 --> 00:45:36,160 but i'm not i don't 1343 00:45:40,630 --> 00:45:38,400 we don't see eye to eye on everything i 1344 00:45:43,910 --> 00:45:40,640 wouldn't say that we need to get to 1345 00:45:45,510 --> 00:45:43,920 like a perfect socialist or marxist like 1346 00:45:47,670 --> 00:45:45,520 economic structure 1347 00:45:48,790 --> 00:45:47,680 that somehow takes care of everybody in 1348 00:45:51,270 --> 00:45:48,800 some glorious 1349 00:45:51,910 --> 00:45:51,280 like marxist thing where everybody works 1350 00:45:54,309 --> 00:45:51,920 in 1351 00:45:55,910 --> 00:45:54,319 this sort of uh collective solidarity 1352 00:45:56,790 --> 00:45:55,920 way that feeds back into this social 1353 00:45:58,550 --> 00:45:56,800 assistance i don't 1354 00:46:00,390 --> 00:45:58,560 that's not i don't care about that i 1355 00:46:02,069 --> 00:46:00,400 just want to be better for everybody 1356 00:46:04,069 --> 00:46:02,079 and i think there are lots of options 1357 00:46:05,670 --> 00:46:04,079 for it to be better so 1358 00:46:07,109 --> 00:46:05,680 someone i feel much more allied with is 1359 00:46:08,390 --> 00:46:07,119 this there's this guy named fruchoff 1360 00:46:11,030 --> 00:46:08,400 bergman who 1361 00:46:12,150 --> 00:46:11,040 in detroit he was noticing like okay 1362 00:46:14,390 --> 00:46:12,160 everybody is 1363 00:46:15,990 --> 00:46:14,400 like unemployed here so instead of 1364 00:46:16,870 --> 00:46:16,000 talking about how can we get them better 1365 00:46:18,710 --> 00:46:16,880 jobs 1366 00:46:20,150 --> 00:46:18,720 like let's talk about what can we do 1367 00:46:22,230 --> 00:46:20,160 actually to sort of 1368 00:46:23,270 --> 00:46:22,240 give you value and meaning to your day 1369 00:46:25,829 --> 00:46:23,280 and also 1370 00:46:27,589 --> 00:46:25,839 reconstruct the culture and an 1371 00:46:29,910 --> 00:46:27,599 environment that you live in 1372 00:46:30,870 --> 00:46:29,920 without just sort of jumping back into 1373 00:46:33,750 --> 00:46:30,880 the easiest 1374 00:46:35,190 --> 00:46:33,760 you know default place which is like get 1375 00:46:37,589 --> 00:46:35,200 a job at a bank and 1376 00:46:39,589 --> 00:46:37,599 you know work 60 hours a week and all 1377 00:46:41,030 --> 00:46:39,599 that he was like no no we we have an 1378 00:46:43,750 --> 00:46:41,040 opportunity here for me 1379 00:46:45,430 --> 00:46:43,760 that's the interesting project is like 1380 00:46:47,030 --> 00:46:45,440 what other options are available to us 1381 00:46:49,990 --> 00:46:47,040 that are better for people 1382 00:46:52,150 --> 00:46:50,000 i i don't i i agree with you that it's 1383 00:46:53,990 --> 00:46:52,160 out of touch with the reality 1384 00:46:55,349 --> 00:46:54,000 which is why it's an important project 1385 00:46:57,750 --> 00:46:55,359 to me because 1386 00:47:00,069 --> 00:46:57,760 a lot of times the reality is really 1387 00:47:02,069 --> 00:47:00,079 really difficult for a lot of people 1388 00:47:03,510 --> 00:47:02,079 you know and for me personally of course 1389 00:47:05,270 --> 00:47:03,520 i find it difficult but i'm not going to 1390 00:47:07,589 --> 00:47:05,280 complain about that all the time 1391 00:47:08,870 --> 00:47:07,599 i just want to make it easier for people 1392 00:47:12,470 --> 00:47:08,880 i want people to 1393 00:47:13,750 --> 00:47:12,480 ability to like do all kinds of other 1394 00:47:16,550 --> 00:47:13,760 creative things 1395 00:47:18,069 --> 00:47:16,560 i do too and i i hear that i i hear 1396 00:47:20,790 --> 00:47:18,079 where you're coming from and i guess 1397 00:47:21,670 --> 00:47:20,800 what that stirs up for me is i spent a 1398 00:47:25,190 --> 00:47:21,680 lot of time 1399 00:47:28,309 --> 00:47:25,200 in my life trying to manifest 1400 00:47:29,430 --> 00:47:28,319 that wealth you know and i was able to 1401 00:47:33,349 --> 00:47:29,440 do it but i spent 1402 00:47:36,589 --> 00:47:33,359 a ton of time investigating how to do it 1403 00:47:40,069 --> 00:47:36,599 and i read every self-help 1404 00:47:42,549 --> 00:47:40,079 money-oriented get rich the 1405 00:47:44,309 --> 00:47:42,559 not get rich quick but get rich by 1406 00:47:46,309 --> 00:47:44,319 changing the fundamental 1407 00:47:48,069 --> 00:47:46,319 workings of your brains and your belief 1408 00:47:51,190 --> 00:47:48,079 system and all the rest of that 1409 00:47:52,790 --> 00:47:51,200 and it really educated me in kind of the 1410 00:47:55,510 --> 00:47:52,800 you know one of the classic books in 1411 00:47:57,349 --> 00:47:55,520 this field is the rich dad poor dad kind 1412 00:47:59,990 --> 00:47:57,359 of thing 1413 00:48:01,990 --> 00:48:00,000 the whole philosophy behind rich dad 1414 00:48:04,309 --> 00:48:02,000 poor dad is a guy who grows up 1415 00:48:05,190 --> 00:48:04,319 with a poor dad a dad who's 1416 00:48:08,309 --> 00:48:05,200 intellectually 1417 00:48:11,430 --> 00:48:08,319 very smart has an advanced degree but 1418 00:48:14,230 --> 00:48:11,440 is like barely getting by and 1419 00:48:14,950 --> 00:48:14,240 the neighbor of the friend is the rich 1420 00:48:18,549 --> 00:48:14,960 dad 1421 00:48:21,910 --> 00:48:18,559 who's figured it out and the kid 1422 00:48:23,670 --> 00:48:21,920 goes to school and he goes hey i want to 1423 00:48:25,990 --> 00:48:23,680 manifest some of that wealth 1424 00:48:27,510 --> 00:48:26,000 and he starts copying the the patterns 1425 00:48:30,710 --> 00:48:27,520 and the behaviors 1426 00:48:31,670 --> 00:48:30,720 and really the belief system of the rich 1427 00:48:34,630 --> 00:48:31,680 dad 1428 00:48:35,750 --> 00:48:34,640 and i guess that's what i've tried to do 1429 00:48:38,790 --> 00:48:35,760 as well i mean 1430 00:48:41,349 --> 00:48:38,800 if you want to manifest wealth go 1431 00:48:43,670 --> 00:48:41,359 look at successful people and talk to 1432 00:48:46,549 --> 00:48:43,680 them not about what they do 1433 00:48:48,309 --> 00:48:46,559 talk to them about what they believe 1434 00:48:49,270 --> 00:48:48,319 talk to them about how they see the 1435 00:48:52,230 --> 00:48:49,280 world 1436 00:48:53,910 --> 00:48:52,240 and you will find that you can manifest 1437 00:48:57,829 --> 00:48:53,920 all the things that you want 1438 00:49:00,790 --> 00:48:57,839 not only money but health happiness 1439 00:49:01,270 --> 00:49:00,800 better relationships all those things 1440 00:49:04,230 --> 00:49:01,280 and 1441 00:49:06,710 --> 00:49:04,240 that to me is so ingrained in me as just 1442 00:49:10,230 --> 00:49:06,720 a reality of how the world works 1443 00:49:13,589 --> 00:49:10,240 that it pains me to see people 1444 00:49:17,109 --> 00:49:13,599 take this kind of radically 1445 00:49:19,750 --> 00:49:17,119 just misguided idea that 1446 00:49:21,750 --> 00:49:19,760 money is the problem i mean you are such 1447 00:49:24,150 --> 00:49:21,760 a highly competitive guy 1448 00:49:26,549 --> 00:49:24,160 to reach where you are in terms of your 1449 00:49:28,150 --> 00:49:26,559 phd program that's very competitive 1450 00:49:29,910 --> 00:49:28,160 for you to succeed in that world is 1451 00:49:30,950 --> 00:49:29,920 going to be very competitive and then i 1452 00:49:32,790 --> 00:49:30,960 see people 1453 00:49:34,309 --> 00:49:32,800 like you who jump over into this other 1454 00:49:35,910 --> 00:49:34,319 realm and start talking about work and 1455 00:49:38,230 --> 00:49:35,920 start talking about money and want to go 1456 00:49:39,910 --> 00:49:38,240 oh no i don't want to compete there i 1457 00:49:41,510 --> 00:49:39,920 want to just you know kind of pretend 1458 00:49:43,190 --> 00:49:41,520 like everything should be 1459 00:49:45,030 --> 00:49:43,200 different you know that the the whole 1460 00:49:45,510 --> 00:49:45,040 thing should be oriented in a different 1461 00:49:47,990 --> 00:49:45,520 way 1462 00:49:49,030 --> 00:49:48,000 and it's not man it's work or starve 1463 00:49:51,510 --> 00:49:49,040 it's competition 1464 00:49:52,150 --> 00:49:51,520 it's you rise to the top or you fall to 1465 00:49:55,829 --> 00:49:52,160 the bottom 1466 00:49:58,230 --> 00:49:55,839 that bad like i say 1467 00:50:00,069 --> 00:49:58,240 move to oregon get a dog and you get 800 1468 00:50:01,510 --> 00:50:00,079 a month i mean move to there are some 1469 00:50:03,750 --> 00:50:01,520 countries that are better than 1470 00:50:05,270 --> 00:50:03,760 this one at that i think right but but 1471 00:50:07,829 --> 00:50:05,280 that's not good because it's 1472 00:50:08,549 --> 00:50:07,839 not good but go ahead well no all i'm 1473 00:50:10,870 --> 00:50:08,559 saying is that 1474 00:50:12,470 --> 00:50:10,880 like the the where the the bottom is 1475 00:50:15,990 --> 00:50:12,480 could be raised a bit more 1476 00:50:17,670 --> 00:50:16,000 but what what i'm but well 1477 00:50:19,750 --> 00:50:17,680 it's a it's a minor point compared to 1478 00:50:22,870 --> 00:50:19,760 what i'm about to say so let's 1479 00:50:25,270 --> 00:50:22,880 let's leave it there for a second so the 1480 00:50:26,710 --> 00:50:25,280 thing that the the thing that you're 1481 00:50:28,470 --> 00:50:26,720 saying 1482 00:50:30,309 --> 00:50:28,480 okay i agree with a lot of what you're 1483 00:50:31,990 --> 00:50:30,319 saying which is like talk to successful 1484 00:50:32,950 --> 00:50:32,000 people about their mindset all that sort 1485 00:50:34,470 --> 00:50:32,960 of stuff 1486 00:50:36,470 --> 00:50:34,480 i think that that's really important and 1487 00:50:39,670 --> 00:50:36,480 i think one of the hugest feelings 1488 00:50:41,750 --> 00:50:39,680 of leftist politics in fact the failing 1489 00:50:43,829 --> 00:50:41,760 i would say is that it's left 1490 00:50:45,430 --> 00:50:43,839 it that is that spirituality does not 1491 00:50:47,349 --> 00:50:45,440 exist there by and large 1492 00:50:48,950 --> 00:50:47,359 it's it's absent or a conscious 1493 00:50:50,710 --> 00:50:48,960 engagement with spirituality it doesn't 1494 00:50:54,069 --> 00:50:50,720 exist there by and large and so 1495 00:50:55,670 --> 00:50:54,079 all the sort of new age self-help stuff 1496 00:50:57,349 --> 00:50:55,680 you know that i still have a hard time 1497 00:50:58,549 --> 00:50:57,359 even talking about without laughing at 1498 00:51:01,910 --> 00:50:58,559 it because of my own like 1499 00:51:04,069 --> 00:51:01,920 in ingrained stigma is like 1500 00:51:05,190 --> 00:51:04,079 i i think that that stuff is so 1501 00:51:07,349 --> 00:51:05,200 important and in fact 1502 00:51:08,549 --> 00:51:07,359 a huge turnaround moment in my life was 1503 00:51:10,069 --> 00:51:08,559 when i was like you know i should 1504 00:51:10,710 --> 00:51:10,079 probably start listening to these people 1505 00:51:13,270 --> 00:51:10,720 right 1506 00:51:15,430 --> 00:51:13,280 but if we accept that as part of how the 1507 00:51:17,270 --> 00:51:15,440 world works which i do now 1508 00:51:19,589 --> 00:51:17,280 if that were available to everybody it 1509 00:51:20,230 --> 00:51:19,599 surely would change the economic system 1510 00:51:21,829 --> 00:51:20,240 so like 1511 00:51:23,589 --> 00:51:21,839 if everybody was thinking in this sort 1512 00:51:25,589 --> 00:51:23,599 of wealth consciousness 1513 00:51:27,670 --> 00:51:25,599 self-help like that's just not that's 1514 00:51:30,710 --> 00:51:27,680 just not that's not how it works conor 1515 00:51:31,510 --> 00:51:30,720 again how can you go from being having 1516 00:51:34,630 --> 00:51:31,520 this kind of 1517 00:51:36,950 --> 00:51:34,640 expansive world view of how 1518 00:51:38,549 --> 00:51:36,960 everything can be better if we raise 1519 00:51:41,270 --> 00:51:38,559 everyone's consciousness 1520 00:51:43,030 --> 00:51:41,280 if we all start thinking in a more 1521 00:51:45,589 --> 00:51:43,040 fruitful productive way 1522 00:51:46,230 --> 00:51:45,599 and then switch gears and get back into 1523 00:51:48,790 --> 00:51:46,240 the 1524 00:51:50,069 --> 00:51:48,800 scarcity model of saying oh yeah but if 1525 00:51:52,470 --> 00:51:50,079 everyone did that 1526 00:51:54,390 --> 00:51:52,480 it's like that's not how it works just 1527 00:51:56,710 --> 00:51:54,400 manifest more for yourself 1528 00:51:57,829 --> 00:51:56,720 in your life and help other people 1529 00:52:00,790 --> 00:51:57,839 manifest more 1530 00:52:01,589 --> 00:52:00,800 and everything will take care of itself 1531 00:52:03,670 --> 00:52:01,599 well 1532 00:52:04,790 --> 00:52:03,680 see but i agree with that statement you 1533 00:52:06,230 --> 00:52:04,800 just made but i don't think it was what 1534 00:52:08,150 --> 00:52:06,240 you were saying before 1535 00:52:09,510 --> 00:52:08,160 what and maybe it's because i 1536 00:52:10,710 --> 00:52:09,520 misunderstand what you're saying or 1537 00:52:11,990 --> 00:52:10,720 maybe because we have an actual 1538 00:52:15,430 --> 00:52:12,000 disagreement here 1539 00:52:15,910 --> 00:52:15,440 i think that first of all a lot of 1540 00:52:17,510 --> 00:52:15,920 people 1541 00:52:18,950 --> 00:52:17,520 are wounded by the way we talk about 1542 00:52:21,670 --> 00:52:18,960 things in this culture right 1543 00:52:23,270 --> 00:52:21,680 so and and some of its personal 1544 00:52:24,470 --> 00:52:23,280 responsibility and some of it's a 1545 00:52:27,510 --> 00:52:24,480 genuine cultural 1546 00:52:29,190 --> 00:52:27,520 wound where that kind of stuff doesn't 1547 00:52:31,430 --> 00:52:29,200 feel as readily accessible 1548 00:52:33,670 --> 00:52:31,440 to people for all sorts of reasons like 1549 00:52:35,990 --> 00:52:33,680 this kind of this mindset this attitude 1550 00:52:38,549 --> 00:52:36,000 this abundance wealth stuff 1551 00:52:39,190 --> 00:52:38,559 that for a lot of reasons is prohibitive 1552 00:52:41,510 --> 00:52:39,200 for people 1553 00:52:43,109 --> 00:52:41,520 now i'm not saying i'm not saying that 1554 00:52:44,470 --> 00:52:43,119 they can't get there and i think that 1555 00:52:46,230 --> 00:52:44,480 that's actually a really shitty 1556 00:52:48,150 --> 00:52:46,240 statement to say that they couldn't ever 1557 00:52:49,829 --> 00:52:48,160 possibly imagine that i think that that 1558 00:52:51,430 --> 00:52:49,839 actually is really wrong 1559 00:52:53,990 --> 00:52:51,440 but i'm seeing that there are a lot of 1560 00:52:55,190 --> 00:52:54,000 reasons why that people have a hard time 1561 00:52:57,510 --> 00:52:55,200 embracing that 1562 00:52:59,109 --> 00:52:57,520 and understanding how that works well 1563 00:53:00,710 --> 00:52:59,119 it's not i think 1564 00:53:02,390 --> 00:53:00,720 i think that i think it's actually the 1565 00:53:04,950 --> 00:53:02,400 same so 1566 00:53:06,790 --> 00:53:04,960 but what so i just want to acknowledge 1567 00:53:08,710 --> 00:53:06,800 that that it's more difficult for some 1568 00:53:09,670 --> 00:53:08,720 people than others to be able to access 1569 00:53:11,190 --> 00:53:09,680 that so like 1570 00:53:12,950 --> 00:53:11,200 i don't want to acknowledge that i don't 1571 00:53:14,870 --> 00:53:12,960 want to go there because 1572 00:53:16,549 --> 00:53:14,880 in the same way i i'm interested in how 1573 00:53:17,990 --> 00:53:16,559 you respond i'm sorry to be peppering 1574 00:53:19,670 --> 00:53:18,000 you with questions 1575 00:53:21,430 --> 00:53:19,680 that's okay people hate when i do this 1576 00:53:24,390 --> 00:53:21,440 but i do it anyway 1577 00:53:25,510 --> 00:53:24,400 i'm fine with it i drew i drew you into 1578 00:53:27,910 --> 00:53:25,520 the spiritual 1579 00:53:29,430 --> 00:53:27,920 kind of thing and you jumped right on 1580 00:53:30,309 --> 00:53:29,440 there which i think is awesome and 1581 00:53:32,630 --> 00:53:30,319 that's where we 1582 00:53:33,510 --> 00:53:32,640 meet and have this kind of synergy so 1583 00:53:36,309 --> 00:53:33,520 it's like 1584 00:53:37,349 --> 00:53:36,319 you know if we were to say what you were 1585 00:53:40,309 --> 00:53:37,359 just saying 1586 00:53:41,430 --> 00:53:40,319 and then said substituted their 1587 00:53:45,270 --> 00:53:41,440 fundamentalist 1588 00:53:47,270 --> 00:53:45,280 christian or radical muslim 1589 00:53:49,589 --> 00:53:47,280 or fundamentalist muslim or whatever you 1590 00:53:50,150 --> 00:53:49,599 want to say people would take offense 1591 00:53:53,750 --> 00:53:50,160 and say 1592 00:53:54,230 --> 00:53:53,760 oh you're saying that muslims are unable 1593 00:53:57,030 --> 00:53:54,240 to 1594 00:53:57,510 --> 00:53:57,040 access this greater spiritual reality 1595 00:54:00,390 --> 00:53:57,520 that is 1596 00:54:01,190 --> 00:54:00,400 outside of their narrowly confined 1597 00:54:03,109 --> 00:54:01,200 cultural 1598 00:54:04,549 --> 00:54:03,119 kind of let me make sure you get my 1599 00:54:06,150 --> 00:54:04,559 point because it's like 1600 00:54:08,069 --> 00:54:06,160 i don't think there's much of a 1601 00:54:10,349 --> 00:54:08,079 difference and i that's my point 1602 00:54:11,910 --> 00:54:10,359 i think culturally we we kind of 1603 00:54:13,430 --> 00:54:11,920 compartmentalize and have these 1604 00:54:16,150 --> 00:54:13,440 different silos and say 1605 00:54:17,750 --> 00:54:16,160 oh yeah you know someone someone hasn't 1606 00:54:20,230 --> 00:54:17,760 been exposed to 1607 00:54:22,309 --> 00:54:20,240 which there's an undoubtedly there's a 1608 00:54:23,990 --> 00:54:22,319 reality of the fact that 1609 00:54:25,430 --> 00:54:24,000 and i've worked just a little bit with 1610 00:54:28,549 --> 00:54:25,440 kids who 1611 00:54:29,430 --> 00:54:28,559 are homeless kids and you know talk to 1612 00:54:32,870 --> 00:54:29,440 them about 1613 00:54:35,190 --> 00:54:32,880 money and about and it's crazy to hear 1614 00:54:37,109 --> 00:54:35,200 the kind of belief systems that they 1615 00:54:39,670 --> 00:54:37,119 have because that's all they've ever 1616 00:54:41,270 --> 00:54:39,680 experienced so there's a reality to what 1617 00:54:44,549 --> 00:54:41,280 you're saying no doubt 1618 00:54:46,549 --> 00:54:44,559 but the ability to expose people to that 1619 00:54:47,750 --> 00:54:46,559 and to change that reality and change 1620 00:54:50,390 --> 00:54:47,760 that belief system 1621 00:54:52,710 --> 00:54:50,400 it isn't this monumental problem and it 1622 00:54:54,630 --> 00:54:52,720 certainly isn't framed up as the 1623 00:54:56,230 --> 00:54:54,640 problem what you guys are doing is 1624 00:54:56,710 --> 00:54:56,240 framing up the problem is completely 1625 00:54:59,190 --> 00:54:56,720 different 1626 00:55:00,230 --> 00:54:59,200 and i think what what helps and is 1627 00:55:02,069 --> 00:55:00,240 interesting to you and i 1628 00:55:04,710 --> 00:55:02,079 is when we do the same thing we would 1629 00:55:06,950 --> 00:55:04,720 never say that about someone who's stuck 1630 00:55:07,990 --> 00:55:06,960 in a belief system that's very limiting 1631 00:55:09,510 --> 00:55:08,000 in terms of being 1632 00:55:11,990 --> 00:55:09,520 a fundamentalist christian or 1633 00:55:14,069 --> 00:55:12,000 fundamentalist a muslim we'd never say 1634 00:55:17,190 --> 00:55:14,079 oh wow you know that's a belief system 1635 00:55:20,470 --> 00:55:17,200 problem and that's what we need to 1636 00:55:23,190 --> 00:55:20,480 attack well okay i'm 1637 00:55:25,190 --> 00:55:23,200 i might say that i don't know but i mean 1638 00:55:26,630 --> 00:55:25,200 i was more talking about like 1639 00:55:28,069 --> 00:55:26,640 so when you talk about the homeless kids 1640 00:55:29,910 --> 00:55:28,079 or whatever i'm talking more about 1641 00:55:32,150 --> 00:55:29,920 somebody who has three jobs 1642 00:55:33,030 --> 00:55:32,160 because they've grown up in a culture 1643 00:55:34,710 --> 00:55:33,040 that's like 1644 00:55:36,230 --> 00:55:34,720 made them think that they have to have 1645 00:55:38,710 --> 00:55:36,240 like you know three 1646 00:55:39,670 --> 00:55:38,720 five ten you know most people don't have 1647 00:55:41,510 --> 00:55:39,680 time jobs but 1648 00:55:43,670 --> 00:55:41,520 people that are like working their asses 1649 00:55:45,190 --> 00:55:43,680 off like 80 hours a week 1650 00:55:46,950 --> 00:55:45,200 and like they don't have the psychic 1651 00:55:49,030 --> 00:55:46,960 space to 1652 00:55:51,270 --> 00:55:49,040 to rest in the same way that when 1653 00:55:53,829 --> 00:55:51,280 someone's really anxious 1654 00:55:55,510 --> 00:55:53,839 yes perhaps the problem perhaps the 1655 00:55:57,510 --> 00:55:55,520 problem is solvable by saying 1656 00:55:58,870 --> 00:55:57,520 well don't be anxious anymore but if you 1657 00:55:59,990 --> 00:55:58,880 say that to someone who's in the middle 1658 00:56:02,309 --> 00:56:00,000 of a panic attack 1659 00:56:03,589 --> 00:56:02,319 it usually isn't very effective so all 1660 00:56:05,750 --> 00:56:03,599 i'm saying is that 1661 00:56:07,349 --> 00:56:05,760 there are ways to communicate to 1662 00:56:08,870 --> 00:56:07,359 different kinds of people 1663 00:56:11,109 --> 00:56:08,880 who are in different kinds of life 1664 00:56:11,829 --> 00:56:11,119 situations these kinds of lessons and i 1665 00:56:14,150 --> 00:56:11,839 think that 1666 00:56:15,190 --> 00:56:14,160 we need to develop those a bit more so 1667 00:56:18,549 --> 00:56:15,200 some part of my 1668 00:56:20,150 --> 00:56:18,559 project actually is talking to 1669 00:56:22,230 --> 00:56:20,160 like let's break it down to a spiritual 1670 00:56:23,990 --> 00:56:22,240 level like and say that these are 1671 00:56:25,589 --> 00:56:24,000 in some ways spiritual principles when 1672 00:56:26,870 --> 00:56:25,599 we're talk well in a lot of ways 1673 00:56:27,990 --> 00:56:26,880 spiritual principles and we're talking 1674 00:56:30,390 --> 00:56:28,000 about you know 1675 00:56:31,750 --> 00:56:30,400 wealth and abundance and understanding 1676 00:56:33,430 --> 00:56:31,760 money differently and seeing the world 1677 00:56:36,630 --> 00:56:33,440 differently and all that kind of stuff 1678 00:56:39,670 --> 00:56:36,640 i am trying to talk to people that are 1679 00:56:40,630 --> 00:56:39,680 have all kinds of obstacles and and ways 1680 00:56:42,230 --> 00:56:40,640 of prohibiting 1681 00:56:43,990 --> 00:56:42,240 those conversations from entering their 1682 00:56:46,710 --> 00:56:44,000 communities i.e 1683 00:56:48,150 --> 00:56:46,720 marxists leftists all that what i find 1684 00:56:49,829 --> 00:56:48,160 is that a lot of them are actually 1685 00:56:53,190 --> 00:56:49,839 really interested in these co 1686 00:56:55,510 --> 00:56:53,200 in these conversations but have felt for 1687 00:56:57,270 --> 00:56:55,520 whatever reason that they can't let it 1688 00:56:58,950 --> 00:56:57,280 in or they can't embrace it and i know 1689 00:57:00,549 --> 00:56:58,960 that from my own experience 1690 00:57:03,990 --> 00:57:00,559 as being someone who laughed at this 1691 00:57:07,109 --> 00:57:04,000 [\h__\h] his entire life until finally like 1692 00:57:09,510 --> 00:57:07,119 three years ago i was like you know you 1693 00:57:11,430 --> 00:57:09,520 have a lot going on for you you're that 1694 00:57:13,030 --> 00:57:11,440 you know poor dad in the in the book 1695 00:57:15,910 --> 00:57:13,040 that you talked about like 1696 00:57:16,870 --> 00:57:15,920 you you went to school you've studied 1697 00:57:18,950 --> 00:57:16,880 with some of the 1698 00:57:20,870 --> 00:57:18,960 greatest thinkers in the world you have 1699 00:57:21,589 --> 00:57:20,880 a lot of really fascinating interesting 1700 00:57:23,829 --> 00:57:21,599 friends 1701 00:57:25,510 --> 00:57:23,839 you have a degree of public respect but 1702 00:57:26,549 --> 00:57:25,520 you have never had your money in order 1703 00:57:28,789 --> 00:57:26,559 in your life 1704 00:57:29,589 --> 00:57:28,799 why is that and so when i finally dug 1705 00:57:31,349 --> 00:57:29,599 down i was like 1706 00:57:32,950 --> 00:57:31,359 maybe listen to the people that talk 1707 00:57:36,230 --> 00:57:32,960 about how to do that 1708 00:57:39,510 --> 00:57:36,240 a little bit more it did change my life 1709 00:57:41,190 --> 00:57:39,520 and i and and i still struggle with it 1710 00:57:42,870 --> 00:57:41,200 um i think that there are unconscious 1711 00:57:43,910 --> 00:57:42,880 obstacles that are in my way i think 1712 00:57:45,829 --> 00:57:43,920 that i haven't 1713 00:57:47,510 --> 00:57:45,839 been as open as i need to be so i'm 1714 00:57:48,870 --> 00:57:47,520 taking some you know personal 1715 00:57:51,030 --> 00:57:48,880 responsibility and 1716 00:57:54,470 --> 00:57:51,040 all that in in what i'm presenting as 1717 00:57:58,150 --> 00:57:54,480 well here but i just think like 1718 00:57:59,670 --> 00:57:58,160 yes go to to point another way it's like 1719 00:57:59,990 --> 00:57:59,680 yeah we can talk to some of these people 1720 00:58:01,910 --> 00:58:00,000 that 1721 00:58:04,150 --> 00:58:01,920 have been really successful and then 1722 00:58:05,990 --> 00:58:04,160 some of them they're really successful 1723 00:58:07,430 --> 00:58:06,000 but they don't give a [\h__\h] about helping 1724 00:58:09,190 --> 00:58:07,440 anybody else at all 1725 00:58:10,470 --> 00:58:09,200 right i mean you talk about these people 1726 00:58:12,390 --> 00:58:10,480 all the time on your show there are 1727 00:58:13,030 --> 00:58:12,400 plenty of successful powerful rich 1728 00:58:14,470 --> 00:58:13,040 people 1729 00:58:16,150 --> 00:58:14,480 who really don't give a [\h__\h] about 1730 00:58:16,630 --> 00:58:16,160 grinding everybody else down into the 1731 00:58:18,390 --> 00:58:16,640 ground 1732 00:58:20,630 --> 00:58:18,400 so there's another component there that 1733 00:58:22,789 --> 00:58:20,640 has to do with compassion and morality 1734 00:58:24,950 --> 00:58:22,799 that's not just about success that i 1735 00:58:26,230 --> 00:58:24,960 think is really important to bring these 1736 00:58:27,990 --> 00:58:26,240 conversations so for me 1737 00:58:30,230 --> 00:58:28,000 when i see somebody who's struggling and 1738 00:58:32,950 --> 00:58:30,240 struggling with being able to 1739 00:58:34,630 --> 00:58:32,960 allow a spiritual concept of money or 1740 00:58:36,549 --> 00:58:34,640 any spiritual concept at all for that 1741 00:58:39,430 --> 00:58:36,559 matter into their lives 1742 00:58:41,030 --> 00:58:39,440 i want to have the compassion that helps 1743 00:58:42,789 --> 00:58:41,040 them to 1744 00:58:45,030 --> 00:58:42,799 to realize that and understand that does 1745 00:58:46,789 --> 00:58:45,040 that make sense i hope this seems on 1746 00:58:48,390 --> 00:58:46,799 topic to you because i realized i went a 1747 00:58:50,230 --> 00:58:48,400 lot of different directions there no it 1748 00:58:52,150 --> 00:58:50,240 seems totally on topic and 1749 00:58:54,470 --> 00:58:52,160 i would relate it back to i hope people 1750 00:58:56,309 --> 00:58:54,480 are following this conversation or 1751 00:58:59,829 --> 00:58:56,319 enjoying this conversation 1752 00:59:02,150 --> 00:58:59,839 as much as i am because i would rewind 1753 00:59:05,670 --> 00:59:02,160 to the point where you talked about 1754 00:59:08,870 --> 00:59:05,680 the inability of the neo-liberalized 1755 00:59:11,589 --> 00:59:08,880 left to connect with 1756 00:59:13,190 --> 00:59:11,599 the spiritual part of that because i 1757 00:59:17,230 --> 00:59:13,200 think you draw out a good point 1758 00:59:19,910 --> 00:59:17,240 so if you are a money-focused 1759 00:59:21,670 --> 00:59:19,920 materialistically focused on manifesting 1760 00:59:24,309 --> 00:59:21,680 that for yourself 1761 00:59:25,109 --> 00:59:24,319 and you're disconnected from the 1762 00:59:28,309 --> 00:59:25,119 spiritual 1763 00:59:31,910 --> 00:59:28,319 compassionate part we can all see that 1764 00:59:32,630 --> 00:59:31,920 and point at that and go oh how terrible 1765 00:59:37,270 --> 00:59:32,640 but when we 1766 00:59:41,109 --> 00:59:37,280 see the atheist heather berg usc 1767 00:59:44,390 --> 00:59:41,119 disconnect we're unable to do the same 1768 00:59:48,309 --> 00:59:44,400 we're unable to do the same and say well 1769 00:59:50,789 --> 00:59:48,319 your compassion is disconnected from the 1770 00:59:53,990 --> 00:59:50,799 deeper spiritual reality 1771 00:59:56,710 --> 00:59:54,000 that's number one and you are therefore 1772 00:59:57,589 --> 00:59:56,720 disconnected from this other reality 1773 01:00:00,630 --> 00:59:57,599 which is 1774 01:00:04,069 --> 01:00:00,640 the spirituality of manifesting 1775 01:00:04,710 --> 01:00:04,079 in your life so it's like she's on shaky 1776 01:00:08,309 --> 01:00:04,720 ground 1777 01:00:09,270 --> 01:00:08,319 on both sides because she's occupying 1778 01:00:12,470 --> 01:00:09,280 this kind of 1779 01:00:15,829 --> 01:00:12,480 secular atheistic work is 1780 01:00:17,349 --> 01:00:15,839 this detached from any kind of larger 1781 01:00:20,150 --> 01:00:17,359 spiritual context 1782 01:00:22,549 --> 01:00:20,160 and then she's also detached from the 1783 01:00:23,670 --> 01:00:22,559 reality of manifesting and that's the 1784 01:00:27,190 --> 01:00:23,680 frustrating part 1785 01:00:28,870 --> 01:00:27,200 for someone like me yeah 1786 01:00:30,870 --> 01:00:28,880 well i think that that i think it's a 1787 01:00:33,190 --> 01:00:30,880 really good point i'm 1788 01:00:35,030 --> 01:00:33,200 i'm cringing a little bit because 1789 01:00:36,870 --> 01:00:35,040 heather's awesome and she's 1790 01:00:38,390 --> 01:00:36,880 a good friend of mine and i think she's 1791 01:00:39,990 --> 01:00:38,400 really smart but 1792 01:00:41,990 --> 01:00:40,000 but i understand you're using her as an 1793 01:00:44,230 --> 01:00:42,000 example as emblematic of a certain 1794 01:00:45,030 --> 01:00:44,240 kind of thinking i think i think that 1795 01:00:48,150 --> 01:00:45,040 like the 1796 01:00:51,670 --> 01:00:48,160 i think that yeah again it's like 1797 01:00:53,750 --> 01:00:51,680 the the marxist labor focus 1798 01:00:55,270 --> 01:00:53,760 flaw and i wouldn't call those people 1799 01:00:56,230 --> 01:00:55,280 neoliberals but i do also think 1800 01:00:59,349 --> 01:00:56,240 neoliberals have 1801 01:01:00,549 --> 01:00:59,359 the same troubles in a lot of ways with 1802 01:01:02,549 --> 01:01:00,559 is that it's not connected to 1803 01:01:03,349 --> 01:01:02,559 spirituality for the most part i mean 1804 01:01:06,150 --> 01:01:03,359 there are some 1805 01:01:07,750 --> 01:01:06,160 marxists that are doing it um but i 1806 01:01:10,309 --> 01:01:07,760 think that that's one of the major flaws 1807 01:01:11,589 --> 01:01:10,319 what i'm interested in by the way just 1808 01:01:14,470 --> 01:01:11,599 as a side note 1809 01:01:16,069 --> 01:01:14,480 when i talk about politics or when i 1810 01:01:17,670 --> 01:01:16,079 talk about politics with marx says when 1811 01:01:20,069 --> 01:01:17,680 i talk about it with socialists 1812 01:01:21,910 --> 01:01:20,079 what i think that they do really good is 1813 01:01:25,190 --> 01:01:21,920 talk about the rights dimension 1814 01:01:28,309 --> 01:01:25,200 really well so they talk about 1815 01:01:31,670 --> 01:01:28,319 tactics and how and and 1816 01:01:34,150 --> 01:01:31,680 why human rights matter for everybody 1817 01:01:34,950 --> 01:01:34,160 that to me is like the gift of that kind 1818 01:01:36,950 --> 01:01:34,960 of thinking 1819 01:01:38,069 --> 01:01:36,960 because i think that like we need to 1820 01:01:39,750 --> 01:01:38,079 talk about rights 1821 01:01:41,910 --> 01:01:39,760 and we need to talk about culture and we 1822 01:01:43,990 --> 01:01:41,920 need to talk about economics 1823 01:01:45,270 --> 01:01:44,000 all in really coherent and thoughtful 1824 01:01:48,390 --> 01:01:45,280 ways um 1825 01:01:49,510 --> 01:01:48,400 and so i think that um the marxist talk 1826 01:01:51,910 --> 01:01:49,520 about the rights 1827 01:01:53,270 --> 01:01:51,920 aspect really really well so something 1828 01:01:54,630 --> 01:01:53,280 they're really good at talking about is 1829 01:01:55,349 --> 01:01:54,640 like it doesn't really matter if you 1830 01:01:59,190 --> 01:01:55,359 like 1831 01:02:03,270 --> 01:01:59,200 in or whatever 1832 01:02:04,870 --> 01:02:03,280 but you do but you do need to grant them 1833 01:02:05,750 --> 01:02:04,880 the same kinds of human rights as 1834 01:02:07,829 --> 01:02:05,760 everybody else 1835 01:02:09,990 --> 01:02:07,839 and their focus is i think is a little 1836 01:02:11,029 --> 01:02:10,000 off in that they locate it so squarely 1837 01:02:13,270 --> 01:02:11,039 in labor 1838 01:02:14,309 --> 01:02:13,280 um and labor rights but i do think that 1839 01:02:15,990 --> 01:02:14,319 that's something that they're really 1840 01:02:17,589 --> 01:02:16,000 good at and have developed a lot over 1841 01:02:19,029 --> 01:02:17,599 time so that's why i'm interested in 1842 01:02:20,069 --> 01:02:19,039 them i don't expect them to get the 1843 01:02:21,990 --> 01:02:20,079 spiritual principles 1844 01:02:23,670 --> 01:02:22,000 right and therefore their other 1845 01:02:25,430 --> 01:02:23,680 perspectives are going to be skewed and 1846 01:02:26,470 --> 01:02:25,440 not necessarily up to snuff but 1847 01:02:28,309 --> 01:02:26,480 that's why i try to have those 1848 01:02:29,670 --> 01:02:28,319 conversations with them about them and 1849 01:02:31,990 --> 01:02:29,680 like i said 1850 01:02:33,029 --> 01:02:32,000 i find that they're all actually rather 1851 01:02:34,870 --> 01:02:33,039 interested in them 1852 01:02:36,470 --> 01:02:34,880 and sometimes i encounter somebody who's 1853 01:02:37,349 --> 01:02:36,480 just like no that's [\h__\h] and that's 1854 01:02:39,190 --> 01:02:37,359 stupid 1855 01:02:40,950 --> 01:02:39,200 and you know i just roll with it because 1856 01:02:42,150 --> 01:02:40,960 i'm like okay this is what a lot of 1857 01:02:44,870 --> 01:02:42,160 people say this is 1858 01:02:45,510 --> 01:02:44,880 you know your weird dumb atheist 1859 01:02:48,230 --> 01:02:45,520 arguments 1860 01:02:49,670 --> 01:02:48,240 are not they're nothing new to me and 1861 01:02:51,750 --> 01:02:49,680 they're not like hurting my feelings or 1862 01:02:54,549 --> 01:02:51,760 whatever i just think that they're wrong 1863 01:02:55,990 --> 01:02:54,559 and you know but i do find that they're 1864 01:02:57,910 --> 01:02:56,000 they're interested in those questions 1865 01:02:58,870 --> 01:02:57,920 they're just developing that aspect of 1866 01:03:02,470 --> 01:02:58,880 themselves 1867 01:03:04,630 --> 01:03:02,480 and so i'm just i'm willing to 1868 01:03:06,870 --> 01:03:04,640 i'm willing to allow people to like be 1869 01:03:09,589 --> 01:03:06,880 in a developmental process 1870 01:03:11,029 --> 01:03:09,599 you know that's that's all so i don't 1871 01:03:13,510 --> 01:03:11,039 mind when someone 1872 01:03:16,309 --> 01:03:13,520 is like working on the right sphere of 1873 01:03:17,510 --> 01:03:16,319 our lives and tactics and labor laws and 1874 01:03:19,190 --> 01:03:17,520 all that kind of stuff to improve the 1875 01:03:21,589 --> 01:03:19,200 lives of others 1876 01:03:23,190 --> 01:03:21,599 as long as they're willing to engage in 1877 01:03:25,430 --> 01:03:23,200 a curious conversation 1878 01:03:26,710 --> 01:03:25,440 about the spiritual stuff because i find 1879 01:03:29,990 --> 01:03:26,720 that that develops 1880 01:03:31,910 --> 01:03:30,000 in them you know i i just want to say 1881 01:03:33,270 --> 01:03:31,920 one thing real quickly about my my 1882 01:03:35,109 --> 01:03:33,280 sister i don't really talk about 1883 01:03:36,870 --> 01:03:35,119 my family that much publicly just 1884 01:03:38,230 --> 01:03:36,880 because people give me so much [\h__\h] 1885 01:03:39,589 --> 01:03:38,240 online and in the world that i don't 1886 01:03:42,150 --> 01:03:39,599 feel like 1887 01:03:43,829 --> 01:03:42,160 letting them you know get like 1888 01:03:45,029 --> 01:03:43,839 publicizing them too much so then they 1889 01:03:49,029 --> 01:03:45,039 get [\h__\h] but like 1890 01:03:51,349 --> 01:03:49,039 you know years ago um my sister 1891 01:03:52,069 --> 01:03:51,359 you know she married a catholic so of 1892 01:03:53,349 --> 01:03:52,079 course they were 1893 01:03:54,470 --> 01:03:53,359 you know someone was raised catholic so 1894 01:03:55,270 --> 01:03:54,480 of course they were like staunch 1895 01:03:57,990 --> 01:03:55,280 atheists 1896 01:04:00,230 --> 01:03:58,000 and i told them about rudolph stein and 1897 01:04:03,349 --> 01:04:00,240 anthroposophy this is a long time ago 1898 01:04:04,230 --> 01:04:03,359 i sort of put i i brought it up and she 1899 01:04:07,430 --> 01:04:04,240 laughed at me 1900 01:04:08,470 --> 01:04:07,440 i mean laughed in my face and she 1901 01:04:10,069 --> 01:04:08,480 brought her husband in 1902 01:04:12,230 --> 01:04:10,079 and he came in the room and he laughed 1903 01:04:15,750 --> 01:04:12,240 at me too he was like what that's 1904 01:04:17,270 --> 01:04:15,760 crazy and stupid years later 1905 01:04:20,230 --> 01:04:17,280 she works for an anthroposophical 1906 01:04:24,150 --> 01:04:20,240 organization now and he does too 1907 01:04:24,950 --> 01:04:24,160 so meaning like i think that that 1908 01:04:26,549 --> 01:04:24,960 process 1909 01:04:27,990 --> 01:04:26,559 it can happen and really separate and i 1910 01:04:29,829 --> 01:04:28,000 never pushed them again 1911 01:04:31,829 --> 01:04:29,839 you know and now and i always think of 1912 01:04:35,109 --> 01:04:31,839 myself now who's laughing you know but 1913 01:04:37,430 --> 01:04:35,119 i don't i think that that process can be 1914 01:04:39,029 --> 01:04:37,440 very slow but i do think that these 1915 01:04:41,029 --> 01:04:39,039 conversations are really really 1916 01:04:42,630 --> 01:04:41,039 important and i think that like 1917 01:04:44,710 --> 01:04:42,640 when they happen with a spirit in a 1918 01:04:46,549 --> 01:04:44,720 spirit of okay what is this labor 1919 01:04:47,190 --> 01:04:46,559 studies person saying that's resonating 1920 01:04:49,029 --> 01:04:47,200 with me 1921 01:04:51,109 --> 01:04:49,039 what can i give back to the conversation 1922 01:04:52,150 --> 01:04:51,119 that maybe they haven't thought about 1923 01:04:54,549 --> 01:04:52,160 you know i think that that's really 1924 01:04:56,950 --> 01:04:54,559 helpful i mean i realize i'm like taking 1925 01:04:58,710 --> 01:04:56,960 skeptico down a route of like 1926 01:05:00,150 --> 01:04:58,720 if we all just like have really sweet 1927 01:05:01,430 --> 01:05:00,160 conversations with each other everything 1928 01:05:02,390 --> 01:05:01,440 will be fun and i don't think that's 1929 01:05:04,549 --> 01:05:02,400 true either 1930 01:05:06,549 --> 01:05:04,559 but i just wanna i just wanna bring that 1931 01:05:10,470 --> 01:05:06,559 to you i think that's great 1932 01:05:13,510 --> 01:05:10,480 it's true and it's consistent with 1933 01:05:16,630 --> 01:05:13,520 who you are and what you do on your show 1934 01:05:20,230 --> 01:05:16,640 because it's hard to do that 1935 01:05:22,950 --> 01:05:20,240 and maintain intellectual integrity 1936 01:05:24,630 --> 01:05:22,960 i admire that so i i appreciate you 1937 01:05:26,950 --> 01:05:24,640 engaging that dialogue so 1938 01:05:28,390 --> 01:05:26,960 let me then switch to kind of one other 1939 01:05:29,750 --> 01:05:28,400 because i think 1940 01:05:31,829 --> 01:05:29,760 i didn't really know where we were going 1941 01:05:32,789 --> 01:05:31,839 to go and i guess i kind of ranted a 1942 01:05:34,870 --> 01:05:32,799 little bit there and 1943 01:05:35,990 --> 01:05:34,880 you did a good job of kind of grinding 1944 01:05:38,470 --> 01:05:36,000 grounding it back 1945 01:05:39,990 --> 01:05:38,480 to what it's really all about which is 1946 01:05:43,670 --> 01:05:40,000 this disconnection 1947 01:05:46,150 --> 01:05:43,680 with these spiritual realities that 1948 01:05:47,589 --> 01:05:46,160 we know are are true because no matter 1949 01:05:51,270 --> 01:05:47,599 where you approach them 1950 01:05:54,549 --> 01:05:51,280 philosophically scientifically whatever 1951 01:05:58,069 --> 01:05:54,559 we were forced to move past this 1952 01:06:01,349 --> 01:05:58,079 crazy atheistic materialism that is the 1953 01:06:02,829 --> 01:06:01,359 standard play for everybody so i'd shift 1954 01:06:06,549 --> 01:06:02,839 that discussion 1955 01:06:08,150 --> 01:06:06,559 similarly as it goes into conspiracy 1956 01:06:10,710 --> 01:06:08,160 because that's something i've been 1957 01:06:12,870 --> 01:06:10,720 dragged into for the last couple years 1958 01:06:14,870 --> 01:06:12,880 and people really don't like when i go 1959 01:06:18,470 --> 01:06:14,880 there and 1960 01:06:19,349 --> 01:06:18,480 really kind of they're just not able to 1961 01:06:21,349 --> 01:06:19,359 go there 1962 01:06:22,470 --> 01:06:21,359 in the back of their mind they think 1963 01:06:25,510 --> 01:06:22,480 there's some 1964 01:06:26,630 --> 01:06:25,520 underlying truth they suppose to the 1965 01:06:30,069 --> 01:06:26,640 fact that 1966 01:06:33,109 --> 01:06:30,079 things aren't really what they seem that 1967 01:06:35,910 --> 01:06:33,119 social engineering really is at play at 1968 01:06:36,470 --> 01:06:35,920 every turn but they don't really want to 1969 01:06:39,589 --> 01:06:36,480 go there 1970 01:06:41,430 --> 01:06:39,599 and they just assume laugh it off in the 1971 01:06:43,510 --> 01:06:41,440 same way that you're talking about 1972 01:06:45,109 --> 01:06:43,520 i love the story about the woman you 1973 01:06:46,789 --> 01:06:45,119 were talking to the genie 1974 01:06:48,230 --> 01:06:46,799 raped her so she can't have sex with her 1975 01:06:51,109 --> 01:06:48,240 husband the first reaction is to 1976 01:06:52,309 --> 01:06:51,119 laugh ha-ha-ha-ha and then both eyes 1977 01:06:55,270 --> 01:06:52,319 meet you're like 1978 01:06:55,910 --> 01:06:55,280 is there any potential reality to that 1979 01:06:58,630 --> 01:06:55,920 at all 1980 01:07:00,549 --> 01:06:58,640 and i think the same thing goes on with 1981 01:07:02,870 --> 01:07:00,559 the conspiracy stuff 1982 01:07:04,710 --> 01:07:02,880 so if we want to talk about you know 1983 01:07:06,789 --> 01:07:04,720 feminism is a great place to 1984 01:07:08,789 --> 01:07:06,799 jump into it because i think it connects 1985 01:07:11,589 --> 01:07:08,799 to a lot of the other 1986 01:07:12,390 --> 01:07:11,599 uh social movement interests that you 1987 01:07:14,630 --> 01:07:12,400 have but 1988 01:07:17,190 --> 01:07:14,640 i passed along to you because i think 1989 01:07:18,870 --> 01:07:17,200 it's so significant so central to this 1990 01:07:21,910 --> 01:07:18,880 you know the glorious steinham thing and 1991 01:07:24,150 --> 01:07:21,920 i always bring up joe atwell because 1992 01:07:25,510 --> 01:07:24,160 i i love joe he's just a great guy i 1993 01:07:27,750 --> 01:07:25,520 think he's so smart 1994 01:07:29,510 --> 01:07:27,760 and he's drilled into some of this stuff 1995 01:07:30,390 --> 01:07:29,520 in some ways that other people haven't 1996 01:07:33,430 --> 01:07:30,400 but 1997 01:07:35,510 --> 01:07:33,440 gloria steinem is cia you know right 1998 01:07:37,510 --> 01:07:35,520 and that's right that's like not 1999 01:07:41,349 --> 01:07:37,520 conspiracy theory that's like 2000 01:07:43,510 --> 01:07:41,359 a real feminist finally investigated her 2001 01:07:44,390 --> 01:07:43,520 and really drilled into it and 2002 01:07:46,870 --> 01:07:44,400 interviewed her 2003 01:07:47,990 --> 01:07:46,880 and nailed her on it and she had to say 2004 01:07:52,470 --> 01:07:48,000 yeah well 2005 01:07:54,230 --> 01:07:52,480 i was cia but hey i had to be because 2006 01:07:56,069 --> 01:07:54,240 you know the feminist cause was too 2007 01:07:57,670 --> 01:07:56,079 important and you know and a lot of 2008 01:07:58,549 --> 01:07:57,680 people that was that was enough you know 2009 01:08:01,670 --> 01:07:58,559 that was like 2010 01:08:04,069 --> 01:08:01,680 oh yeah it was too important and if 2011 01:08:06,789 --> 01:08:04,079 that's the only way she could do it then 2012 01:08:08,470 --> 01:08:06,799 hooray for that and we all kind of get 2013 01:08:09,190 --> 01:08:08,480 there because it's like yeah there was a 2014 01:08:12,390 --> 01:08:09,200 huge 2015 01:08:14,069 --> 01:08:12,400 problem there in our society but then 2016 01:08:15,670 --> 01:08:14,079 when you fast forward and i sent you 2017 01:08:18,309 --> 01:08:15,680 this link and you go right 2018 01:08:20,149 --> 01:08:18,319 oh but she's still at it and now she's 2019 01:08:22,070 --> 01:08:20,159 at it you know you have a syrian 2020 01:08:24,309 --> 01:08:22,080 background now she's at it in the 2021 01:08:28,630 --> 01:08:24,319 strangest cia 2022 01:08:32,229 --> 01:08:28,640 way again where she's protesting against 2023 01:08:34,470 --> 01:08:32,239 the rights of women in syria 2024 01:08:37,030 --> 01:08:34,480 you know and it's like it sounds good 2025 01:08:39,990 --> 01:08:37,040 and then you take a step back and you go 2026 01:08:40,550 --> 01:08:40,000 yeah but is it syria more progressive 2027 01:08:43,349 --> 01:08:40,560 than 2028 01:08:45,269 --> 01:08:43,359 just about any other state that's around 2029 01:08:46,709 --> 01:08:45,279 it any other arab state that's around it 2030 01:08:49,910 --> 01:08:46,719 and isn't syria 2031 01:08:53,349 --> 01:08:49,920 engaged in this death spiral battle with 2032 01:08:56,550 --> 01:08:53,359 isis who wants to burkaize every woman 2033 01:08:59,590 --> 01:08:56,560 and just completely destroy their rights 2034 01:09:00,950 --> 01:08:59,600 isn't that a curious position for gloria 2035 01:09:03,269 --> 01:09:00,960 steinem to take 2036 01:09:05,669 --> 01:09:03,279 and then taking it outside of that 2037 01:09:08,390 --> 01:09:05,679 narrow context right there 2038 01:09:09,590 --> 01:09:08,400 what does that say to to the extent to 2039 01:09:13,030 --> 01:09:09,600 which 2040 01:09:15,669 --> 01:09:13,040 social engineering right is at play 2041 01:09:16,149 --> 01:09:15,679 with all this stuff where we think we're 2042 01:09:19,189 --> 01:09:16,159 work 2043 01:09:22,470 --> 01:09:19,199 there's so so much of that going on 2044 01:09:26,229 --> 01:09:24,709 if people don't want if people don't 2045 01:09:29,510 --> 01:09:26,239 want to jump into 2046 01:09:33,269 --> 01:09:29,520 grand ca like huge conspiracy 2047 01:09:36,149 --> 01:09:33,279 take the first step which is 2048 01:09:37,990 --> 01:09:36,159 have the thought okay so here's 2049 01:09:39,510 --> 01:09:38,000 something that i think is progressive 2050 01:09:43,030 --> 01:09:39,520 whether it's feminism 2051 01:09:45,510 --> 01:09:43,040 or whether it's you know some 2052 01:09:46,870 --> 01:09:45,520 like some sort of some sort of identity 2053 01:09:50,149 --> 01:09:46,880 politics or another 2054 01:09:53,590 --> 01:09:50,159 um think about how 2055 01:09:55,669 --> 01:09:53,600 people who are not really great people 2056 01:09:57,110 --> 01:09:55,679 could use that against you just think 2057 01:10:00,149 --> 01:09:57,120 about it 2058 01:10:03,189 --> 01:10:00,159 they will 2059 01:10:05,030 --> 01:10:03,199 because people and people in power 2060 01:10:06,950 --> 01:10:05,040 and with the institutions in power in 2061 01:10:07,910 --> 01:10:06,960 alignment with as you've talked about on 2062 01:10:11,110 --> 01:10:07,920 your show before 2063 01:10:14,470 --> 01:10:11,120 forces including spiritual forces that 2064 01:10:16,709 --> 01:10:14,480 are you know engaged in our behaviors 2065 01:10:19,990 --> 01:10:16,719 and our actions they will use 2066 01:10:21,669 --> 01:10:20,000 anything they can against us and one of 2067 01:10:22,390 --> 01:10:21,679 the best ways to do that is stuff that 2068 01:10:25,430 --> 01:10:22,400 looks really 2069 01:10:27,830 --> 01:10:25,440 nice on paper i'm the feminist example 2070 01:10:29,270 --> 01:10:27,840 is really personal to me 2071 01:10:31,590 --> 01:10:29,280 not because of the syria thing although 2072 01:10:34,470 --> 01:10:31,600 that's bad enough with gloria steinem 2073 01:10:35,990 --> 01:10:34,480 but because of being in communities of 2074 01:10:38,550 --> 01:10:36,000 sex workers right 2075 01:10:39,669 --> 01:10:38,560 so earlier this year there was a 2076 01:10:41,510 --> 01:10:39,679 bipartisan 2077 01:10:43,350 --> 01:10:41,520 law but there was a but there was a law 2078 01:10:45,430 --> 01:10:43,360 passed by bipartisan effort 2079 01:10:47,110 --> 01:10:45,440 called the fight online sex trafficking 2080 01:10:49,669 --> 01:10:47,120 act or the stop enabling sex 2081 01:10:50,310 --> 01:10:49,679 trafficking act foster cesta the sort of 2082 01:10:53,270 --> 01:10:50,320 combined 2083 01:10:53,910 --> 01:10:53,280 combination of two versions of this bill 2084 01:10:56,390 --> 01:10:53,920 and 2085 01:10:57,990 --> 01:10:56,400 everybody voted against it except for or 2086 01:10:59,669 --> 01:10:58,000 everybody voted for it in the senate for 2087 01:11:01,270 --> 01:10:59,679 example except for two people ron wyden 2088 01:11:02,630 --> 01:11:01,280 and rand paul 2089 01:11:04,149 --> 01:11:02,640 and the whole thing was like well we 2090 01:11:06,070 --> 01:11:04,159 need to stop human trafficking we need 2091 01:11:08,390 --> 01:11:06,080 to stop sex trafficking we need to build 2092 01:11:10,310 --> 01:11:08,400 great i want to stop sex trafficking and 2093 01:11:13,590 --> 01:11:10,320 human trafficking too 2094 01:11:16,470 --> 01:11:13,600 but as a sex worker i know that 2095 01:11:17,590 --> 01:11:16,480 the law conflates human trafficking with 2096 01:11:19,750 --> 01:11:17,600 consensual 2097 01:11:21,430 --> 01:11:19,760 sex work okay or sex work that people 2098 01:11:22,149 --> 01:11:21,440 have decided to engage in for a variety 2099 01:11:24,709 --> 01:11:22,159 of reasons 2100 01:11:25,669 --> 01:11:24,719 so that's number one but let's take it 2101 01:11:29,830 --> 01:11:25,679 more to the sort of 2102 01:11:33,430 --> 01:11:29,840 skeptico angle here the meat of the law 2103 01:11:36,550 --> 01:11:33,440 was that the government can seize 2104 01:11:37,830 --> 01:11:36,560 or shut down any website for the 2105 01:11:41,270 --> 01:11:37,840 behavior of its 2106 01:11:45,350 --> 01:11:41,280 users so if on craigslist 2107 01:11:47,110 --> 01:11:45,360 someone advertised for prostitution 2108 01:11:49,270 --> 01:11:47,120 which the government conflates with sex 2109 01:11:50,390 --> 01:11:49,280 trafficking then the government can shut 2110 01:11:52,390 --> 01:11:50,400 craigslist down 2111 01:11:55,270 --> 01:11:52,400 even though craigslist had no control 2112 01:11:57,590 --> 01:11:55,280 over what the user did on its own site 2113 01:11:59,430 --> 01:11:57,600 so through this law that looks like it's 2114 01:12:01,189 --> 01:11:59,440 helping victims of human trafficking 2115 01:12:01,990 --> 01:12:01,199 under the guise of a certain form of 2116 01:12:04,550 --> 01:12:02,000 feminism 2117 01:12:05,830 --> 01:12:04,560 which was supported by like amy schumer 2118 01:12:06,550 --> 01:12:05,840 and seth meyers and all these 2119 01:12:10,550 --> 01:12:06,560 celebrities 2120 01:12:13,750 --> 01:12:10,560 who are just complete block heads 2121 01:12:16,630 --> 01:12:13,760 now the government has cart launch 2122 01:12:17,669 --> 01:12:16,640 to shut down any website with something 2123 01:12:20,149 --> 01:12:17,679 that is beyond 2124 01:12:21,590 --> 01:12:20,159 that website you the website masters 2125 01:12:22,550 --> 01:12:21,600 controller the owners the website's 2126 01:12:25,110 --> 01:12:22,560 control 2127 01:12:26,790 --> 01:12:25,120 and that they can they can it is so 2128 01:12:28,229 --> 01:12:26,800 broadly defined that they can do it 2129 01:12:29,189 --> 01:12:28,239 whenever they want to any website 2130 01:12:31,189 --> 01:12:29,199 whatsoever 2131 01:12:32,390 --> 01:12:31,199 which has had a massive effect on like a 2132 01:12:36,790 --> 01:12:32,400 lot of different 2133 01:12:39,910 --> 01:12:36,800 i'm using that as a really recent 2134 01:12:40,630 --> 01:12:39,920 impression example of how these kinds of 2135 01:12:42,550 --> 01:12:40,640 things happen 2136 01:12:45,350 --> 01:12:42,560 it can sound like the best law in the 2137 01:12:47,830 --> 01:12:45,360 world right and it'll be backed up by an 2138 01:12:51,030 --> 01:12:47,840 amazing ideology of feminism 2139 01:12:52,229 --> 01:12:51,040 and yet what is it 2140 01:12:54,070 --> 01:12:52,239 what's actually happening there what 2141 01:12:56,229 --> 01:12:54,080 does that mean and so you get the same 2142 01:12:59,750 --> 01:12:56,239 thing with the gloria steinem [\h__\h] 2143 01:13:01,830 --> 01:12:59,760 or how about like betty for dan you know 2144 01:13:03,669 --> 01:13:01,840 when she was like you know feminists we 2145 01:13:06,950 --> 01:13:03,679 aren't supporting israel enough 2146 01:13:08,709 --> 01:13:06,960 we have a lot of israeli people that 2147 01:13:11,350 --> 01:13:08,719 a lot of israeli women that we need to 2148 01:13:13,510 --> 01:13:11,360 support because the palestinians well 2149 01:13:14,470 --> 01:13:13,520 they're really into burkas and all that 2150 01:13:16,310 --> 01:13:14,480 kind of stuff 2151 01:13:17,830 --> 01:13:16,320 now i'm not going to get enmeshed in the 2152 01:13:20,950 --> 01:13:17,840 whole burka no burka 2153 01:13:23,590 --> 01:13:20,960 argument or a you know hijab no hijab 2154 01:13:25,910 --> 01:13:23,600 argument but i am going to say like that 2155 01:13:26,390 --> 01:13:25,920 was also calculated and she pulled a lot 2156 01:13:29,030 --> 01:13:26,400 of 2157 01:13:30,390 --> 01:13:29,040 prominent feminists into that into that 2158 01:13:32,470 --> 01:13:30,400 political realm 2159 01:13:33,750 --> 01:13:32,480 so these kinds of things are happening 2160 01:13:37,350 --> 01:13:33,760 often and 2161 01:13:39,750 --> 01:13:37,360 all the time and and it to me 2162 01:13:40,800 --> 01:13:39,760 it's like you just have to keep that 2163 01:13:42,070 --> 01:13:40,810 spinning in your head 2164 01:13:44,550 --> 01:13:42,080 [Music] 2165 01:13:45,189 --> 01:13:44,560 what could be what could be here that 2166 01:13:47,510 --> 01:13:45,199 might be 2167 01:13:48,470 --> 01:13:47,520 used against me in this progressive 2168 01:13:52,550 --> 01:13:48,480 cause 2169 01:13:55,350 --> 01:13:52,560 you sound like yesterday it was like 2170 01:13:57,350 --> 01:13:55,360 rob lowe the celebrity on twitter said 2171 01:14:00,709 --> 01:13:57,360 yesterday as of this recording said 2172 01:14:02,149 --> 01:14:00,719 uh i saw jeremy corbyn call theresa may 2173 01:14:05,350 --> 01:14:02,159 a stupid woman 2174 01:14:08,709 --> 01:14:05,360 and so whatever the hell you think about 2175 01:14:09,189 --> 01:14:08,719 jeremy corbyn or theresa may the entire 2176 01:14:11,830 --> 01:14:09,199 like 2177 01:14:13,750 --> 01:14:11,840 uk news media seized on that because 2178 01:14:15,189 --> 01:14:13,760 jeremy corbyn wasn't a feminist enough 2179 01:14:15,750 --> 01:14:15,199 because he called theresa may a stupid 2180 01:14:17,189 --> 01:14:15,760 woman 2181 01:14:19,030 --> 01:14:17,199 again i don't give a [\h__\h] about what 2182 01:14:21,270 --> 01:14:19,040 your feelings are about brexit or 2183 01:14:22,070 --> 01:14:21,280 or theresa may in this case i mean i do 2184 01:14:23,910 --> 01:14:22,080 care but 2185 01:14:25,830 --> 01:14:23,920 and i have my own opinions on it but 2186 01:14:28,790 --> 01:14:25,840 it's like 2187 01:14:30,470 --> 01:14:28,800 that it's so easily positioned people 2188 01:14:32,630 --> 01:14:30,480 can seize these things so that's the 2189 01:14:33,910 --> 01:14:32,640 that's just the first level of things 2190 01:14:36,709 --> 01:14:33,920 then you bring it up to the level that 2191 01:14:38,709 --> 01:14:36,719 you talk about on the show which is like 2192 01:14:39,830 --> 01:14:38,719 there aren't people that are really 2193 01:14:42,149 --> 01:14:39,840 calculatedly 2194 01:14:43,510 --> 01:14:42,159 like trying to make these decisions and 2195 01:14:44,870 --> 01:14:43,520 bring these kinds of things out and then 2196 01:14:46,790 --> 01:14:44,880 you take it up to the next level 2197 01:14:48,149 --> 01:14:46,800 if you really want to go there and talk 2198 01:14:49,030 --> 01:14:48,159 about well there are probably people 2199 01:14:50,390 --> 01:14:49,040 behind them too 2200 01:14:52,950 --> 01:14:50,400 and then take it up to the next level 2201 01:14:56,070 --> 01:14:52,960 and talk about forces spiritual forces 2202 01:14:56,870 --> 01:14:56,080 whatever you want to say but i think the 2203 01:14:59,590 --> 01:14:56,880 doorway in 2204 01:15:00,390 --> 01:14:59,600 is like that any reasonable person can 2205 01:15:03,510 --> 01:15:00,400 engage with 2206 01:15:05,270 --> 01:15:03,520 is what might be what might be here 2207 01:15:07,430 --> 01:15:05,280 that we should think about i don't think 2208 01:15:08,229 --> 01:15:07,440 a russia gate thing is a very obvious 2209 01:15:10,550 --> 01:15:08,239 example 2210 01:15:11,990 --> 01:15:10,560 that more and more people i think are 2211 01:15:13,830 --> 01:15:12,000 picking up on like 2212 01:15:15,430 --> 01:15:13,840 there might be some there might be some 2213 01:15:16,870 --> 01:15:15,440 problems with this whole like russia 2214 01:15:19,110 --> 01:15:16,880 russia russia narrative 2215 01:15:21,030 --> 01:15:19,120 interfering with the election i've been 2216 01:15:24,790 --> 01:15:21,040 slow to come around to 2217 01:15:28,310 --> 01:15:24,800 the trump bashing kind of thing because 2218 01:15:31,350 --> 01:15:28,320 trump so represents this 2219 01:15:35,350 --> 01:15:31,360 possibility this dream that 2220 01:15:38,310 --> 01:15:35,360 someone outside of the system really can 2221 01:15:39,110 --> 01:15:38,320 be outside of the system and not right a 2222 01:15:42,630 --> 01:15:39,120 counterfeit 2223 01:15:43,510 --> 01:15:42,640 which if you look deeply as i have just 2224 01:15:46,870 --> 01:15:43,520 recently 2225 01:15:48,149 --> 01:15:46,880 into the crazy sexual [\h__\h] quote-unquote 2226 01:15:50,950 --> 01:15:48,159 modeling agency 2227 01:15:51,990 --> 01:15:50,960 where he's bringing over 12 to 15 year 2228 01:15:55,270 --> 01:15:52,000 old girls 2229 01:15:58,790 --> 01:15:55,280 and applying for these special visas 2230 01:16:01,750 --> 01:15:58,800 then his association with epstein 2231 01:16:02,709 --> 01:16:01,760 which is much deeper and much more well 2232 01:16:05,910 --> 01:16:02,719 established than 2233 01:16:08,229 --> 01:16:05,920 anyone wants to acknowledge in the media 2234 01:16:10,550 --> 01:16:08,239 he's right in the middle of that 2235 01:16:11,669 --> 01:16:10,560 whole sex thing and it could be 2236 01:16:14,630 --> 01:16:11,679 different for him 2237 01:16:16,550 --> 01:16:14,640 than the pedo thing that's going on or 2238 01:16:18,470 --> 01:16:16,560 different than the pizzagate thing 2239 01:16:20,070 --> 01:16:18,480 or different than the satanic ritual 2240 01:16:21,669 --> 01:16:20,080 abuse thing which is 2241 01:16:23,990 --> 01:16:21,679 something else we could pull apart 2242 01:16:24,950 --> 01:16:24,000 because you know you take satanic ritual 2243 01:16:27,110 --> 01:16:24,960 abuse 2244 01:16:28,310 --> 01:16:27,120 and look at how that's processed through 2245 01:16:30,390 --> 01:16:28,320 the society 2246 01:16:32,550 --> 01:16:30,400 as i throw those words out there's a lot 2247 01:16:34,790 --> 01:16:32,560 of people out there i know who are going 2248 01:16:36,790 --> 01:16:34,800 well you mean the satanic panic right 2249 01:16:37,270 --> 01:16:36,800 you mean the thing that didn't really 2250 01:16:40,470 --> 01:16:37,280 happen 2251 01:16:41,750 --> 01:16:40,480 right no go three layers deeper and 2252 01:16:44,950 --> 01:16:41,760 you'll see that 2253 01:16:47,430 --> 01:16:44,960 the children showed up with stds 2254 01:16:48,390 --> 01:16:47,440 these young preschool children show up 2255 01:16:50,470 --> 01:16:48,400 with stds 2256 01:16:51,910 --> 01:16:50,480 all the ones at the preschool or a large 2257 01:16:54,630 --> 01:16:51,920 number of them at the preschool 2258 01:16:55,430 --> 01:16:54,640 how does that happen they show up with 2259 01:16:59,030 --> 01:16:55,440 terrors 2260 01:17:02,149 --> 01:16:59,040 anal tears and other sexual injuries 2261 01:17:05,669 --> 01:17:02,159 well how does that happen so again but 2262 01:17:08,950 --> 01:17:05,679 the narrative that needed to happen was 2263 01:17:12,070 --> 01:17:08,960 satanic panic there's no such thing as 2264 01:17:15,189 --> 01:17:12,080 satanic ritual sexual abuse 2265 01:17:17,750 --> 01:17:15,199 disregard the fact that we have it 2266 01:17:19,430 --> 01:17:17,760 documented here and here and here and 2267 01:17:22,070 --> 01:17:19,440 with this cop and with that 2268 01:17:23,110 --> 01:17:22,080 detective and all over the place it 2269 01:17:26,229 --> 01:17:23,120 becomes 2270 01:17:28,630 --> 01:17:26,239 a rewrite of reality and 2271 01:17:29,669 --> 01:17:28,640 the reason i go there to the satanic 2272 01:17:33,270 --> 01:17:29,679 ritual abuse 2273 01:17:35,990 --> 01:17:33,280 thing is because it does launch us 2274 01:17:36,550 --> 01:17:36,000 as you described kind of three layers 2275 01:17:40,310 --> 01:17:36,560 deep 2276 01:17:42,870 --> 01:17:40,320 right yeah yeah well i mean the satanic 2277 01:17:44,070 --> 01:17:42,880 panic and satanic ritual of you saying 2278 01:17:46,390 --> 01:17:44,080 it's worse than you 2279 01:17:47,350 --> 01:17:46,400 say because actually both those things 2280 01:17:49,350 --> 01:17:47,360 are true 2281 01:17:50,870 --> 01:17:49,360 which is that some of it was [\h__\h] 2282 01:17:53,030 --> 01:17:50,880 and some of it's not 2283 01:17:54,470 --> 01:17:53,040 and so they use the stuff that's 2284 01:17:56,630 --> 01:17:54,480 [\h__\h] 2285 01:17:57,750 --> 01:17:56,640 to convince us that this stuff that's 2286 01:18:03,990 --> 01:17:57,760 real 2287 01:18:05,990 --> 01:18:04,000 and then the stuff that's [\h__\h] ends 2288 01:18:09,030 --> 01:18:06,000 up hurting a lot of innocent people 2289 01:18:10,550 --> 01:18:09,040 and it allows them to control 2290 01:18:13,030 --> 01:18:10,560 narratives about the occult and the 2291 01:18:15,510 --> 01:18:13,040 paranormal and spirituality in our 2292 01:18:17,590 --> 01:18:15,520 culture that any investigation of magic 2293 01:18:19,430 --> 01:18:17,600 or the occult or spirituality is like 2294 01:18:21,110 --> 01:18:19,440 going to be satanic and all that kind of 2295 01:18:24,070 --> 01:18:21,120 stuff so 2296 01:18:25,750 --> 01:18:24,080 it's leveraged in so many ways and it 2297 01:18:26,550 --> 01:18:25,760 and i think that the problem that people 2298 01:18:28,630 --> 01:18:26,560 have 2299 01:18:29,910 --> 01:18:28,640 is like they'll go to one side or the 2300 01:18:30,550 --> 01:18:29,920 other they'll be like oh that was all 2301 01:18:34,630 --> 01:18:30,560 [\h__\h] 2302 01:18:36,229 --> 01:18:34,640 know i'm sure that most kids who played 2303 01:18:37,910 --> 01:18:36,239 dungeons and dragons in the 80s were not 2304 01:18:41,430 --> 01:18:37,920 [\h__\h] up by it right 2305 01:18:43,510 --> 01:18:41,440 like some of them were right or like 2306 01:18:45,030 --> 01:18:43,520 some of that some of the abuse stuff 2307 01:18:47,510 --> 01:18:45,040 some of those abuse narratives 2308 01:18:49,270 --> 01:18:47,520 were [\h__\h] and they ended up putting 2309 01:18:52,790 --> 01:18:49,280 innocent people in jail 2310 01:18:54,790 --> 01:18:52,800 and some of it was real legitimate 2311 01:18:56,310 --> 01:18:54,800 cover-up stuff and when you look into it 2312 01:18:57,030 --> 01:18:56,320 and you hear people talking about it 2313 01:18:59,110 --> 01:18:57,040 it's like 2314 01:19:00,229 --> 01:18:59,120 well some of that [\h__\h] was definitely 2315 01:19:06,950 --> 01:19:00,239 going on 2316 01:19:08,790 --> 01:19:06,960 you i don't think you have to stretch 2317 01:19:11,270 --> 01:19:08,800 too far back into history to just be 2318 01:19:14,870 --> 01:19:11,280 like well we have a lot of evidence 2319 01:19:17,590 --> 01:19:14,880 that you know throughout history 2320 01:19:17,910 --> 01:19:17,600 people you know in governments and of 2321 01:19:22,630 --> 01:19:17,920 high 2322 01:19:25,270 --> 01:19:22,640 you know 2323 01:19:26,790 --> 01:19:25,280 really violent sexual rituals within 2324 01:19:28,950 --> 01:19:26,800 with people who did not ask to be 2325 01:19:30,630 --> 01:19:28,960 involved in those violent sexual rituals 2326 01:19:32,149 --> 01:19:30,640 i don't think anybody would dispute that 2327 01:19:34,470 --> 01:19:32,159 so the idea that somehow it doesn't 2328 01:19:37,590 --> 01:19:34,480 exist in our time is so naive 2329 01:19:39,669 --> 01:19:37,600 but i just want to say that like the 2330 01:19:41,350 --> 01:19:39,679 the picture is really complicated so 2331 01:19:42,470 --> 01:19:41,360 what people do is they go to one side or 2332 01:19:45,189 --> 01:19:42,480 the other they're like oh 2333 01:19:46,470 --> 01:19:45,199 it's all real no it all all that satanic 2334 01:19:48,390 --> 01:19:46,480 ritual abuse stuff that's 2335 01:19:50,070 --> 01:19:48,400 the grand narrative of our culture or 2336 01:19:52,390 --> 01:19:50,080 they say oh no it's all stupid 2337 01:19:54,550 --> 01:19:52,400 and it takes a lot more effort than that 2338 01:19:55,990 --> 01:19:54,560 unfortunately 2339 01:19:57,669 --> 01:19:56,000 i'm with you and i think you make a 2340 01:20:01,590 --> 01:19:57,679 great point but let's 2341 01:20:05,110 --> 01:20:01,600 go down the path of it's the grand 2342 01:20:07,990 --> 01:20:05,120 political social engineering narrative 2343 01:20:09,110 --> 01:20:08,000 of our time thing for a minute because i 2344 01:20:12,229 --> 01:20:09,120 really don't think 2345 01:20:15,430 --> 01:20:12,239 that gets enough play if trump 2346 01:20:19,189 --> 01:20:15,440 is our current sexual blackmail 2347 01:20:20,950 --> 01:20:19,199 roy cohen kind of figure which if people 2348 01:20:23,189 --> 01:20:20,960 don't know 2349 01:20:25,669 --> 01:20:23,199 who roy cohn is you know just go 2350 01:20:29,510 --> 01:20:25,679 investigate but admitted that 2351 01:20:31,910 --> 01:20:29,520 sexual blackmail was his political 2352 01:20:32,790 --> 01:20:31,920 tool of choice and it has been for a lot 2353 01:20:35,510 --> 01:20:32,800 of people and 2354 01:20:37,350 --> 01:20:35,520 j edgar hoover was politically 2355 01:20:40,070 --> 01:20:37,360 blackmailed for his 2356 01:20:41,669 --> 01:20:40,080 gayness and his desire to dress up in 2357 01:20:43,350 --> 01:20:41,679 women's clothing and that's why 2358 01:20:45,270 --> 01:20:43,360 he ran around for the longest time 2359 01:20:48,550 --> 01:20:45,280 saying ridiculous things like 2360 01:20:50,709 --> 01:20:48,560 mafia what mafia well you say that when 2361 01:20:51,350 --> 01:20:50,719 they have all the photos of you you know 2362 01:20:53,830 --> 01:20:51,360 you'll say 2363 01:20:54,470 --> 01:20:53,840 whatever they want but you know if you 2364 01:20:56,470 --> 01:20:54,480 look at 2365 01:20:58,149 --> 01:20:56,480 then and you start diving into this i'm 2366 01:20:59,750 --> 01:20:58,159 just going to throw out some 2367 01:21:01,750 --> 01:20:59,760 kind of things here and then people will 2368 01:21:02,709 --> 01:21:01,760 have to investigate on their own but 2369 01:21:04,629 --> 01:21:02,719 some people know 2370 01:21:07,350 --> 01:21:04,639 if you look at the franklin scandal 2371 01:21:09,910 --> 01:21:07,360 tightly linked to the republican party 2372 01:21:12,390 --> 01:21:09,920 and then it was also the call boy 2373 01:21:14,790 --> 01:21:12,400 scandal related in washington 2374 01:21:15,830 --> 01:21:14,800 it it's it's hard and then of course 2375 01:21:18,790 --> 01:21:15,840 pizzagate 2376 01:21:19,990 --> 01:21:18,800 and uh that has all these direct links 2377 01:21:22,950 --> 01:21:20,000 not only to 2378 01:21:23,830 --> 01:21:22,960 uh child abuse and child trafficking but 2379 01:21:27,990 --> 01:21:23,840 to 2380 01:21:30,550 --> 01:21:28,000 occulted and satanic kind of practices 2381 01:21:32,629 --> 01:21:30,560 and i i hear you in that a lot of people 2382 01:21:36,470 --> 01:21:32,639 don't know where to draw the line 2383 01:21:39,189 --> 01:21:36,480 but it seems much more common to me 2384 01:21:40,470 --> 01:21:39,199 and especially people in the occult and 2385 01:21:42,229 --> 01:21:40,480 magic community 2386 01:21:44,149 --> 01:21:42,239 that they don't even want to tiptoe into 2387 01:21:47,830 --> 01:21:44,159 those waters i mean 2388 01:21:51,189 --> 01:21:47,840 podesta dennis hazard we have the emails 2389 01:21:51,910 --> 01:21:51,199 why is podesta talking to dennis hassert 2390 01:21:53,910 --> 01:21:51,920 like this 2391 01:21:55,350 --> 01:21:53,920 what do they have in common what they 2392 01:21:58,390 --> 01:21:55,360 have in common is 2393 01:21:59,669 --> 01:21:58,400 pedophilia because hazard is a convicted 2394 01:22:01,830 --> 01:21:59,679 pedophile that 2395 01:22:03,910 --> 01:22:01,840 the judge who sentenced him said you 2396 01:22:04,790 --> 01:22:03,920 know you're one of the worst examples of 2397 01:22:07,270 --> 01:22:04,800 this kind of 2398 01:22:09,110 --> 01:22:07,280 horrific stuff that we've seen and then 2399 01:22:11,350 --> 01:22:09,120 if you look at podesta 2400 01:22:12,870 --> 01:22:11,360 and all we have is circumstantial stuff 2401 01:22:15,350 --> 01:22:12,880 but i mean anyone who's 2402 01:22:17,750 --> 01:22:15,360 objective about looking at that it takes 2403 01:22:18,550 --> 01:22:17,760 you places that you don't want to go so 2404 01:22:21,830 --> 01:22:18,560 if i can 2405 01:22:25,350 --> 01:22:21,840 spin all that back how is this not 2406 01:22:26,950 --> 01:22:25,360 the main political narrative of 2407 01:22:29,350 --> 01:22:26,960 i don't want to say our time because we 2408 01:22:32,629 --> 01:22:29,360 don't know how far back it stretches 2409 01:22:34,310 --> 01:22:32,639 but it it just seems to be so much more 2410 01:22:35,030 --> 01:22:34,320 prominent than anyone's willing to 2411 01:22:37,590 --> 01:22:35,040 really 2412 01:22:38,629 --> 01:22:37,600 acknowledge and especially in your world 2413 01:22:42,149 --> 01:22:38,639 where i'm kind of 2414 01:22:45,110 --> 01:22:42,159 attacking you and the neoliberal left 2415 01:22:45,990 --> 01:22:45,120 they are so detached from this again 2416 01:22:49,350 --> 01:22:46,000 because their 2417 01:22:52,709 --> 01:22:49,360 inability to deal with the greater 2418 01:22:54,390 --> 01:22:52,719 spiritual reality that exists 2419 01:22:57,510 --> 01:22:54,400 completely shuts them down from this 2420 01:22:58,950 --> 01:22:57,520 they just can't go there 2421 01:23:01,990 --> 01:22:58,960 yeah i mean they're they're completely 2422 01:23:03,430 --> 01:23:02,000 incapable i mean one of the reasons why 2423 01:23:05,110 --> 01:23:03,440 is because what we talked about at the 2424 01:23:07,189 --> 01:23:05,120 top of the show 2425 01:23:08,709 --> 01:23:07,199 we are controlled and shamed into not 2426 01:23:13,590 --> 01:23:08,719 having conversations 2427 01:23:14,950 --> 01:23:13,600 about politics 2428 01:23:17,910 --> 01:23:14,960 to not having conversations about 2429 01:23:19,030 --> 01:23:17,920 spirituality or even philosophy at this 2430 01:23:22,310 --> 01:23:19,040 point 2431 01:23:23,350 --> 01:23:22,320 so all of those things are difficult for 2432 01:23:25,830 --> 01:23:23,360 us to talk about for 2433 01:23:27,030 --> 01:23:25,840 various reasons which you know we 2434 01:23:28,790 --> 01:23:27,040 probably don't have time to go into all 2435 01:23:31,510 --> 01:23:28,800 the reasons why 2436 01:23:33,189 --> 01:23:31,520 but so we're first of all completely 2437 01:23:35,030 --> 01:23:33,199 unequipped to even talk about it so even 2438 01:23:36,709 --> 01:23:35,040 if we got over that first hurdle 2439 01:23:38,790 --> 01:23:36,719 of deciding to think about it and go 2440 01:23:40,550 --> 01:23:38,800 into it very few of us even have the 2441 01:23:42,870 --> 01:23:40,560 language to have that discussion so most 2442 01:23:45,350 --> 01:23:42,880 people are inept when it comes to it 2443 01:23:47,430 --> 01:23:45,360 but i also think i always come back to 2444 01:23:49,669 --> 01:23:47,440 you know when we talk about pizzagate 2445 01:23:51,590 --> 01:23:49,679 for example i actually don't know all 2446 01:23:53,030 --> 01:23:51,600 the particulars of pizzagate 2447 01:23:54,790 --> 01:23:53,040 i don't know all the particulars about 2448 01:23:55,430 --> 01:23:54,800 podesta's emails and all that kind of 2449 01:23:57,669 --> 01:23:55,440 thing so 2450 01:23:59,510 --> 01:23:57,679 in some ways i fail to meet the demand 2451 01:24:02,709 --> 01:23:59,520 that you would maybe have 2452 01:24:06,550 --> 01:24:02,719 of me here but what i do have 2453 01:24:09,590 --> 01:24:06,560 is like okay well i care about 2454 01:24:12,149 --> 01:24:09,600 i actually genuinely care about 2455 01:24:13,750 --> 01:24:12,159 when as much as i can without just 2456 01:24:16,950 --> 01:24:13,760 losing my mind 2457 01:24:19,910 --> 01:24:16,960 when we drone strike 2458 01:24:20,550 --> 01:24:19,920 villages in pakistan and kill children 2459 01:24:25,110 --> 01:24:20,560 right 2460 01:24:27,510 --> 01:24:25,120 so what when i why bring that up is like 2461 01:24:29,669 --> 01:24:27,520 there's a cognitive dissonance about 2462 01:24:31,270 --> 01:24:29,679 who's being harmed where 2463 01:24:32,790 --> 01:24:31,280 how we harm people all that kind of 2464 01:24:34,550 --> 01:24:32,800 stuff to me 2465 01:24:36,390 --> 01:24:34,560 although i have not investigated the 2466 01:24:36,950 --> 01:24:36,400 particulars of a lot of these child 2467 01:24:40,390 --> 01:24:36,960 abuse 2468 01:24:42,470 --> 01:24:40,400 scandals would it surprise me 2469 01:24:45,910 --> 01:24:42,480 that a government that is willing to 2470 01:24:49,430 --> 01:24:45,920 murder kids with bombs and guns 2471 01:24:50,229 --> 01:24:49,440 you know in foreign wars would do crazy 2472 01:24:54,070 --> 01:24:50,239 [\h__\h] like that 2473 01:24:56,070 --> 01:24:54,080 in this country no and and so 2474 01:24:58,550 --> 01:24:56,080 i feel like my ethical and moral compass 2475 01:25:01,110 --> 01:24:58,560 is in the right place which is at least 2476 01:25:01,910 --> 01:25:01,120 part of what's needed for this because i 2477 01:25:03,590 --> 01:25:01,920 think also 2478 01:25:05,270 --> 01:25:03,600 there's a way in which people go down 2479 01:25:08,870 --> 01:25:05,280 these conspiracy 2480 01:25:11,669 --> 01:25:08,880 rabbit holes which i think sometimes 2481 01:25:13,110 --> 01:25:11,679 really produce worthwhile uh information 2482 01:25:14,870 --> 01:25:13,120 and perspectives for us 2483 01:25:16,310 --> 01:25:14,880 but they go down them as a way to 2484 01:25:18,070 --> 01:25:16,320 distract themselves from the moral 2485 01:25:19,830 --> 01:25:18,080 dimension of the thing that's happening 2486 01:25:21,990 --> 01:25:19,840 all over the world in the first place 2487 01:25:23,350 --> 01:25:22,000 and that also i think is just as 2488 01:25:26,390 --> 01:25:23,360 concerning for me 2489 01:25:27,910 --> 01:25:26,400 where it becomes this like whodunit 2490 01:25:29,669 --> 01:25:27,920 put all the strings on the board and 2491 01:25:33,270 --> 01:25:29,679 connect everything together 2492 01:25:34,310 --> 01:25:33,280 you know in information game that loses 2493 01:25:35,830 --> 01:25:34,320 its moral core 2494 01:25:37,590 --> 01:25:35,840 where you look outward into the world 2495 01:25:38,709 --> 01:25:37,600 where you don't even have to do any of 2496 01:25:41,510 --> 01:25:38,719 that work and see 2497 01:25:43,110 --> 01:25:41,520 yeah governments and corporations murder 2498 01:25:45,430 --> 01:25:43,120 and torture children 2499 01:25:47,270 --> 01:25:45,440 there's no question about that at all 2500 01:25:50,390 --> 01:25:47,280 and i should be really concerned of that 2501 01:25:52,470 --> 01:25:50,400 on a worldwide scale now it's 2502 01:25:53,990 --> 01:25:52,480 both those things are still leaving out 2503 01:25:56,629 --> 01:25:54,000 the whole dimension of 2504 01:25:57,830 --> 01:25:56,639 this sort of spiritual aspect of well 2505 01:26:01,030 --> 01:25:57,840 what does it mean 2506 01:26:04,149 --> 01:26:01,040 that we might kill people kill kids 2507 01:26:08,470 --> 01:26:04,159 torture kids sexually abuse kids for 2508 01:26:09,750 --> 01:26:08,480 uh a a sexual spiritual ritual in the 2509 01:26:11,110 --> 01:26:09,760 world what does that mean and what does 2510 01:26:13,590 --> 01:26:11,120 that reveal to us 2511 01:26:15,030 --> 01:26:13,600 i i hear you but you you're kind of not 2512 01:26:16,950 --> 01:26:15,040 answering the question 2513 01:26:18,149 --> 01:26:16,960 here's the point what interested me from 2514 01:26:21,510 --> 01:26:18,159 the beginning 2515 01:26:22,149 --> 01:26:21,520 about pizzagate and about satanic ritual 2516 01:26:27,350 --> 01:26:22,159 abuse 2517 01:26:29,030 --> 01:26:27,360 of children which oftentimes doesn't 2518 01:26:31,590 --> 01:26:29,040 have anything to do with sex 2519 01:26:32,470 --> 01:26:31,600 it has to do with violence and when i 2520 01:26:35,110 --> 01:26:32,480 interviewed 2521 01:26:36,229 --> 01:26:35,120 bob hammer fbi agent 20 years who 2522 01:26:39,350 --> 01:26:36,239 infiltrated uh 2523 01:26:40,629 --> 01:26:39,360 nambla man boy love association phony 2524 01:26:43,030 --> 01:26:40,639 political front 2525 01:26:44,229 --> 01:26:43,040 and the conversations that he heard 2526 01:26:47,669 --> 01:26:44,239 these men having 2527 01:26:50,310 --> 01:26:47,679 were not about sex or love 2528 01:26:51,270 --> 01:26:50,320 they were about violence they were about 2529 01:26:53,030 --> 01:26:51,280 really horrible 2530 01:26:54,709 --> 01:26:53,040 horrific things that they wanted to do 2531 01:26:55,590 --> 01:26:54,719 to children in ways that they wanted to 2532 01:26:57,910 --> 01:26:55,600 harm them 2533 01:26:59,189 --> 01:26:57,920 but i i digress slightly because what 2534 01:27:03,350 --> 01:26:59,199 that was really 2535 01:27:06,390 --> 01:27:03,360 about to me was the question of evil 2536 01:27:09,510 --> 01:27:06,400 because there's a moral ambiguity 2537 01:27:09,910 --> 01:27:09,520 to obama who i'm sure you were referring 2538 01:27:12,870 --> 01:27:09,920 to 2539 01:27:14,229 --> 01:27:12,880 drone striking uh weddings you know 2540 01:27:16,790 --> 01:27:14,239 because obama was the 2541 01:27:18,950 --> 01:27:16,800 the drone strike king in history more 2542 01:27:20,629 --> 01:27:18,960 drone strikes than anyone else and 2543 01:27:23,110 --> 01:27:20,639 he had a lot of children and he killed a 2544 01:27:23,669 --> 01:27:23,120 lot of innocents and all the rest of 2545 01:27:27,189 --> 01:27:23,679 that 2546 01:27:28,470 --> 01:27:27,199 because of course it happened before and 2547 01:27:31,669 --> 01:27:28,480 it's happened since but 2548 01:27:33,990 --> 01:27:31,679 let's let obama sit down 2549 01:27:36,709 --> 01:27:34,000 throne there because he won that prize 2550 01:27:40,229 --> 01:27:36,719 but there's a moral ambiguity to that 2551 01:27:43,990 --> 01:27:40,239 because we understand that we need to 2552 01:27:45,830 --> 01:27:44,000 defend ourselves so the dalai lama says 2553 01:27:46,229 --> 01:27:45,840 hey if someone attacks you it's okay to 2554 01:27:48,310 --> 01:27:46,239 descen 2555 01:27:49,750 --> 01:27:48,320 defend yourself gandhi says hey even 2556 01:27:51,669 --> 01:27:49,760 though it's uh you know turn the other 2557 01:27:53,270 --> 01:27:51,679 cheek in peace and all that we do have a 2558 01:27:56,870 --> 01:27:53,280 right to defend ourselves 2559 01:28:00,390 --> 01:27:56,880 so well-meaning people can 2560 01:28:04,310 --> 01:28:00,400 have differences about how far 2561 01:28:07,510 --> 01:28:04,320 that defense extends and what we should 2562 01:28:09,590 --> 01:28:07,520 allow ourselves or our governments on 2563 01:28:12,950 --> 01:28:09,600 our behalf to engage in in order 2564 01:28:15,510 --> 01:28:12,960 to defend ourselves on the other hand 2565 01:28:16,790 --> 01:28:15,520 a lot of this sexual abuse and satanic 2566 01:28:18,790 --> 01:28:16,800 stuff 2567 01:28:20,070 --> 01:28:18,800 strikes us as something that is of a 2568 01:28:22,790 --> 01:28:20,080 different ilk 2569 01:28:23,110 --> 01:28:22,800 it is evil in a way that we don't want 2570 01:28:28,229 --> 01:28:23,120 to 2571 01:28:29,350 --> 01:28:28,239 evil in a way that i don't fully 2572 01:28:32,870 --> 01:28:29,360 understand 2573 01:28:35,270 --> 01:28:32,880 but i'm open to wanting to explore 2574 01:28:36,709 --> 01:28:35,280 because i think there's something there 2575 01:28:39,990 --> 01:28:36,719 that fits into this 2576 01:28:41,270 --> 01:28:40,000 larger puzzle in terms of why someone 2577 01:28:44,149 --> 01:28:41,280 would engage 2578 01:28:44,470 --> 01:28:44,159 in this kind of evil do you get what i'm 2579 01:28:47,430 --> 01:28:44,480 saying 2580 01:28:48,550 --> 01:28:47,440 yes okay so first i want to agree with 2581 01:28:51,110 --> 01:28:48,560 you and then i want to 2582 01:28:53,189 --> 01:28:51,120 turn something back to you okay so the 2583 01:28:55,030 --> 01:28:53,199 thing i want to agree with you on is 2584 01:28:56,470 --> 01:28:55,040 yes there's definitely a distinction 2585 01:28:58,950 --> 01:28:56,480 there and 2586 01:28:59,830 --> 01:28:58,960 anything that looks like satanic ritual 2587 01:29:02,149 --> 01:28:59,840 abuse 2588 01:29:04,709 --> 01:29:02,159 will reveal something different about 2589 01:29:07,030 --> 01:29:04,719 evil to us that i think is important 2590 01:29:08,310 --> 01:29:07,040 but i would also just turn back to you 2591 01:29:11,110 --> 01:29:08,320 and say 2592 01:29:11,669 --> 01:29:11,120 maybe like the more pernicious and 2593 01:29:14,790 --> 01:29:11,679 horrible 2594 01:29:17,030 --> 01:29:14,800 evil is in is in the kind of violence 2595 01:29:19,510 --> 01:29:17,040 that makes us think that there's 2596 01:29:21,750 --> 01:29:19,520 uh ambiguity about it maybe that's the 2597 01:29:23,590 --> 01:29:21,760 thing that's actually way more evil 2598 01:29:26,229 --> 01:29:23,600 because let's say somebody gets caught 2599 01:29:28,390 --> 01:29:26,239 like red-handed 2600 01:29:30,149 --> 01:29:28,400 skinning a child and as some of these 2601 01:29:31,910 --> 01:29:30,159 accounts are and like hanging their skin 2602 01:29:33,910 --> 01:29:31,920 on a tree 2603 01:29:36,629 --> 01:29:33,920 i think our society would condemn that 2604 01:29:38,470 --> 01:29:36,639 you know unilaterally if they saw it in 2605 01:29:42,790 --> 01:29:38,480 plain sight we see 2606 01:29:45,990 --> 01:29:42,800 images of people being burned alive 2607 01:29:46,550 --> 01:29:46,000 and it's public record and we talk about 2608 01:29:49,990 --> 01:29:46,560 that as 2609 01:29:52,550 --> 01:29:50,000 winning and you know and as necessary 2610 01:29:55,189 --> 01:29:52,560 and as ambiguous that to me 2611 01:29:56,070 --> 01:29:55,199 that spirit that thing that's happening 2612 01:29:58,310 --> 01:29:56,080 in that space 2613 01:30:00,550 --> 01:29:58,320 is the thing that's the real real 2614 01:30:03,110 --> 01:30:00,560 horrific instance of evil 2615 01:30:05,270 --> 01:30:03,120 and it's not it's not because it's more 2616 01:30:06,629 --> 01:30:05,280 evil or less evil than 2617 01:30:08,550 --> 01:30:06,639 you know killing and torturing the kid 2618 01:30:10,229 --> 01:30:08,560 and satanic ritual abuse 2619 01:30:11,590 --> 01:30:10,239 there are distinctions there and i think 2620 01:30:14,629 --> 01:30:11,600 it's important to notice them 2621 01:30:15,030 --> 01:30:14,639 it's just that we greet it we greet it 2622 01:30:18,390 --> 01:30:15,040 with an 2623 01:30:19,430 --> 01:30:18,400 enthusiasm and that to me is really 2624 01:30:20,790 --> 01:30:19,440 really messed up 2625 01:30:23,510 --> 01:30:20,800 and it's something that we really need 2626 01:30:25,669 --> 01:30:23,520 to look at and that is hidden from us 2627 01:30:26,950 --> 01:30:25,679 that's a that's a conspiracy all on its 2628 01:30:30,550 --> 01:30:26,960 own 2629 01:30:32,870 --> 01:30:30,560 why we why we celebrate 2630 01:30:34,950 --> 01:30:32,880 that kind of thing and i don't think 2631 01:30:36,950 --> 01:30:34,960 it's good to just uh 2632 01:30:38,470 --> 01:30:36,960 i'm not saying you're doing this but i'm 2633 01:30:40,629 --> 01:30:38,480 gonna use a 2634 01:30:43,350 --> 01:30:40,639 forceful word and i think it's good to 2635 01:30:45,030 --> 01:30:43,360 retreat or hide in ambiguity or the idea 2636 01:30:47,510 --> 01:30:45,040 of complex decisions 2637 01:30:48,310 --> 01:30:47,520 when it comes to that sort of thing we 2638 01:30:51,110 --> 01:30:48,320 have 2639 01:30:52,709 --> 01:30:51,120 decided unconsciously but then i've 2640 01:30:54,629 --> 01:30:52,719 decided to go along with 2641 01:30:56,229 --> 01:30:54,639 a culture that says that that's okay and 2642 01:30:59,430 --> 01:30:56,239 that's ambiguous and 2643 01:31:01,030 --> 01:30:59,440 we have decided so deeply that we rarely 2644 01:31:02,950 --> 01:31:01,040 even try to get ourselves out of 2645 01:31:03,750 --> 01:31:02,960 situations like that or pull ourselves 2646 01:31:06,310 --> 01:31:03,760 back from it 2647 01:31:07,510 --> 01:31:06,320 or try to dial down the way that we do 2648 01:31:09,990 --> 01:31:07,520 that in the world 2649 01:31:11,350 --> 01:31:10,000 the way that we export murder and 2650 01:31:14,149 --> 01:31:11,360 torture 2651 01:31:15,510 --> 01:31:14,159 across the entire planet not a lot of 2652 01:31:17,510 --> 01:31:15,520 nations do it it's not just us 2653 01:31:19,189 --> 01:31:17,520 but let's take responsibility for the 2654 01:31:21,510 --> 01:31:19,199 one we're in 2655 01:31:23,990 --> 01:31:21,520 i get you and it's a point well taken 2656 01:31:25,270 --> 01:31:24,000 and rather than kind of defend myself 2657 01:31:27,189 --> 01:31:25,280 because you got a point 2658 01:31:28,709 --> 01:31:27,199 and there's no question about it the one 2659 01:31:32,070 --> 01:31:28,719 thing i would add to that though 2660 01:31:36,310 --> 01:31:32,080 is where i was coming at it from 2661 01:31:38,790 --> 01:31:36,320 was it clarifies and that i think we 2662 01:31:39,590 --> 01:31:38,800 we agree yes because you know a lot of 2663 01:31:42,229 --> 01:31:39,600 my 2664 01:31:43,270 --> 01:31:42,239 efforts i guess has been kind of wanting 2665 01:31:46,709 --> 01:31:43,280 to grab 2666 01:31:47,910 --> 01:31:46,719 atheistic people by the shirt collar you 2667 01:31:50,229 --> 01:31:47,920 know whether they be 2668 01:31:51,750 --> 01:31:50,239 heather berg at usc whether phony 2669 01:31:54,229 --> 01:31:51,760 baloney job or 2670 01:31:55,270 --> 01:31:54,239 you know some atheist who doesn't even i 2671 01:31:57,189 --> 01:31:55,280 know you're going to get a lot of [\h__\h] 2672 01:31:59,669 --> 01:31:57,199 from him 2673 01:32:00,229 --> 01:31:59,679 she's welcome to come on the show every 2674 01:32:02,629 --> 01:32:00,239 [\h__\h] 2675 01:32:04,149 --> 01:32:02,639 time i it's just ridiculous that someone 2676 01:32:04,709 --> 01:32:04,159 would would say those kind of crazy 2677 01:32:07,510 --> 01:32:04,719 things 2678 01:32:08,790 --> 01:32:07,520 but anyways to shake those people by the 2679 01:32:12,390 --> 01:32:08,800 cheer color and say 2680 01:32:15,110 --> 01:32:12,400 there is a larger spiritual reality 2681 01:32:17,430 --> 01:32:15,120 that you got to swim in that pond before 2682 01:32:19,590 --> 01:32:17,440 you can even begin to 2683 01:32:20,629 --> 01:32:19,600 deal with some of this stuff so it's 2684 01:32:23,510 --> 01:32:20,639 almost like 2685 01:32:25,110 --> 01:32:23,520 you know you see one entry point and i 2686 01:32:27,510 --> 01:32:25,120 see another entry point 2687 01:32:28,870 --> 01:32:27,520 i see the entry point as being 2688 01:32:31,990 --> 01:32:28,880 provocative and saying 2689 01:32:34,790 --> 01:32:32,000 yeah satanic ritual abuse look there is 2690 01:32:35,590 --> 01:32:34,800 real and it goes all the way up in the 2691 01:32:41,990 --> 01:32:35,600 white house 2692 01:32:43,910 --> 01:32:42,000 you know 2693 01:32:45,430 --> 01:32:43,920 over and over and over again so it's 2694 01:32:48,229 --> 01:32:45,440 like that to me 2695 01:32:50,550 --> 01:32:48,239 is the doorway to saying for some people 2696 01:32:52,470 --> 01:32:50,560 will say oh i do need to wake up to that 2697 01:32:54,229 --> 01:32:52,480 versus i think it is harder for people 2698 01:32:57,669 --> 01:32:54,239 to wake up to the 2699 01:33:00,950 --> 01:32:57,679 drone strike which is an extension of 2700 01:33:01,750 --> 01:33:00,960 the firebombing of tokyo which is an 2701 01:33:04,790 --> 01:33:01,760 extension 2702 01:33:06,870 --> 01:33:04,800 of holocaust of the druids by the romans 2703 01:33:08,709 --> 01:33:06,880 which is an extension of we've seen all 2704 01:33:10,870 --> 01:33:08,719 that [\h__\h] before 2705 01:33:13,030 --> 01:33:10,880 yeah i mean i think and i think like 2706 01:33:16,550 --> 01:33:13,040 just like i don't want to dismiss 2707 01:33:19,990 --> 01:33:16,560 the ritual abuse stuff or or other 2708 01:33:23,030 --> 01:33:20,000 other instances of human sacrifice and 2709 01:33:25,750 --> 01:33:23,040 strange occult acts of black magic 2710 01:33:27,030 --> 01:33:25,760 in high places as not interesting 2711 01:33:28,470 --> 01:33:27,040 they're very interesting 2712 01:33:30,550 --> 01:33:28,480 and i think that the way you just said 2713 01:33:30,950 --> 01:33:30,560 it where you say it clarifies what evil 2714 01:33:33,910 --> 01:33:30,960 is 2715 01:33:35,430 --> 01:33:33,920 that's a really interesting uh way of 2716 01:33:37,750 --> 01:33:35,440 looking at it because i think 2717 01:33:38,709 --> 01:33:37,760 you know people tend to think of evil as 2718 01:33:40,149 --> 01:33:38,719 like 2719 01:33:41,590 --> 01:33:40,159 oh well you know everybody's just 2720 01:33:42,550 --> 01:33:41,600 wounded and they're just acting out of 2721 01:33:44,229 --> 01:33:42,560 the wound like 2722 01:33:45,590 --> 01:33:44,239 no that's [\h__\h] and you and i both 2723 01:33:46,950 --> 01:33:45,600 know that that's [\h__\h] because 2724 01:33:48,550 --> 01:33:46,960 and i've heard you talk about it and 2725 01:33:49,430 --> 01:33:48,560 call people out on that and say like no 2726 01:33:51,510 --> 01:33:49,440 that's [\h__\h] 2727 01:33:52,870 --> 01:33:51,520 it is total [\h__\h] what's happening 2728 01:33:55,990 --> 01:33:52,880 when someone's evil 2729 01:33:59,590 --> 01:33:56,000 is that they are they've reached 2730 01:34:02,830 --> 01:33:59,600 a state where they understand 2731 01:34:05,510 --> 01:34:02,840 their wounds and they're still deciding 2732 01:34:07,110 --> 01:34:05,520 intentionally to align themselves with 2733 01:34:10,950 --> 01:34:07,120 certain forces 2734 01:34:12,470 --> 01:34:10,960 in our cosmos and in our world to 2735 01:34:14,629 --> 01:34:12,480 i think the way mark booth might have 2736 01:34:15,590 --> 01:34:14,639 said it i love using him as an example 2737 01:34:18,390 --> 01:34:15,600 because he says so 2738 01:34:19,990 --> 01:34:18,400 much and so eloquently is that as 2739 01:34:21,270 --> 01:34:20,000 counter forces to the evolution of 2740 01:34:23,590 --> 01:34:21,280 humanity 2741 01:34:24,470 --> 01:34:23,600 and we could unpack evolution of 2742 01:34:26,229 --> 01:34:24,480 humanity 2743 01:34:28,390 --> 01:34:26,239 and counter forces and all that kind of 2744 01:34:31,590 --> 01:34:28,400 stuff if you want but 2745 01:34:34,310 --> 01:34:31,600 essentially it means like i'm 2746 01:34:35,270 --> 01:34:34,320 align myself with beings that want to 2747 01:34:37,669 --> 01:34:35,280 undo 2748 01:34:38,470 --> 01:34:37,679 love and compassion in the world and 2749 01:34:40,950 --> 01:34:38,480 i've done that 2750 01:34:41,669 --> 01:34:40,960 intentionally i've done and freedom and 2751 01:34:44,310 --> 01:34:41,679 free will 2752 01:34:45,109 --> 01:34:44,320 and i've done that intentionally someone 2753 01:34:46,790 --> 01:34:45,119 someone can 2754 01:34:48,310 --> 01:34:46,800 i i mean this is gonna sound strange but 2755 01:34:50,629 --> 01:34:48,320 someone can murder somebody 2756 01:34:52,310 --> 01:34:50,639 and it won't be evil because they're 2757 01:34:53,750 --> 01:34:52,320 doing it because they're crazy 2758 01:34:55,990 --> 01:34:53,760 and they're compulsive and they're 2759 01:34:57,750 --> 01:34:56,000 acting on when they might be 2760 01:34:59,669 --> 01:34:57,760 in the sway of something that's evil but 2761 01:34:59,990 --> 01:34:59,679 they themselves are outside of their own 2762 01:35:06,629 --> 01:35:00,000 free 2763 01:35:09,270 --> 01:35:06,639 because evil requires intention 2764 01:35:11,350 --> 01:35:09,280 otherwise it's reflexive it's compulsive 2765 01:35:13,750 --> 01:35:11,360 so evil is rare 2766 01:35:14,550 --> 01:35:13,760 but it's horrific when it happens and i 2767 01:35:17,430 --> 01:35:14,560 think that both 2768 01:35:19,590 --> 01:35:17,440 the satanic ritual abuse stuff and wars 2769 01:35:21,750 --> 01:35:19,600 at a certain point up the ladder 2770 01:35:23,669 --> 01:35:21,760 are acts of evil whether everybody 2771 01:35:25,830 --> 01:35:23,679 involved in those acts 2772 01:35:27,830 --> 01:35:25,840 are evil people are doing evil 2773 01:35:29,189 --> 01:35:27,840 themselves and not just sort of in the 2774 01:35:31,189 --> 01:35:29,199 sway of something 2775 01:35:33,350 --> 01:35:31,199 as if they're hypnotized or in a trance 2776 01:35:35,669 --> 01:35:33,360 is that's a different question 2777 01:35:37,510 --> 01:35:35,679 i think you put your finger on something 2778 01:35:39,430 --> 01:35:37,520 and i like how you reference 2779 01:35:41,109 --> 01:35:39,440 mark's thing because i gave mark a 2780 01:35:43,990 --> 01:35:41,119 pretty hard time about his 2781 01:35:45,590 --> 01:35:44,000 kind of very christian world view and i 2782 01:35:45,990 --> 01:35:45,600 have a lot of respect for him i think 2783 01:35:48,790 --> 01:35:46,000 he's 2784 01:35:50,070 --> 01:35:48,800 brilliant in so many ways and i love 2785 01:35:52,709 --> 01:35:50,080 what you said about 2786 01:35:54,709 --> 01:35:52,719 mark and the counter-evolutionary thing 2787 01:35:57,990 --> 01:35:54,719 and i guess let me tip my 2788 01:35:58,550 --> 01:35:58,000 hand a little bit in that i think that 2789 01:36:01,990 --> 01:35:58,560 is 2790 01:36:03,350 --> 01:36:02,000 so accessible to all of us in a very 2791 01:36:05,350 --> 01:36:03,360 personal way 2792 01:36:07,189 --> 01:36:05,360 if we're really honest what are your 2793 01:36:08,950 --> 01:36:07,199 thoughts on that i want to say that 2794 01:36:11,669 --> 01:36:08,960 one of the urgent questions ahead of us 2795 01:36:15,830 --> 01:36:11,679 is to all ask ourselves consistently 2796 01:36:17,750 --> 01:36:15,840 am i evil um is to keep that question in 2797 01:36:18,070 --> 01:36:17,760 mind because you're right it can become 2798 01:36:19,510 --> 01:36:18,080 that 2799 01:36:21,510 --> 01:36:19,520 it's not it's almost like the opposite 2800 01:36:22,870 --> 01:36:21,520 of being when people say it's crazy it's 2801 01:36:25,109 --> 01:36:22,880 like if you can ask yourself if you're 2802 01:36:27,189 --> 01:36:25,119 crazy then you're not crazy 2803 01:36:28,149 --> 01:36:27,199 if you can ask yourself if you're evil 2804 01:36:30,070 --> 01:36:28,159 then you actually 2805 01:36:31,430 --> 01:36:30,080 do have the potential to become evil 2806 01:36:32,629 --> 01:36:31,440 because if you never ask 2807 01:36:34,550 --> 01:36:32,639 then you're just in this way of 2808 01:36:35,830 --> 01:36:34,560 compulsive sleepwalking forces like 2809 01:36:37,430 --> 01:36:35,840 everybody else and 2810 01:36:39,750 --> 01:36:37,440 you know nothing you do is really evil 2811 01:36:41,350 --> 01:36:39,760 but also nothing you do is really good 2812 01:36:43,030 --> 01:36:41,360 like you're not really acting out of 2813 01:36:44,149 --> 01:36:43,040 intention at all so you're not really 2814 01:36:46,709 --> 01:36:44,159 able to extend 2815 01:36:48,390 --> 01:36:46,719 love and compassion for real in an 2816 01:36:49,270 --> 01:36:48,400 intentional purposeful and meaningful 2817 01:36:51,270 --> 01:36:49,280 way to people 2818 01:36:52,470 --> 01:36:51,280 so you have to ask yourself am i evil to 2819 01:36:54,790 --> 01:36:52,480 be able to extend and that 2820 01:36:56,790 --> 01:36:54,800 is the gift of the possibility of evil 2821 01:36:59,750 --> 01:36:56,800 to us that's the gift of free will to us 2822 01:37:00,790 --> 01:36:59,760 is that the separation the ability to do 2823 01:37:03,189 --> 01:37:00,800 evil means 2824 01:37:04,790 --> 01:37:03,199 that if we look at that we ask ourselves 2825 01:37:07,590 --> 01:37:04,800 that then we can do good in the world 2826 01:37:09,669 --> 01:37:07,600 if that makes sense so i think that i 2827 01:37:12,870 --> 01:37:09,679 think that it takes a lot of work 2828 01:37:14,229 --> 01:37:12,880 to do evil in the sense of yes it's 2829 01:37:16,550 --> 01:37:14,239 available to all of us 2830 01:37:18,310 --> 01:37:16,560 but so you do evil okay so you're an 2831 01:37:21,430 --> 01:37:18,320 evil person you do lots of 2832 01:37:23,910 --> 01:37:21,440 horrible black magic in this world 2833 01:37:25,510 --> 01:37:23,920 and i define almost all evil as black 2834 01:37:28,550 --> 01:37:25,520 magic honestly so i 2835 01:37:30,470 --> 01:37:28,560 am not on board with uh spiritual people 2836 01:37:32,070 --> 01:37:30,480 or cultists are like oh who cares black 2837 01:37:33,430 --> 01:37:32,080 magic white magic gray magic because 2838 01:37:34,550 --> 01:37:33,440 i'll just you know whatever no i'm not 2839 01:37:36,390 --> 01:37:34,560 down with that 2840 01:37:38,229 --> 01:37:36,400 and um there are lots of reasons for 2841 01:37:39,750 --> 01:37:38,239 that but i think it's like 2842 01:37:41,590 --> 01:37:39,760 yes if you do black magic in this 2843 01:37:44,550 --> 01:37:41,600 lifetime you're doing evil okay 2844 01:37:44,870 --> 01:37:44,560 so you die so then you die and you have 2845 01:37:53,510 --> 01:37:44,880 a 2846 01:37:55,270 --> 01:37:53,520 did evil in this one 2847 01:37:57,189 --> 01:37:55,280 you know the way the universe works is 2848 01:37:58,550 --> 01:37:57,199 we have free will and these experiences 2849 01:38:00,070 --> 01:37:58,560 are available to us in one way or 2850 01:38:02,310 --> 01:38:00,080 another 2851 01:38:03,750 --> 01:38:02,320 there's a really curious almost hidden 2852 01:38:05,109 --> 01:38:03,760 little thing that rudolph schneider says 2853 01:38:07,189 --> 01:38:05,119 somewhere and i don't exactly even 2854 01:38:09,510 --> 01:38:07,199 remember where it is but he says 2855 01:38:10,950 --> 01:38:09,520 if you do even one lifetime okay that 2856 01:38:12,709 --> 01:38:10,960 sucks you shouldn't do it 2857 01:38:14,070 --> 01:38:12,719 but everybody who's been a great 2858 01:38:15,830 --> 01:38:14,080 spiritual master 2859 01:38:17,750 --> 01:38:15,840 has at some point been a black magician 2860 01:38:19,270 --> 01:38:17,760 in a in a past lifetime 2861 01:38:21,109 --> 01:38:19,280 why because they need to understand the 2862 01:38:23,430 --> 01:38:21,119 totality of human experience 2863 01:38:25,350 --> 01:38:23,440 so they have to go through that trial so 2864 01:38:27,270 --> 01:38:25,360 even the people who have become 2865 01:38:29,030 --> 01:38:27,280 mass actually dascalo said that and 2866 01:38:32,070 --> 01:38:29,040 cypriot healer 2867 01:38:33,270 --> 01:38:32,080 but he but he said you know so look 2868 01:38:35,430 --> 01:38:33,280 because they need to experience the 2869 01:38:36,950 --> 01:38:35,440 totality of existence to understand the 2870 01:38:38,950 --> 01:38:36,960 real depths of humanity 2871 01:38:40,229 --> 01:38:38,960 so on a sort of cosmic scale it's that 2872 01:38:41,910 --> 01:38:40,239 that idea that i was talking about 2873 01:38:42,790 --> 01:38:41,920 before like you have to ask yourself if 2874 01:38:45,030 --> 01:38:42,800 you're evil 2875 01:38:47,030 --> 01:38:45,040 to be able to do good we have to do evil 2876 01:38:49,270 --> 01:38:47,040 to do great good in another lifetime i'm 2877 01:38:51,270 --> 01:38:49,280 not proposing anybody do evil 2878 01:38:53,430 --> 01:38:51,280 but i'm just saying we go through these 2879 01:38:54,950 --> 01:38:53,440 lifetimes rudolph steiner said this very 2880 01:38:57,430 --> 01:38:54,960 curious thing somewhere 2881 01:38:58,310 --> 01:38:57,440 where he said if you do evil one 2882 01:39:02,390 --> 01:38:58,320 lifetime 2883 01:39:03,750 --> 01:39:02,400 row 2884 01:39:05,590 --> 01:39:03,760 i don't know where he came up with that 2885 01:39:08,629 --> 01:39:05,600 number but he said 2886 01:39:10,629 --> 01:39:08,639 your soul will be obliterated now in my 2887 01:39:14,310 --> 01:39:10,639 understanding of spirituality 2888 01:39:17,189 --> 01:39:14,320 our being is that we are all our own 2889 01:39:18,550 --> 01:39:17,199 universes and we're becoming our own 2890 01:39:21,510 --> 01:39:18,560 universes 2891 01:39:23,350 --> 01:39:21,520 so if you do evil 13 lifetimes in a row 2892 01:39:25,350 --> 01:39:23,360 and you obliterate your soul 2893 01:39:27,830 --> 01:39:25,360 you've made a black hole out of yourself 2894 01:39:29,669 --> 01:39:27,840 and a black hole sucks everything 2895 01:39:31,189 --> 01:39:29,679 into it and that is really counter to 2896 01:39:33,109 --> 01:39:31,199 humanity you've done something 2897 01:39:34,950 --> 01:39:33,119 really grievous you've done something 2898 01:39:36,070 --> 01:39:34,960 really horrible you've aligned yourself 2899 01:39:37,910 --> 01:39:36,080 with forces 2900 01:39:40,390 --> 01:39:37,920 in the universe that really are trying 2901 01:39:41,910 --> 01:39:40,400 to make you a sink that pulls everything 2902 01:39:45,270 --> 01:39:41,920 into nothingness 2903 01:39:46,470 --> 01:39:45,280 so that is what happens with evil as far 2904 01:39:48,790 --> 01:39:46,480 as i'm concerned 2905 01:39:50,070 --> 01:39:48,800 there's a lot there that we can go into 2906 01:39:50,870 --> 01:39:50,080 but i know we're getting to the end of 2907 01:39:52,830 --> 01:39:50,880 the episode 2908 01:39:55,910 --> 01:39:52,840 so i just let people sit with that i 2909 01:39:57,830 --> 01:39:55,920 guess sit with it they shall 2910 01:39:59,590 --> 01:39:57,840 again our guest has been conor habib 2911 01:40:01,669 --> 01:39:59,600 connor it's been absolutely great 2912 01:40:02,790 --> 01:40:01,679 entering into this dialogue with you i 2913 01:40:04,629 --> 01:40:02,800 think it's 2914 01:40:06,629 --> 01:40:04,639 so rare i've never had a chance to talk 2915 01:40:09,350 --> 01:40:06,639 with anyone in this way 2916 01:40:10,629 --> 01:40:09,360 on skeptico so it's a great gift check 2917 01:40:14,149 --> 01:40:10,639 out connor's 2918 01:40:16,470 --> 01:40:14,159 podcast slash video vidcast 2919 01:40:18,229 --> 01:40:16,480 against everyone with connor rabib and 2920 01:40:20,470 --> 01:40:18,239 how else can people 2921 01:40:22,709 --> 01:40:20,480 reach you and follow your progress 2922 01:40:24,709 --> 01:40:22,719 towards your very interesting 2923 01:40:26,470 --> 01:40:24,719 phd work we were talking about yeah so 2924 01:40:28,629 --> 01:40:26,480 um so 2925 01:40:29,990 --> 01:40:28,639 one of the best ways to interact with me 2926 01:40:30,470 --> 01:40:30,000 because i really interact with people on 2927 01:40:32,870 --> 01:40:30,480 there 2928 01:40:33,590 --> 01:40:32,880 is through my patreon and even if you 2929 01:40:36,149 --> 01:40:33,600 just pledge 2930 01:40:36,709 --> 01:40:36,159 a dollar a month or you can pledge more 2931 01:40:37,910 --> 01:40:36,719 i 2932 01:40:40,070 --> 01:40:37,920 respond to everybody on there and that's 2933 01:40:41,750 --> 01:40:40,080 patreon.com forward slash conor beebe 2934 01:40:44,070 --> 01:40:41,760 it gives you links to all the podcasts 2935 01:40:47,590 --> 01:40:44,080 the stuff i'm writing and working on 2936 01:40:49,830 --> 01:40:47,600 and you know if if i still 2937 01:40:51,109 --> 01:40:49,840 nevertheless appreciate everybody if you 2938 01:40:54,629 --> 01:40:51,119 want to follow me on twitter 2939 01:40:56,149 --> 01:40:54,639 just at c-o-n-n-e-r-h-a-b-i-b conor bee 2940 01:40:58,229 --> 01:40:56,159 on twitter and 2941 01:40:59,430 --> 01:40:58,239 also you know by subscribing to the 2942 01:41:01,910 --> 01:40:59,440 podcast 2943 01:41:05,590 --> 01:41:01,920 great connor well best of luck and uh 2944 01:41:07,510 --> 01:41:05,600 let's stay in touch right yeah we will 2945 01:41:09,669 --> 01:41:07,520 thanks again conor harbor joining me 2946 01:41:12,310 --> 01:41:09,679 today on skeptico the one question i t 2947 01:41:14,629 --> 01:41:12,320 up from this interview is the question i 2948 01:41:17,750 --> 01:41:14,639 teed up at the beginning and that is 2949 01:41:18,550 --> 01:41:17,760 is there a disconnect between 2950 01:41:21,510 --> 01:41:18,560 progressive 2951 01:41:22,550 --> 01:41:21,520 social causes that we all identify with 2952 01:41:25,510 --> 01:41:22,560 and believe in 2953 01:41:26,629 --> 01:41:25,520 universal love and harmony and freedom 2954 01:41:29,830 --> 01:41:26,639 and justice 2955 01:41:33,189 --> 01:41:29,840 is there a disconnect between that 2956 01:41:36,229 --> 01:41:33,199 and spirituality in that 2957 01:41:39,350 --> 01:41:36,239 do any of those things make sense 2958 01:41:42,870 --> 01:41:39,360 in an atheistic biological robot 2959 01:41:44,470 --> 01:41:42,880 paradigm so that's the question i'd love 2960 01:41:46,390 --> 01:41:44,480 to hear your thoughts 2961 01:41:48,470 --> 01:41:46,400 join me in the skeptical forum or just 2962 01:41:51,669 --> 01:41:48,480 send me an email or reach me on facebook 2963 01:41:54,030 --> 01:41:51,679 any way you want is good for me i'm here 2964 01:41:56,229 --> 01:41:54,040 at skeptico.com 2965 01:41:58,629 --> 01:41:56,239 s-k-e-p-t-i-k-o dot com 2966 01:42:00,070 --> 01:41:58,639 where i make available all these shows 2967 01:42:03,270 --> 01:42:00,080 for free for download 2968 01:42:04,709 --> 01:42:03,280 to use in any way you like 2969 01:42:07,350 --> 01:42:04,719 so that's going to do it for this 2970 01:42:09,030 --> 01:42:07,360 episode i have some good ones 2971 01:42:10,470 --> 01:42:09,040 in the can a little bit slow in getting 2972 01:42:12,229 --> 01:42:10,480 them out that's why i'm increasing 2973 01:42:14,390 --> 01:42:12,239 kind of doing every week because i wind 2974 01:42:15,750 --> 01:42:14,400 up doing more interviews and then i 2975 01:42:17,189 --> 01:42:15,760 can't get them out in time so they're 2976 01:42:18,950 --> 01:42:17,199 going to be coming every week for a 2977 01:42:19,350 --> 01:42:18,960 while and then back to every other week 2978 01:42:21,109 --> 01:42:19,360 but 2979 01:42:22,550 --> 01:42:21,119 anyways there's some good ones coming up 2980 01:42:25,590 --> 01:42:22,560 stick around for all of that 2981 01:42:34,360 --> 01:42:25,600 until next time take care 2982 01:42:45,430 --> 01:42:41,370 [Music] 2983 01:42:47,189 --> 01:42:45,440 so thanks for watching this video and if 2984 01:42:47,990 --> 01:42:47,199 it wasn't really a video but just an 2985 01:42:49,990 --> 01:42:48,000 audio 2986 01:42:51,669 --> 01:42:50,000 store it as a video i apologize but 2987 01:42:52,149 --> 01:42:51,679 there's more videos out there as well 2988 01:42:54,070 --> 01:42:52,159 but 2989 01:42:55,669 --> 01:42:54,080 please check out the skeptico website 2990 01:42:55,990 --> 01:42:55,679 you can see it here we cover a lot of 2991 01:42:57,910 --> 01:42:56,000 different 2992 01:43:00,470 --> 01:42:57,920 stuff you might be interested in 2993 01:43:03,350 --> 01:43:00,480 relating to controversial science 2994 01:43:05,750 --> 01:43:03,360 and spirituality a lot of shows up there 2995 01:43:08,229 --> 01:43:05,760 over 350 of them are so 2996 01:43:09,030 --> 01:43:08,239 all free all available for downloads so 2997 01:43:10,770 --> 01:43:09,040 do